I do not like fashion, I lost all my overweight to wear a, equally flamboyant and pseudo-militaristic, doublebreasted greatcoat with an oversized open collar, but I neither want to run around in a corny "steampunk"-coat nor do I want to wear a literal SS-Uniform. But worst of all, these flamvoyant coats are quite fashionable this year - but only for women.
theres so many reasons why I would not finance a car. one being that if you pay the full thing off, depending how long it took, you really paid off 2-3 cars. another is that if you want to sell or trade it in with money still owing. you only get about 1/2 of what you still owe on it. so if its a 20k car, they would give you 10k for it and you would still owe 10k and you're short a car. like how fucking crooked. not sure why so many people think this is the best way to own a car
My legs are too short
I don't feel like going to work anymore.. I need a different job.
I'm so ready to move back to florida.... Texas and it's people suck.
I hate spending time with my family, just my parents as well as the whole family that comes together for birthdays and holidays. Not because they're bad or anything, but because I hate the questions about my life. Partly because I hate talking about the things that I struggle with and that stress me out a lot ("How are your grades? When will you finally go to university?") and partly because I am simply tired of repeating some things over and over again, year for year to several different people. Whenever another grandma comes up to me and starts asking the same old questions, I'm very close to giving a snappy answer, but of course I don't want to offend anyone.
This one asshole compared the end of a relationship to getting rid of an old piece of clothing. She admitted she's never been in a relationship, but still, I can't understand how someone can be that fucking cynical.
I have relized my dad has done ALOT of emotional damage to me. If I'm with someone who Im really attached too, I get really upset when I'm left alone. Even if they just went down stairs too hang out with some friends which is verry sad. It dosent help that he just left me alone in a house when I was little to go get drugs the first night I was there. I couldn't call my mom or anyone cause I was mabey 6 or 7, no access to a phone and I was 2 hours away from my mom in another town. All the times he called saying "I'll come get you this weekend, I promise." And then I sit outside practically all day waiting from him not to show. All the times he wrote me from jail saying "You're my baby girl, I love you, I'll change. We can have a normal father and daughter realtionship." Then I get my hopes up but then nothing changed. Its always the same. Now he wonders why I never answer his calls. I use too say "Oh, I hate his guts. Hes not my dad" But deep down I wish he was there for me..
I go buy clothes and everything is too big for me. I can get tank tops from the children's section but other than that finding something in my size is a rarity.
I hate when I get lonely. My only friend and I are so incompatible with timing. We're always out of sync. When she wants to hang out, I'm busy. When I want to, she just doesn't. This is turning into a confession about her... She pisses me off. It's like she purposely chooses to ask me to hang out when it's impossible. Example: It's 5:30am, she's getting home from work and I'm leaving for work. She tells me to come over. But when I ask her to hang out when neither of us are busy, she'd just rather not. This is why I'm on tinder now. Fuck. I suck.