Whenever my dad is mad at me or if I'm worried that he'll get mad at me at some point, I get intrusive thoughts of him raping me. It's embarrassing and gross and how could my own mind come up with shit like that. My dad is no rapist so it makes no sense to get such a thought! How little do I respect him?
worry obsess repeat when I don't understand something or get upset I cant get it off my mind
I hate when my man looks at porn!!! It makes me so angry inside. I tried to watch it with him cuz he asked me to but it made me feel unwanted and I felt depressed instantly. I can’t stand the fact he gets off on other woman. The sad part is I'm hottt AF!! And I’m A1 in the bedroom.. so I just don’t understand.. blonde hair blue eyes flat stomach and nice booty for a white girl. Like you have me so whyyyy do you need to look at porn despite knowing how it makes me feel!! What is wrong with men?? I tried to get into the whole porn thing but I just can’t help the way it makes me feel!!
I want my parents to break up. My mother is what I'd like to call "the side chick." The thing is, my father already had a family. She and my father knew about the consequences and decided to have a kid. They had me. Damn that moment. I tied them together so that sucks. I love them both to death but they shouldn't be together. Their relationship is toxic. They fight all the goddamn time. Then they make up. it's an endless cycle and I'm tired of it. They should just leave each other. I don't mind. How do i tell them about my emotions about their relationship? I'm probably gonna be slapped if i say anything like this.
You know what's annoying? Getting feelings that you KNOW aren't true but they stay anyway. E.g. phobias (for me it's about dust), jealousy when you see your partner talking to their friend who is same gender as you, and the classic "I'm worthless and global problems are my fault" -feeling.
why do i cry so easily nowadays damn i dont even have that sad of a life
Dear parents, just get a fucking divorce already! You fight all the time and you KNOW it's because you're too goddamn different AND unwilling to understand those differences. At least go to couples counseling you goddamn idiots.
I was listening to Barneys voice actors over the years why does barney sound like he has something shoved up his nose now he sounds so nasally hes changed so much and now his voice is so annoying
Yeah you dodged a bullet by not wanting to have anything more with me. But are you so sure that I didn't also? I hate you now and realized that you're only good for lousy fucking.
I've only met one American in my life and he was a self entitled, arrogant piece of shit. Always putting down my country and its culture, talking shit about European metal, saying it was either gay or silly compared to American bands. He also believed with a burning passion that no one in my group of friends knew what good music, films or TV shows were before he came around which is a total lie. He makes money by baiting naive friends of mine to spend money at his shop. Being his friend is expensive. Really what kind of person you have be to live by exploiting people around you? Fuck I'm done writing this confession, I can't let the hate consume me.