I'm pissed off right now because some trifling ass bitch was running her mouth about me to my ex and twisting my words, telling him I said things I didn't. I'm still friends with him so I'm upset that he's gonna be mad at me over something I didn't fucking say because what she said to him was hurtful and rude. I hate gossip.
I hate you more often than I should.
I.. like a person in a higher grade, and she has a bf, and like I just wanna see her happy but I think she hates me now..
I hate it when people ask if something's wrong, no, everything's wrong..
I just hate myself so much...
Im gonna be completely honest, I've been really sad for a couple of years now, maybe three. I tried to overdose once, and not anything else yet but my suicidal impulses are getting worse and I don't want to tell anybody like a counselor because I don't want my parents to now that I used to harm myself. I don't really need help on this I just needed to get it off my chest.
There's this guy that I've told to go fuck himself and almost beat him cause he snapped at me. The fuck I care if he had cancer? He acts like an asshole to everyone. And when one of my exes was getting back at me when she was sleeping with other guys he sided with her but she didn't never even had sex with him. Lmfao what a loser! Now he has no friends cause he pissed off a ton of people. Serves him right.
I hate not being able to control the impulsive thoughts that flash through my mind. I don't want those thoughts there, why are they there?
I'm a Catholic and my boyfriend is an atheist but spiritual. Well i grew up in a non-homophobic, open minded family. I was not raised bigoted and my parents taught me religion really well. That Christ teaches "agape" meaning unconditional love. To love everyone regardless of what they are and who they are. But my belief in my religion is different from my mom. I dont like going to church every sunday, i dont pray the rosary, but i follow the doctrines somehow. I like my relationship with god to be a quiet one. I dont share it to anyone. I dont convert my boyfriend to be one. Well he sees christians as bigoted, imbeciles who believes in false deities. And most often he makes fun of them. I dont really say much because I mean he's not a christian, I cant really blame him. That's what he sees. But it hurts that sometimes the things I hear sounded so hallow. And from what I have seen atheist are not that different from people who believes in god whom at the same time bigoted. The thing is, people are bad... not the religion and it doesnt matter whether you believe in god or not, you're wrong or right whether youre holding the bible or a texhbook of 7th edition Organic Chemistry. If you're religious and sees gay people as sinful outside of your religious culture, then you're closed minded. But if you're an atheist and sees religious people as imbeciles outside of your atheistic culture, you're shallow. Because those who sees wrong with each other, both of you are wrong because all you do is to dehumanize each other.
he's a good father, just a terrible husband