I keep expecting things from my parents but they keep deceive me. I always tell myself to remember what happen last time but it's like it doesn't matter and I keep getting hurt and sad and frustrated with myself.
My mom doesn't respect my opinion and make apologies for something that wasn't concerning me. That's make me hate her so much. And I want to get out of her house.
why are people who cry "my body my choice" when it comes to killing babies are the same ones who want mandatory masks and vaccines.... 🤦 where's "my body,my choice" now?
I'm frustrated with my landlord
Sometimes I feel like Im not real..
I hate some people that always approach you only because they want something from you
my mum as a whole, is a good person with nothing but good intentions for people (most of the time). shes loved by everyone and is considered an angel for her charity work, but it's funny how that juxtaposes to how she's made me (own fucking child) more sad, insecure and heartbroken than anyone has ever made me feel in my entire life. my brother told me to forgive her, because apparently he did and it's always better to be the bigger person and i quote "shes an adult with the heart of a child, she needs to be loved too" . and i guess that worked out in his favour, they're closer than ever . but how do i forgive someone that hasn't even said sorry to anything before, how am i supposed to love someone that caused these ugly fucking scars i put on myself, how am i supposed to care for someone that made me resent the world and resent being alive. i don't and never cry to anything else, but she's the reason i pray to god everynight sobbing to my pillow wishing i wind up dead in the morning. please be kind to your kids.
When I tell someone ''I don't drink'' for some reason they hear that as ''I can't handle my drink'' and buy me drinks I don't want. I guess they think it'll be funny to see me drunk? Only the reason I don't drink is because I have a frustratingly high tolerance for alcohol so I can down it easy. It's too much effort to feel drunk. But if some jackass won't take my ''no, thank you'' and keeps pushing shots at me.... I get ready to empty this jerks whole wallet. When I'm sitting there totally fine they accuse me of lying and it's like those ridiculous lines from action movies ''I said I didn't like guns, not that I didn't know how to use one.''
Our anniversary is coming up and I had planned a dinner to his favorite restaurant weeks ago. And I am mad as I found that he & his ex turned friend already made a plan there. I only found out because I was excited with my plan weeks ago that I mentioned the food. Apparently, they had talked (& scheduled) about eating in the restaurant when they eat out last week. He never mentioned it until I brought up the food. Now my boyfriend always say he isn't interested anymore since he just recently went there. I don't want to think they are cheating because his friend is married with a kid. I've been mentioning our anniversary and hinting him, but he has no idea about our anniversary date this year. My plan is ruined and worse, he forgot our anniversary. I SPENT TIME ALREADY WITH THIS AND I'M GOING TO PUSH THROUGH WITH IT. I WILL EAT A LOT & HE CAN SUCK IT UP IF HE DON'T WANT IT.
Fuck i hate myself. There's this guy always around where i live that's a drug addict and always asking me for money. The thing is that he's smooth about it. I gave him money about 4 times in the last two months. I feel so stupid after but he makes me feel bad fot the state of his life. He's nothing but a liar and sly.