I have had this man for 4 yrs now younger than myself and he is my krptonite. I Wana get rid of him coz he isn't just making it hard to move on. yes I know am dickmatized but I just Wana forget him. I recently got pregnant and had a miscarriage at 1 n half months. I haven't told him and I won't it's best that he doesn't know. I wish he could just leave me alone coz Everytime I move on he comes back and am helpless coz damn he knows me.
I am a chronic exhibitionist. I mean, I'm not walking down the street and flashing my tits looking to get charged for public indecency or anything. But I find myself doing the smaller things like wearing a short skirt and thigh highs and planning what panties to wear for when they're flashed while walking up a set of stairs at college. Or on escalators in the mall. Hell, there are these construction workers painting my house and every time they're by my windows I can't help but "need to change my top." Anything like that, as long as it's not around children. Really, the thought of going through a city and having the wind "Marilyn Monroe" my ass excites me. I don't mind flashing at all. I want some guy to accidentally see and not be able to look away. And then have to escape to the nearest bathroom to release the pressure I just caused. Yes, I want to be taking a shortcut between city buildings and have someone grip my ass because they love the way I look. I want to be sitting and cross my legs in such a way that my crotch has full view-- if you look hard enough. I want to suck on a lollipop or lick an ice cream or eat a banana and know that 3 sets of eyes are tracing my lips' every move, replacing the object with their own. I want to show off my cleavage not because I'm competing for a mate, but for the thrill of letting it show while bent over at a table for anyone to create an X-ray vision of. That's also why I've been considering piercings to show through a thin tee. Hot. And then there's the activities. Fucking in the next room. Fucking in the car. Fucking in public (in the outdoors). Wearing a plug in the supermarket. My partner has pointed out just how wet I actually get when doing that shit, which took him by surprise as it was to the point of leaking down my leg. Messy! But even in the cleanup, if he came in me or into my panties and I put my shorts right back on and walk off, that's a gift to me. It's really this "dirty little secret" type scenario. He knows you're full of his load. He knows how kinky you are, that you're not an angel. Ultimately, it's that feeling of getting away with something and also wanting to show off that I just adore. But I also have a lot of guilt surrounding this desire to be watched.
I deleted my dms to Rose and i wonder if it makes me seem more or less crazy? also i deleted comments i left on her posts when she posted them, but theres a lot of them and its hard to delete all of them. her mom liked my comments once and i followed her, should i unfollow her? her mom seems nice, but she didnt follow me back i wonder if she doesnt like me and if it would be more or less rude to unfollow her? also does anyone how long it will last that i still like her before i am cured? i dont want to think about her everyday anymore i just want to be happy again :/ being like fan of someone is harsh, u feel worthless and alone trying to get someones attention who doesnt like u , i stopped completely, yesterday rose was online all day which she never does and i didnt message her at all and im not going to anymore im not gonna message her at all anymore and if she loses her next fight i wouldnt even care
listening to, It's You by Ali Gatie on repeat rn
My wife and I started fostering a 14yr old a month ago and we just found out she has a girlfriend. We've always had a rule: no dating until you're 16. Now, our other kids (13 and 15) are mad because they want to start dating. I don't want to tell her that she can't see her girlfriend anymore cause she's already been through so much. But we also don't want our other kids to start dating yet. What should we do?
I discovered my boyfriend shared my nude pictures I send to him with his friends. He is 31 and I'm 25 and we started seeing each other 7 months ago. He broke my trust and I feel like he violated our intimacy. When I brought it up, he denied it at first, but then confessed. He sayd he is sorry and that it was a dumb mistake way earlier when we were getting to know each. He moved in with me and I don't know how handle this. Idk if I can move pass this or of I should just end it. Any advise?
It's my birthday today. I'm stoned. It was a good day.
The euphoric feeling of laying in still water face up and just... Existing....I miss that, but it's cold in my state
I was very disappointed in the way that the Dallas Cowbitches played today, I never thought till this day the team that they call America's team would lay down like a pussy ass bitch. Well I talked to my friend Cord today, while I watched the football game and well I really enjoyed the ass whoopings in college football yesterday. If I were some of them team's I would hide my face, and not show my face around campus. I was very disappointed in the Seachickens last night against the Arizona cardinal's well I really don't have very much hope with the Cowbitches for next week's game against the Sheagles. I am still waiting to hear back from my sister Vanessa Adeoye so she can bring me some money, but I haven't heard anything back from her she need to hurry up and come on with the come on hell. I am really getting fed up with her shit
I hate being cold. I live in Phoenix, AZ and I actually prefer summer than winter...