I'd rather fuck a guys huge ass than suck his huge dick
He told me the elements in our hearts once belonged to the constellations in the Milky Way, that cosmic dust exists in our bones.
I went today to visit my future landlords house , he is a cool guy, i was just so awkward tho lol i am the worst at talking to people i cant even begin to say where it went wrong but i hope he doesnt think anything bad of me, im a good person for the most part, at least i think so lol. i will try to be really clean, the whole house looked very clean and nice im packing all my stuff, i hope i dont forget anything t-t i hope it will be nice i will train jiu jitsu 2x a day, actually, my friend said i could spend all day at the gym rolling if i wanted to, cuz the ppl there are addicted to rolling and they need bodies. i will try my best to be very flowy so to not get injured, so i can train all day. then if i take a shower and eat outside, i can go to my friends house and train striking lol its tomorrow i waited for this day for a while now, finally im fricking MOVING WOOOOOOHOO soooo happy guys i just sososo happy. i will hangout with my friend and at the jiu jitsu gym probably make new friends. im trying not to think about it but maybe i meet a girl lol im the guy whos been talking about being girly and wanting to get fucked by girl so that will probably not happen i wont meet a girl i like so easily :/ but maybe not lol idk i move out tomorrow after lunch, wondering what i should do to say goodbye to my freedom on my own big ass nice room. i already hot boxed it, gonna do it again, listening to loud music and watching naruto. hot air on to the max.. enjoying it rn lol... imma miss this room and its comforts..
I'd give you my sunshine, give you my best, but the rain is always gonna come when you're standing with me... Would it be enough if I could never give you peace?
It has been raining literally all week, 24/7 there have been varying degrees of rain intensity, but it never stopped, for 5 days now. this is the week i am supposed to move out. the weather forecast says tomorrow theres only a 50 percent chance of rain, as opposed to 100 percent like all the days before it. and on saturday theres a 0 percent chance of rain. my plan, is to go tomorrow to visit the house and speak to the owner and family there, and if they allow, i move out the next day, maybe even immediately, but i want to say goodbye to mom , she will want to hug and say things i plan to be away for 3 months only, i just want to get some new training in, and learn some jiu jitsu and wrestling, so as to not feel like i wasted my year, also just having a sparring again of boxing and muay thai i am sooo excited, my favourite thing to do on this planet, my most refined and beautiful art im scared of the ppl i will live with, i hope they are super respectful and will be accepting of me and not mean in any way.. they said they will wash my clothes for me too and i also can eat breakfast, i am afraid of being seen as abusing those services and gonna try my best to leave the least ammount of clothing to be washed and also eat very little for breakfast, and also try to stay away from the house as much as possible even if just for long walks haha im talking a set up i created that i can shoot 3d photos with, hoping maybe to get some free lance work lol, ppl seem to like those photos, but im pondering if i should take my real camera too, its just a regular semi pro canon. me and my friend talked about youtube videos before, maybe now we figure something out, i guess i will take it as well my friend has a small pick up truck, he's gonna help me move, thats why we have to wait for the rain so my stuff don't get wet. tonight i packed all my clothes that are here, and camera gear, massage gun, cupping therapy device, all my training equipment and gear, tomorrow i will talk to the landlord and hopefully visit it quick. also i should go to the pharmacy and leave my medicine order there ready, i need to remember to ask my friend tomorrow if he is free to use the car the next day after visiting the house, i will comeback home and hopefully have more clothes ready to pack, tonight i made a big pile with all the clothes i wanted to take for my mom to wash, i really hope she washes it soon. maybe i should wake up early to ask her, and even wash them myself, i never used machine only the soap, but i guess if i just put them in the machine it will wash them for me, i need those clothes quick, but actually even after i move out, i can just ask my mom to put the clothes outside and i just pick them up im excited for first training session, despite all these new exciting things and stress in my life, i must not forget, the most important thing of all is my art, and to not get distracted,and appreciate my art with love, otherwise i might catch a concussion and that would ruin everything. my friend is such good headkicker, and he's huge rn as well, hopefully i dont have to spar