I keep having incredibly vivid dreams about my boyfriend's brother hitting on me. And the worst part is that I always give in. We never actually have sex in the dreams, but it always gets very close... We kiss and our bodies get close. It all feels very intimate. The dreams are all different though. In some of them, my boyfriend just doesn't exist. In others, I'm cheating behind his back and I know it. And in others, he knows and is okay with it? It's just weird. I don't know why I'm having these dreams. I mean the brother is a handsome guy, and we get along well, we're friends- but he's definitely not my type, and I'm not unhappy in my relationship. My boyfriend is almost perfect and I love him dearly. And I would never cheat, even if I was unhappy. I just want to stop having these dreams, it's making me feel awkward around the brother even though I know nothing happened and he doesn't know about my dreams.
I knew she was the love of my life the first sec i saw her. Everyday of the past 5yrs i have to ask myself 'what if?'
I love you...wow I enjoy u guys
am in love with my wife...I jx don't feel like am she sees it now, cause I keep messing up and finding myself in my an explained situations.i fear she might leave
I married a 48 y/o man when i was 24, we're together for 12y - people still judging and head shaking.. also im not a local so it must habe been all about the greencard. Yes. Hes way older than me, yeah he could be my father, yeah i know itll get harder the older we get. We love each other - so STFU for gods sake
U say u love me..... but u dont desire me
4 y ago my family came to germany from syria - family are strictly muslim. Since we live here im so sad for i realized that there is no love in islam. Not for women not for men. We are raised to be hartless and feel no empathy. When dad will go from earth i will start a new western life with true love
When I was around 9 or 10, I started going online. I would play video games online, talk to people online, etc. I didn't have much friends and I've never really been a social butterfly. Around the same age, I started online dating. I know you might think that that's.. Stupid... Believe me, it is. I agree, and you're allowed to judge me. But hear me out... When I was younger, my dad struggled with addiction. Same with my mother. They did nothing but fight and scream at eachother, and they did the same with me and my sister. My sister is on the spectrum with Autism, and I have struggled with social anxiety and insecurities pretty much my whole life. I never had a male figure in my life who was firm, and dominant, but sweet and loving... I just wanted someone to play the father role. So I turned to guys on the internet. I knew that it was wrong to be doing what I was, and I didn't want to. But I was so lost and just wanted love from someone. The guy I'm with now tends to say that he loves me, but then tends to say when he gets angry with me, "I just want to be alone again." or "Why don't you just give up already? Why don't you give up on me? Why do you stay?" ... He gets mad because I have moodswings that I can't really control... I'll be happy one moment, and then I'll act neutral, and have no emotion. I never have bursts of anger, but I do have bursts of sadness. That and he gets mad because I'm dumb... At least, that's what he makes me feel like, and that's why I think he gets angry. I constantly feel put down by him, at least, when this one side of him comes out. I'm lost, and I need help...
I finally lost my pink glasses today. Until now i thought my hub was just a bit the "rough" kind of guy. But l noticed people looking at us, shaking their heads. My hub just lets out random insults in public. Like "today your make up looks shit" "why arent u wearing ur lenses? U know u look like a frog when glasses on!" "You should stop smiling until that bleaching appt." etc. Sometimes people would come up to me and compliment me - with a pitful look.. I havent noticed really until 2hours ago ... An employee, our cashier was acting somehow weird - like shes trying to tell me smth, i asked her if she needs anything-she quickly looked at my husband and said no, but as soon my husb stepped out for a smoke our cashier came up to me telling me that theres a mistake at the register i programmed in the morning. I corrected the thing and it fucking hit me like a ton of bricks: Even my employees are feeling pity for me. I cant stop crying ... oof. Fuck.
I want to control someone's Lovense so much just knowing that I made someone cum no matter what gender makes me happy ;)