I am a wreck. But would i want it any other way? i dont think so.
Please don't be rude to call center agents. If I process a charge on the wrong account because YOU gave me the wrong account number, I'll apologize and do everything I can to fix it. But don't get rude with me because you don't know your account number and didn't give me any clues I was in the wrong account. As far as I could see, it was the right one. Everything looked nornal. I can only go based off of what you give me, you didn't even tell me you had another account.
My sisters hate men, and they take it out on me. they pretend like it's feminism or whatever but really they just are so angry and bitter towards anything ''manly'' and i had to pay the price for it cuz they are older. the result is that i now pretend that they died, i ignore them completely and don't interact with them at all... after a couple years of this i think they are starting to understand what their blind hatred did, and how it destroyed the family, but now i don't care anymore, dealing with that was hell, and now that i'm strong enough to just ignore them completely, i will never go back, i will let them live in regret of the things that they did just because i am the youngest sibling.
if you just started dating someone and you guys like each other, so you guys have sex and then you find out she has an std and now so do you. does that make me a dumb ass for liking her and trusting her to be clean as i was. Or is she really a careless person and should do better? now we are having a hard time getting rid of this and it really turns me off
I wonder why the fuck the shoulder straps in bras and swimsuits are so long even when shortened to the minimum. How big do the designers think shoulders are?
I've never been in a romantic relationship or on a date because I'm scared of men in those contexts. But I have this stupid yearning for romance and cuddling and stuff. I hate both of these feelings because they're so unreasonable.
I hate when people start arguments about anything related to rape or sexual assault or just taking advantage of people. I get really heated about it because, as someone who was taken advantage of and sexually assaulted, I have very strong opinions. And I've come to realize that people who haven't been in those situations just... don't understand. Like for example, people don't get that someone can take advantage of a willing participant. A group chat was arguing with me that celebrities who sleep with their fans aren't doing anything wrong as long as everyone is over 18 because the fans want it. But I argued that they're using their status and taking advantage of the fans' adoration to just use them like a sex toy before tossing them aside and moving on, and it's disgusting behavior. Now I just can't stop thinking of my personal experience and I'm so angry that people are okay with that kind of thing, and my mood is ruined. It's just so upsetting.
Beyonce ain't shit. she's extreme overrated.
Its really difficult to put my desires into words. There is so much i want to do, but i have no energy for anything. I am so tired. I want to get stronger, i want to create art, i want to lern chinese and russian, i want to practice calligraphy and typography, but altough there are so many things i want, i have no energy to do even one of these. I am a bad person, weak and pathetic. Time is running out. I dont want this body anmore, nor this life. Everytime i want to end my life my other half finds excuses to push it back a little. One day when i end it all, the most satisfying thing will be that this side dies with me.
I hate not being able to drive. But I'm so scared of driving. But it's starting to become REALLY inconvenient that I can't drive. My crush actually invited me to go hang out with him and some friends, and I might not be able to go if I can't find a ride. It's just embarrassing. I really want to drive, I'm just so scared...