Boyfriend and me just moved into a new area that I don't really know that well/like - his idea - his home city. We've only been here for half a week, when today he wakes up and tells me that he's bored and wants to go to Amsterdam today for the best part of a week. Within the space of less than two hours he'd booked it and left to go to the airport. He gave me the option of joining him on Sunday because he said that feels bad about me being on me own which insulted me because it felt like he was only asking me to join out of pity. Later he said that it would actually be nice if I joined but I don't know if he's just saying that now. I don't know if I should or not? This impulsive side of him really annoys me - I already feel vulnerable in this new area as it is without him just taking off with not much notice leaving me to deal with it alone. Plus I don't even know if I should join him or not?
I hate that marijuana- the smell, the sight, even discussion of it- triggers my anxiety by causing me to think of all the hell my pothead dad put me through.
Ah, I hate hypocritical motherfuckers. I wanna knock the S Curl out that stupid lookin motherfuckers head. 🤣🤣🤣 Hypocritical stupid ass son of a bitch. Fuck you. Gonna threaten me for what was clearly a joke. Fuck yo bitchass. You ugly, "stuck in the 80s" jeri curl juice head muthafucka. Fuck you. I will beat yo ass in real life. You ugly son of a bitch. Nigga got a S curl.l, for real.🤣🤣🤣 Fuck his stupid ass. This shit is funny, now.
I posted a wrestling meme, on Facebook, and this dumbass thinks I threatened him. What a fucking idiot! What a dumbass!🤣🤣Sometimes I feel like Christianity puts my hand behind my back, and I can't respond with the anger that I would like. Lol. But Ima vent this out, here, ao that fucking dumbass doesn't win. #done
my dad is a pussy ass bitch afraid of everything and makes our lifes suck because of it, all he knows how to do is complain and be scared
so....ive been raped and I don't know what's wrong with me....maybe I'm I'll or something but I can't stop myself. I've been watching rape movies, videos....even trying to find a realistic portrayal of it in porn(sucks).im not sure why.i don't enjoy it or get pleasure,it's just that I can't stop myself. even when it gets too much to watch or too painful...i force myself and continue watching then try to find one that I could relate to.i hate myself for watching it.it makes me feel sick and just disgusting.
I know the reason i don't have a girlfriend and it's because i don't do things with people, i don't go to school,i don't take classes, i don't have a job or a hobby. when i figure all of this out, and meet a girl i like, and she becomes my girlfriend, i am going to hug her so much
I have a traditional asian parents and it's very difficult to deal with them. Today I got so fed off, because they tell this and that. I'm already 23 and they told me to stay at home and help them pay for the rent. But I wanted to leave because I wanted to save my own money because it all goes to them in the first place. I got fed of because my salary all goes to my mom then my dad asks for extra. And today I got so fed off because I have no more money for my college tuition and the money I gave them, they gave it away to my cousins in the philippines who never try to get a job and do something. Like for god sakes?!?!?!? I worked my ass off with that money!!!! I'm still in college and those cousins of mine, they graduated and they sleep around and have time to get married and no time to get a job?? My parents, pay for the rent, pay this and that and take my money too! Like fuck that, I told my parents they're not their parents! Their parents should help them! So I left the house, now my cousins asks me for money and literally, I called them and yelled at them. ANd I don't care if I have a bad reputation on them, what their doing is bad in the first place. I hate them. I hate how lazy they are. I know it's hard to get a job in Manila, but how come my best friend got a job and she have the same qualifications and college degree as them?? And I hate cultural part of the philippines. Sory to say that but its soo awful!
Some months ago, I had a surgery. That surgery wasn't medically necessary, meaning that it wasn't supposed to save my life or that I had problems. The doctor just said that one day, I'd probably (not even surely) would need this surgery anyways, and the younger I get it, the better it is. Now, I constantly have problems. It hurts a lot, gets infected a lot and I'm now not able to do some things anymore. I deeply regret letting this be done with me. (Sorry for the lack of details, my medical English isn't good enough for this and if I tried to explain, I'd probably confuse you even more.)
I start to afraid of marriage bc of people around me have a serious problem with their marriage, my brother neglect his wife and his child, my uncle beat his wife and have a mistress, my sister marry an obnoxious bad tempered man...what should I do.. I just can't trust my life to a man 😭 what if I ended up like them 😭😭