I don't think I can fall in love anymore.
money, money, money. that's all i ever hear about and it's all what i constantly have to worry about. they say it can't bring you happiness but im sure whoever said it wasn't in a financial crisis. one day i would just like to wake up rich so i could fully support my family, especially my mum. just the thought of helping other people in need too just brings a warm fuzzy feeling inside. if that's not a goal then i don't know what is
I wanted to ask do you guys think its weird that i like girls that are like boy-ish? like when they have short hair and small bewbs i think is cute. like if u want example my celebrity crush is thug Rose from the ufc
I miss you. I always say that i will not do this anymore, but i always come back here, the only place i can still tell you how i feel. I never stopped thinking about you. I miss feeling you close to me. I know you hate me, but deep down i hope you miss me too.
I have been in love with him for quite a while, but i knew it wouldn't work... We were toxic for one another. So i left. After 4 years, i find myself having a job in his hometown. Even he doesn't live here, he lives in another city, i still hope seeing him when i walk down the street, i imagine what i would say to him.. And i get scared because my feelings are still strong. But i know he hates me. For leaving. I can feel it. And also sometimes i feel connected with him.... Maybe it's just my imagination...
After I met my boyfriend, everything went somewhere good in my life. Before I met him, I did had a traumatic incident in the past from people who told me shit about me. It was so bad that sometimes I do get flashbacks from the things they told me.. I get anxiety everytime I pass by these people. What's worse is that the incident where they said shit to me is when We're in a different country, completely where mental health was shunned upon. The country was my home country (excluding my birth place and current hometown). I was sent back home to get treated. I was treated, got better and all of a suddent changed my life from there. Changed every aspect of me. Then I met my boyfriend. I was nervous at first but meeting him gave me new doors to changed many things about myself. I started making new friends, socializing more, reconnecting to my old friends, reconnecting to my best friends. I even had a better connection to my parents and brother. And even my cat. Then I started going back my old habits, working out more often, eating right, doing my hobbies like yoga again etc. Tbh, even though my bf and I aren't that long with our relationship yet, I do believe he's the best thing that happened to my life- a gift from whatever supreme being there is that exist. He's a good man, artistic, and kind. I found myself when I met him. He knows nothing about these thoughts but one thing I reflected on his personality is to be myself and love whatever it is who I am. Be responsible too. He's a great guy and I wake up thinking how lucky girl I am to meet such great guy like him. And my motto "never take someone for granted." Only now I get even use that motto when I met him. I'm not obsessed with him but I'm deeply blessed for meeting him my life. And tbh, there's more to know about him and him to know about me. And when we are together for long, whatever happens from there. Either he's my forever or he's not, I will still always remember that he's one of the best things that happened to my life. I had a boyfriend once before my bf now, and I learned sex and love with him. But my current bf, I learned life. Just honestly how he talks. And tbh, I was never alone nor friendless nor should be even feel jealous about his lifestyle whatever, I just need to actually stop isolating myself from people. I kinda need to stop hanging out with negativity and depression and anxiety. I need to set them out of their cage and let it fly. Let them fly and transfer to something else. Depression and anxiety is a part of me and they do come back but tbh, I just kinda slowly understood how to deal with them from time to time. The older I get, the more people I met whatever. But now I just know who I am.
Hoe is it I can have these amazing mind-blowing orgasms with a guy on the phone that I will never met in person? I crave him like a drug. I want him like I want nothing else. I have seen his picture and if we were to meet, I would definitely eff him. I'm so screwed.
I am attracted to fat girls.
I have been catfishing this guy for a few months now. We have great sexting sessions and phone sex. At first I didn't do anything to respond. Now, when we do it, I'm actually turned on and get off on it. He gets into my head like no one else. Not even my husband. And he has fallen in love with me. The absolute worst thing? I've fallen in love with him and his wife. And they can never know who I really am.
Having conservative Filipino family is hard sometimes. Like I have a boyfriend and yeah it make sense to hold his hands and hug him and even kiss him. But to my family it's a disgrace to do those because we've only been dating for one month. Like what am I suppose to do with my boyfriend then? Stare at him from afar?