He's everything I want everything I need he means nothing to me because he'll never be you
I know i shouldn't be mad, i dont have the rights to, but i introduced one of my friends to another group of friend of mine and they have unexpectedly gotten closer leaving me out on everything, i thinks it's abit rude idfk. am i trippen too hard being unreasonable? or can someone reassure me that im not because i need an explanation on why i feel so jealous
I'm in an online group that is based around costume building. It's a place for people to ask questions, get feedback, or just generally post progress pics of their costumes. Well one girl in particular has posted a few times asking for help because she's very lost on how to go forward, she's barely even started. I noticed no one was really acknowledging her anytime she posted. So I chimed in with some tips, sent her some example pics and a tutorial video link. Then she started talking to me about her personal life. And now she won't stop. This 16 year old girl is very sweet but I do not have the energy or time for an emotionally troubled person to latch on to me right now. But I feel guilty telling her to leave me alone, because she just needs a friend to talk to. But I'm 23 and I'm starting to worry she sees me as some kind of maternal figure to bring all of her problems to, even though in reality I'm basically a kid myself. Sorry for the long rant, I just... I hate this. Why can't I just be nice to people without them attaching themselves to me like leeches? Why am I a magnet for people who are beyond my help? Why do I have to be scared that I'll have to deal with another broken person latching on to me if I help them with a simple, unrelated task? I just want to be nice without turning into everyone's therapist.
I know you say you hate me and that you're pissed off at me I get that you have every right to be. if you don't want to be in a relationship with me anymore I understand. one thing I would like to ask is a if we could be civil with each other at least long enough to go park down by the river and fuck each other's brains out one last time you know this cocks the best you've ever had and I love that little pussy of yours so what do you think One Last Time For Old Times Sake?
i.am having a very hard time right now. I was molested from the age of 8-13 byy dad's best friend. I could never ever tell and felt so guilty that at age 40 it still haunts me. he was a middle school VP so. sure he did more horrible things his granddaughter is rebelling at 5he world and 8 see slot of myself in her. how did my parents not know. as a mama I would know. at 24 I was raped again by a friend who I thought cated deeply for me. then last year in October a stranger in Walmarts parking lot attacked me. WHY ??? I HAVE PTSD and my husband left because of it.
in the vastness of space and the immensity of time, it is my joy to share the planet and an epoch with!
when it's a stupid fucking picture of a baby sloth that finally drops you leaving crying inconsolably
In highschool I didnt give a f*ck if you didnt liked me, if you thought I was ugly or hell I didnt care about comparing myself to other females who where prettier then me. Now I am 25 and I feel like I have hit this mile stone sooo late. I look at other beautiful females and just think I wish I could look like that. I now worry about people liking me or not liking me. I worry about how others see me. I dont want to be the bad guy. I want to be good. I want to be liked. I want to have friends. But now I worry so much it have givin me bad anxiety. So bad that I over think everything. How a person reacts when I talk to them. How they move. How their face makes their expressions and honestly it f*ckin sucks.
She's the girl everyone wants to be around, that everyone loves. Everyone's wants to be with her, but out of everyone she picks me to talk to, to hang out with, it makes me sad. Why? Because I do not deserve her. I love her truly, and it is hurts me but I have been separating myself from her. Even before this.. covid 19 stuff. She deserves better, and when you love someone you do what's right for them. She doesnt understand and someone told me she's upset that I have been distant, it hurts me so much, I've never felt pain like this, and I've been through a lot. My chest feels extremely heavy and tight, almost like what I'd expect heartbreak to feel like, but there is someone out there for her who is everything she deserve, smart, hard working, handsome, kind, loving. But.. not everyone wins.. there's always a loser. I dont know if she will ever understand but I think she'll get over me. Everyone in my life has.. my mom, my sister.. my old friends.. I didn't deserve them.. I let them all go. I wish things could be different.. I'm tired of being lonely.. but I dont deserve good people like them.
My mom watches coronavirus updates all day. Every. Fucking. Day. I'm so fucking tired of it. She turns the volume on her phone way up, so I have to hear it. I don't want to hear it. I want to stay updated in the sense that I want to know what the rules are in my state, and I want to know any updates on how we can prevent or treat this virus. I don't care about anything else. I don't care where the most recent case was, I don't care how many people died today. I'm sad that it's happening, I'm not apathetic to it, but I don't need to hear those numbers. It's hurting my mental health. The whole thing is just making me sad and angry, especially because I can't do anything about it. All this negativity is poison. And I'm even MORE tired of hearing people making guesses and spreading misinformation. I don't want to hear their speculation. I only want concrete scientific facts. I'm just so tired of all this.