I'm still competely infatuated with you, Morgan. I don't think I'll ever tell you about it though. Not unless you go first. I think this love will never go away.
I want someone who acts like my doting lover but has only platonic adoration for me. I want to feel like our presences are one in the same and we would do anything for the other but not out of violent romantical feelings... But because I adore your very existence and to be able to admire to up close and oh so very personal would be my dream. I want so much pda it looks like we are on the set of some dramatic romance movie. We are in love but not like you'd think.
Corpse saying honey to bretman made me horny as hell. Somebody get me a man with a sultry voice to console me into murder by calling me honey.
Today I developed a crush... Well multiple crushes but for the first time since I firmly rejected the guy so badly wanted to be in a relationship with me.... I felt romantic feelings for someone else without guilt. Me and him were too similar, and even tho we could have been great, the chemistry wasn't want I wanted... But I kept talking to him because I have a hard time saying no to people and putting my feelings first. However when I finally said it straight to him that I could give him the emotional availability he wanted. I felt free... Guilty for being so dam happy but free. The guilt lasted for months because he wasn't a bad guy just not the right one for me. Although new years was my turning point. I developed a couple crushes on some new friends I'd made through gaming....it felt so nice to like someone else innocently with no strings or requirements. Although today my sister came back from a trip visiting that guy's family (her boyfriend is his brother) she said he looked depressed. Which was something I feared. That I would move on and be blissfully happy without him... And he would still be hung up waiting for me to be ready to date him when that day will more the likely never come. This is for him. Move on. don't you dare let me hold you back. Screw waiting for me or anyone else. Make yourself happy. You deserve happy and neither of up deserve to feel tethered to one another. WE DON'T OWE EACH OTHER ANYTHING! so don't feel like you've lost something that was never yours. You were never mine and I was never yours. It may be harsh but your too nice and pitiful to have this revelation yourself. So heed my words Move on. Screw feelings. Don't let anyone hold you back. I love you... Just not the way you'd want it.
all I want is for you to be happy.
I don't know why but I been having the sexual urges the past few days to just suck someone off. I have dreams sometimes because I want too, I want to try different ways & get better & better but I don't understand it because I'm not ever in a "sexy mood" I just feel like I want to give head. I don't know if this is a normal urge or what. but I've been married 2 years and my husband is in the military and don't see him often. which is why I think I constantly have day & night dreams about it. I don't want to talk to my friends about it because I don't want to be judged or "slut shamed" but keeping it built up makes me confused if I should act on it or ignore it.
Happy New Year! I hope you all stay as safe as possible and love one another! Best wishes for 2021! 😊❤🤗
one of my girls mates in a catwoman outfit 🤤🤤🤤😍😍
Not only my husband never listened to me - he's not even reacting. Like, 'what would ya like for dinner?' - '...' Seriously, wtf man?! 'Didn't realize' was his answer when i asked him about it. if he keeps stinging me i swear to god, i'll kill him.
My husband wont fuck me anymore. Zero interest. Ive tried, really. It kills me. I feel my soul dying every night. I love him so much