I think I have feelings for my ex still who obviously doesn't want anything to do with me and it sucks because I love the girl I'm with I'm just not sure if she's the one for the res of my life but she makes me smile and whenever I interact with her I just feel better, but she isn't as easy to talk to as my ex and she doesn't definitely isn't as cool, I'm not even sure if that's a bad thing. I'm so basic I should be over my ex I know it's infatuation, and it's not real, or it's not how our relationship actually played out , maybe it's me, I've changed since then and maybe I just don't have the same feelings towards myself. I need to lose my weight to find out for sure.
I've gone from living to just surviving. He always said he didn't believe in souls but I always knew souls were real because he was mine.
I wish I could have shown you how unbelievably attracted to you I was and still am. instead of being so afraid of being laughed at or rejected things would be different.... it's not your fault my insecurities fueled my subconscious effort to destroy our relationship and make you feel inadequate... I apologize for putting you through the he'll I did. I am sorry for leaving a scar.
I am a straight girl who fell inlove with a gay guy, he had gf’s before, but he has a bf now. I mean, I knew from the start that he is gay, but I can’t help it. He knows that I like him, and we are very good close friends up to now, many girls like him too but luckily he is snobbish to them yay lol, I really want to divert my emotions to other people, but I just can’t. Everytime I am starting to like someone, he does not like them for me, I really need help. I’d appreciate advice from a point of view of another gay guy.
I fuckin absolutely hate how most it hurts feeling you've hurt someone that many everything to you even after that continued to do the same shit to hurt you! but must be the vodka chugging bipolar talking
Only when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you know? I hate everything about you Why do I love you? You hate everything about me Why do you love me? 3DG
I was thinking about loving myself pr self love and notice so many you inside of me, I just don't know to be happy or not because I probably will still end up love you more than me.
as much as try I can't hate you tondo so would be hating my heart my soul. I hate the way you treated me. I wish I could hate you hating you would be hating a part of me.
He's everything I want everything I need he means nothing to me because he'll never be you
I don't think I can do this any more. it hurts so fucking much I can't stand it. I hate this empty feeling that is growing bigger inside me each day . I don't want to live life without you by my side