with his other friend, who is 2x national champ, if he asks to spar im honestly just gonna refuse lol he is not good sparring partner, he goes too hard, and will be brain damaged even now when he's so young. im trying to only train smart so i can go far and enjoy my art forever a classic job for most of the ninjas around is waitering, because its little hours and good pay, also good training, requires calmness, balance, ellegance and theres a lot of stress that u need to overcome, but now because of virus, theres no more such jobs. if i dont find job i guess its ok, it just mean i'll only get 3 months of training,maybe by 3 months i'll already be wanting to come home to my mom and the food :p haha who knows. tonight feels like a big night, how it felt when i was a kid to not sleep , because we would have road trip at 5 am, so i being big brain stayed up all night, and felt the secret emotions, and the feeling of adventure. i decided i wont be taking my keyboard to learn piano, i decided my arts will be enough to keep me engaged, and i can learn piano when i come back home again, probably there will still be virus and it will be good entertainment and ill be hungry for it. my biggest worry is food, i need to save so much, as much as possible, i have to make the most out of every cent with eating, i've been thinking to focus on leafy greens cuz really cheap, and then just eat a lot of rice and random grains like lentils beans and anything else cuz its so cheap, and then just eat the cheapest meats possible like liver, and cheap chicken cuts etc... i think maybe im just being paranoid lol, and after the first month i'll realize i can eat much more and better, but at first im not afraid to go full monk and eat super cheaply.. also i wonder if my parents will give some aids, a couple bucks every month, once im actually there, theyre generous, theyre just not make good decisions, like for example they could afford to help me live outside for months now, but they havent and i am with my life stopped because of it. all the young ppl in my country are making mad moves rn, because theyre the only ones who can do stuff, lots of opportunity. all the old ppl are (and should) be isolating . let we youngins handle this! trust us! im so excited to finally learn grappling, i only ever done striking arts, i wonder if i will be any good lol. i wonder how it will feel to tap the first time, and i wonder how long till i can tap someone . i wonder how will wrestling feel, im scared of hitting my head on the floor, wrestling is scary my hero and role model slamed her head while grappling on accident, she hurt herself, i cried for days. i want to be really good, and show everyone that my heroes style and approach is the best there is, and that she just made a little mistake that night because she was sad and worried, not because her style is bad or shes not good. she is the best, on the whole planet, and the best ninja, i want to be just like her
When u are dating, what's a good way to tell someone that u want them to put a strapon and fuck u, if ur a boy? is there a way to know if a girl is into things like that without having to say it??? is pretty embarassing i think :/
I know it's a stupid thought to have and it's just my depression talking, but lately I've been having overwhelming feelings that my boyfriend is way too good for me.
You know like when a girl sit cross legged and puts your head on her thigh and pets you? whats the name of that?? when i go to sleep, i imagine my pillow is Rose doing that to me, and i imagine she says nice things like keep going, and believe in urself, and you have good skills! is that wrong or bad? i think its the loneliness, from quarentine, but this week i leave finally, and gonna talk to friends again and hangout, and hopefully my mind will be much better!
I am a 34 year old Male in Fort worth Texas, for the past couple of months me and my 29 year old sister Vanessa have been flirtatious toward each other . It all started after we we're just finishing up with the garage sale and me and her we're putting the item's up and we kept bumping into each other. My hand reached and grabbed her breasts while she was dressed in her light purple sports bra and some see thru pants and no underwear. Cause a couple of time's she have bent over in front of me while I was watching television she smiled at me. I couldn't take my eyes off of my sister's beautiful ass, as I felt my dick harden in my shorts while we we're alone in my living area Vanessa ended up giving me the best head I never had in a very long time. What I enjoyed the most is being in the sixty nine position, I really loved eating out her juicy wet pussy as we both moaned and screamed at the tops of our lung's. Since that moment we have been having sex more than once
what also sounds fun is for my booty and anus to keep getting rounder, firmer, bigger stronger, thicker and more and more jiggly Everytime I walk. that would be awesome