Everything dies. Plants, animals and even our sun will burn itself out in due time. But our fear is still there. And the pain we feel when we expirence loss. Life is about living in the now. Love yourself and your family. Its hard when you feel everythings aginst you but you just have to make do off it.
I know our love is strong because we fell in love through letters
That moment when the person you love, talks about the person he loves. I kept on smiling while my heart was breaking.
my only friend got rejected again. and because i am an overthinking dumbass, i noticed some little details that i think are weird. so first, all the girls he hung out with or showed strong interest in him got into a relationship shortly after they called him off. All this time they were seeing each other, posted pictures of themselves on social media, they had something going on with someone else in the background. You see, people can do whatever the fuck floats their goat, but to me thats kinda confusing and a bit disappointing. Seems to me like all people just want someone, not THE one. second: I dont like the way he deals with it. he acts like they owe him something. The friendzone isnt real. And even if, its not real friendship if you had expectations about hookin up. He says it doesnt bother him, but i think it kinda does.
I'm so desperate for sex that women over 50 are an option to me. I'm in my late 30s. They pay me no mind at all.
im addicted to learning spanish
Do you ever wonder like... what if the person you're meant to be with is someone youre 100% unable to be with? Like someone from other country. Someone famous. Someone completely outside of the circle you run in. Like movie shit aside, people who run in totally different circles or groups of people rarely interact. And if you dont believe in "soulmates" or "meant to be," then think like... The person you fit with the absolute most. cause I think of that kind of stuff.... A lot. And I find it really weird.
I have 80+ notes on my phone so I know things I like to look up or things I want for my birthday or Christmas things to pack to a friends house what to watch on YouTube etc it makes me anxious and I start obsessing if I don’t write notes down it’s like when I write stuff down it takes away my anxiety But I’m not sure why I don’t understand I mean like why is that comforting is it because I have control or what I don’t understand it just gives me a breath of fresh air when i write it down knowing I can’t forget it now and I don’t have to obsess with thinking about what I was trying to remember
I wish I could just fall in love with somebody who loves me back, is good for me, and maybe actually lives in the continental US. That'd be great.
so my husband has been fucking my "best friend" for about two months and she doesn't know that I know. we're poly and she knows this but she still went to him behind my back. he of course told me right away but I've waited to see if she'd tell me and she hasn't yet. I'm just upset that she feels the need to hide something from me JUST to hide it and that she's clearly not the friend I thought she was. she's due with her first baby in a couple weeks and if she hasn't told me by time she has him I'm cutting her off (which means he will too). to make it worse we've even had several conversations where I've expressed that I would be ok with it and that he doesn't do anything sexually without me knowing. she's constantly telling me to leave him too because "he doesn't love you like he says he does"...yeah he's not the one who's lying to me. (the only bright side is I getting excited about sharing him so at least I'm still getting something out of it.)