My mom was raped at 13 and had me...didn't raise me...a family member did...but told lies of a different sort even about who conceived me...as cover-up. Her hate fueled more and those around her and permeated my life with destruction....so much horror she inflicted.
My period is REALLY bad randomly about two or three times a year. Tonight is one of those nights. I feel like my body is being torn in two, or like something is mauling me and ripping my guts out. I keep clenching my abs so hard trying to stop the pain that my back pops. I've already taken pain meds and I'm laying in bed with a heat pack just writhing and trying not to cry or scream. I can't feel my legs except for the stabbing pain in my knees and ankles. Why does it have to be like this?
I hate when these guys who talk to me online. It's either they ask for your naked picture or would ask for you to have sex with them. Or there are these decent guys who wants a serious relationship, asks you if you wanna have a date with them but then they stood up on you once you said "sure I'd go hang out with you."
I swear you people could fuck-up a wet dream!
I think i have anger issues
I've had this weird lump in my breast for years and it pisses me off. I got an ultrasound done on it in case it was cancer or something but apparently it's just normal tissue that is harder and more painful than the rest of my boob for no fucking reason. Wearing a bra or adjusting my boobs in the bra hurts because of it, wearing a sports bra makes it a bit better but when I'm on my period it hurts even when there's nothing touching it. Screw you, boob.
We've only been broken up for three months and she's already with somebody else. There are few things more insulting than that.
Few things annoy me more than when people talk about themselves in third person. Like if someone named Jessica says "Jessica is hungry, she wants pizza" BITCH why the fuck can't you just say "I'm hungry, I want pizza"?! It's not cute, it's not funny, it's just fucking irritating and it makes you look like a dumbass. And I don't know why so many people seem to do it. It's different if English isn't your native language, or maybe you have some kind of developmental disorder, and it's a genuine mistake/you don't know how else to communicate. But when normal ass people do it just because, I want to punch them in the fucking face. Cut that shit out.
People think of me as an artist. so at that one party i made a few stick and poke tattoos for some folks. and one of em thought he could do it too. the thing is he was too much of a pussy to stab deep enough for it to be an actual tattoo, talkin smack about his skin being too hard to have a tat. and now hes off tattoing other people, he even bought a machine fo it. I kinda feel bad, but at the same time, fuck him and everybody whos willing to get a tattoo from him.
Diversity is not our strength you fucking morons