Even though I act like I like him, I hate my best friend's boyfriend. When she comes during the weekends she keeps bringing him 9/10 times and they're sickly in love I rather wanna get my eyes removed than watch them. I just want my weekends back with my best friend!
I just typed a long confession and accidentally refreshed the page... I couldn't help but swear out loud.
I've had a grudge against my father since many years. It's because of how aggressive he gets when he's angry, how easily he gets angry (and very inconsistently... one day something makes him rage, next day he says that the thing is totally okay) and because he rarely considers other people's opinions or takes advice from them, thinking he knows best. I don't know what to do about my own anger for him or whether it's even reasonable to be so upset. Pushing my anger away didn't work... It started to resurface during last year. But I don't want to talk to him about this because I'm really scared of him. I guess deep down I'm worried that he'll dislike me if I speak against him. I've noticed that he favors my brother and me (I'm a girl btw) over my sisters, and I think it's because my sisters don't hesitate to show it when they disagree with him. My brother and I are more avoidant about our concerns. I think it's really wrong that father is so unfavouring towards my sisters just because they say what they think. But I can't bring myself to do the same as them because I'm terrified of his anger. And I don't know if I should feel any of this anger and fear but I can't make them disappear.
Another first world problem... I'm in a bus for a 3-hour trip and I cannot espace annoying voices. The driver has the radio on, of course, and the program is utter bullshit. The host is critisizing other people's way of having conversations or something... That's none of her fucking business, why is she even talking about it? And in the back of the bus there's a woman talking on the phone and I just don't like her speech patterns. There's no quiet place in this car and my headphones don't even block the noise.
period cramps are so fucking painful you have no idea, im crying on the floor clutching my stomach wishing someone would just stab me on the arm just so it could take my mind off my cramps
I seriously need something to bring my energy back!!!!! 😭😭😭 fuck this group!
My father is so annoying that I think about stabbing him 50 times
scared i'm losing my bf... we've been together for over 3 years. it's been amazing. we've been planning to get married and we just bought property. but the last couple weeks he started smoking up a lot where before he didn't. maybe once every couple months at a party or something. now it's every day and he' buying more paraphernalia. it started with him saying it helped him sleep a few times, but he didn't need it, he only did it "a few times" then when I noticed it was almost everyday I mentioned that he said he wasn't going to do it so much. I grew up with an addict I wasn't gonna be dealing with it. he assured me it isn't an issue. but then tonight he comes home and had been smoking while he was driving and he had already smoked up this morning and didn't even go to sleep. but nooo still not a problem to him, he's defending it. then there's the fact that he's irritable. everytime I say or do anything somehow it starts a fight. i'll ask a question or say how my day was and he gets annoyed with me or angry and it starts a fight... then today. i only had a 5 hour shift at work and he was off. we could of spent time together. instead he hungout with one of his "friends" this girl who tried to break us up when we started dating. they haven't talked in a couple years and now all of a sudden he's talking to her on facebook almost daily and now he's spending all day with her.... I just him. I do. but I don't trust her. and really with the way he's been acting i'm not even sure if I know who this is anymore.
I'm sick of how easily my bowel movements get fucked up. Lack of water causes constipation, of course, but lack of sleep? Also gives me constipation. Travelling? Constipation. Periods? Constipation. Masturbation and sex? MORE CONSTIPATION! I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do except to avoid all those excluding periods.
Today is one of those days when everything and everyone annoys me irrationally.