I saw her a few days ago, she greeted me much to my surprise. We haven't spoke in my many yrs. I used to love her but never had a chance, she made that clear. I was the wrong kind of man for her, I see that now. And I failed as a friend too. The reasons are not clear to me now but I remember being her friend in the hopes that she thought maybe different of me in a weak moment. She had plenty. Her family were her parents and three older brothers. Her father was the only one decent, her mother was a nut case. But the 3 brothers were the worse because they were drug addicts. One of them raped her. But she seems alright now and she's better off without me as a fake friend. I truly hope she finds peace and happiness.
All I want is to adopt ten homeless cats and snuggle them every day
How come every time I fall in love with someone who might actually be good for me instead of settling for someone terrible, it always ends in me getting hurt? I'm so tired of getting heartbroken when I try to make good choices. Why can't I just be happy for once? Why can't I be loved? I keep trying so hard to convince myself I can't possibly be unlovable. But I'm 22 and still haven't managed to keep a single relationship for even a year. Maybe I am unlovable.
My crush and I have been flirting back and forth for a while. I started to think that maybe for once in my life, somebody actually liked me back. Well today I had to find out from someone else that he's secretly dating another girl. I don't know who she is... but I hope they're happy together.
If I think you're considering leaving I'm gonna leave first. No matter how I feel.
What’s your favorite childhood keepsake as an adult ?
I'm in a relationship and the sex is very bad. It's been 2 years and no improvement, and we've tried a lot. The problem here is that we're both each other's firsts - and I really can't tell whether it's so bad because we aren't compatible or because I generally don't like sex. To be honest, I feel like the latter is the case, but since I've never heard of anyone who doesn't like sex (except for asexuals, which I'm not), I rationally think this can't be true. I just wish there was a way to find out - trying someone else and still keeping the relationship is out of question though.
Tuna pizza is best breakfast
my boyfriend doesn't reply to my messages anymore ): halp.
I love people, but it seems that the thing i called love, was wrong. yay😒💔