my mum as a whole, is a good person with nothing but good intentions for people (most of the time). shes loved by everyone and is considered an angel for her charity work, but it's funny how that juxtaposes to how she's made me (own fucking child) more sad, insecure and heartbroken than anyone has ever made me feel in my entire life. my brother told me to forgive her, because apparently he did and it's always better to be the bigger person and i quote "shes an adult with the heart of a child, she needs to be loved too" . and i guess that worked out in his favour, they're closer than ever . but how do i forgive someone that hasn't even said sorry to anything before, how am i supposed to love someone that caused these ugly fucking scars i put on myself, how am i supposed to care for someone that made me resent the world and resent being alive. i don't and never cry to anything else, but she's the reason i pray to god everynight sobbing to my pillow wishing i wind up dead in the morning. please be kind to your kids.
When I tell someone ''I don't drink'' for some reason they hear that as ''I can't handle my drink'' and buy me drinks I don't want. I guess they think it'll be funny to see me drunk? Only the reason I don't drink is because I have a frustratingly high tolerance for alcohol so I can down it easy. It's too much effort to feel drunk. But if some jackass won't take my ''no, thank you'' and keeps pushing shots at me.... I get ready to empty this jerks whole wallet. When I'm sitting there totally fine they accuse me of lying and it's like those ridiculous lines from action movies ''I said I didn't like guns, not that I didn't know how to use one.''
Our anniversary is coming up and I had planned a dinner to his favorite restaurant weeks ago. And I am mad as I found that he & his ex turned friend already made a plan there. I only found out because I was excited with my plan weeks ago that I mentioned the food. Apparently, they had talked (& scheduled) about eating in the restaurant when they eat out last week. He never mentioned it until I brought up the food. Now my boyfriend always say he isn't interested anymore since he just recently went there. I don't want to think they are cheating because his friend is married with a kid. I've been mentioning our anniversary and hinting him, but he has no idea about our anniversary date this year. My plan is ruined and worse, he forgot our anniversary. I SPENT TIME ALREADY WITH THIS AND I'M GOING TO PUSH THROUGH WITH IT. I WILL EAT A LOT & HE CAN SUCK IT UP IF HE DON'T WANT IT.
Fuck i hate myself. There's this guy always around where i live that's a drug addict and always asking me for money. The thing is that he's smooth about it. I gave him money about 4 times in the last two months. I feel so stupid after but he makes me feel bad fot the state of his life. He's nothing but a liar and sly.
things that disappeared in Canada when covid happened: •all other viruses and diseases •the urge to use the bathroom outside your own home (these first 2 are kind of jokes based on regulations that were put in place. thus why common sense is listed below) •common sense •over 100 000 small businesses •family gatherings •trust in the government things that increased (most are a result of the above): •public urination •mental health issue •divorce •entitlement/reliance on the gov. •paranoia/fear •disrespect towards others •mask related infections/acne/etc. •division amongst families now what's really worst? the virus itself or the effects it's having on our society? just something to think about. feel free to add to this list or make your own for your own country.
I'm fuckin ready to off myself 🙃🙃
every guy i talk to calls me ugly and i know i am i cry every night bc i always wonder why i look this way All my friends are all pretty and have bfs i have never had a bf ever i hate my life and i wish that i was pretty
i dont know why he refused to talk to me and blocked me each time i tried. what can i do now except from turning the page ? 🤔
How weird is that i had fantasies about me and two other guys that i don't like absolutely destroying her three slut holes with our cocks at the same time? We all wanted to fuck her at some point but not together lol.
My boyfriend would probably forget our anniversary is coming and he will missed the anniversary gift then he would also missed giving christmas present since he said that a person should always say if they're giving gifts so he can give one back. We talked about xmas presents and I have a feeling he didn't understand what I meant for christmas.