There's one guy that gets on my nerves and if I do I little mistake or error, he'll will start calling me names and even harass me in front of others. He will brag about how great of a man he is and how a worthless piece of trash I am. Jeez old man, if you don't like someone, just simply don't look at them in the face and get on with it!!! Should I start fighting back this old grump??
I had something like a public meltdown before and its the most embarassing thing of my life i hope no one remembered my face i hate to think about it and its almost a supressed memory too , i was also at the most worstest time of my life ever . i will write in the comments what it was like if anyone wanna read it
police in U.S doesn't have any beef with black people, the thing is that its mostly black people doing crimes and acting crazy when police stops them and ''racism'' is not a real word, its not intellectually valid as a concept, it's just new-speak used to manipulate peoples thinking, and its really sad how easily it works, really shows how most people are retarded
So fucking tired. Don't want to do anything.
I hv cm to realise that it is not 'hate' that has kept me away from most of my relatives, it is 'fear'...fear of how i will be perseved afta all these years. I am afraid that they stl find me 'stupid' 'dumb' and worthless... Sometimes i try to connect but that dark cloud stl hovers over me.
I'm damaged beyond repair. My mother sheltered me too much and because of it I am now a disfunctional adult.
I rip off an ass hair and put it on my Boss's laptop keyboard whenever he's out of the office at least once a week.
I've already told here that I was talking to this American girl. She was very pretty with a nice boobs. But I've dumped her the next day for no reason. I think i'm ruined beyond repair, can't feel love anymore for anyone after some bitch I knew yrs ago that used to make her ex jealous. Fucking bitch, I wish she was dead!
If i wasn't such a gutless coward i'd just put a fucking bullet between my ears! FUCK ME!
I lately had to ask myself if i actually love my husband and truth is, i don't. There were feelings in the beginning, but time nd working together showed that he's the most sexist, egoistic, manipulating, lying, cheating bastard i've ever met. How the fck wasn't i able to see this before - just how? I really tried hard, it's been 3 years - but this feeling of dispise towards him won't go away - when we sleep together i feel like raping myself