I still love my first love. I miss him every day, but I kinda learned to deal with it. I learned that there are more important things than having a man by your side. But as soon as I go out drink a drink or two I can't get him out of my mind. Every song reminds me of him and no matter how much better another man treats me, no one makes me feel the way my first love did. He was the only one I said "i love you to" and I'm so afraid that I'll never find that again. I feel lonely.. it's been years but I can't get him out of my mind..
I had a girl in my life who I loved,. She threw me away at one point. The only things left behind of her are my memories of her, and a weird feeling. A weird feeling that allows me to instantly lose empathy towards anyone when I think about her or I see something that reminds me of her. It honestly amazes me that she had such an impact on me, that I can become emotionally void at a snap, just like that...
I just found out my crush is a major nerd, and I love it. He's so cute haha. The best part is that he's kinda shy about it, almost embarrassed, but I honestly adore that about him.
I love being dominant during sex, there's something about that feeling and I can't describe it. What do you even call it???
i never really understood those romantic phrases like; "Once you get a taste of sleeping next to someone you love, sleeping alone wont be the same". that was until i met my boyfriend
Months ago, back in December, I had a dream that I was in a lame romantic Christmas Hallmark movie. And in this story, I ended up falling in love with someone who I was not even remotely attracted to in waking life. Now all this time later I actually have fallen in love with him. And it's not like I convinced myself to like him because of the dream, cause I was so confused and weirded out when I woke up from it, like "Wait what? Why him? I don't even like him." And I've had prophetic dreams before that end up coming true, but it still amazes me.
I'm so in love. He means so much to me, even if he isn't mine. I hope someday he will be, because his rejection would break my heart. I haven't felt this way since high school. I feel like a dumb kid again. But I kind of like it.
I like doing chores. It reminds me how peaceful my life is.
The only time I get flirted with is in my dreams. I feel pretty pathetic for craving love so desperately that I've started dreaming of just being flirted with.
I am glad that overall everything went well today, I love you, and remember you're love always.