I was in love with a boy for 3 yrs starting at 16. I am over him now, but whenever I see him I just get a sense of longing like I gave up a peice of me that I can never get back, I know I was just 16 but I loved him with all my heart, and I think part of me always will. it's complicated, I am over him. does anyone relate?
Confession #6 I love watching Rick and Morty naked.
Confession #3 I want to be a dominatrix, but my boyfriend doesn't like anything "too" rough, even though when we were first dating he let put out blunts on his arms. Now when I bite him or try to be a lil rough with him gets all blahs, but I guess it's not all bad because I really like being choked and slapped around by him. Plus I got him to agree to trying to make a porno lol
Confession #2 I like eating so much, that I enjoy giving my boyfriend blowjobs with like pop rocks, whip cream, stuff like that, but then I get kinda embarrassed because it gets all messy and sticky...
Confession #1 I want to eat my boyfriend's ass out but he hates it when I touch his butt..
Is it okay that me and my boyfriend have come to realize that we are both really broken people and now that we know that, when we fight and stuff like that, we are trying to remember that we precieve things differently then they might mean. Is this a healthy start for a relationship..?
*^*^*^^*^WORLD FUCKING EXPLODED*^*^*^*^* I just found out my whole relationship with my boyfriend started because I asked him in Target, if we were a thing or just messing around. I just found out that his answer was made because he felt awkward and didn't know what to say, so he said we were a thing. He has gone to fucking Christian church with me and my family and hes a fucking satanist. oh my god!!!!!! so many fucking things!!!!
I gave a sugar daddy girlfriend much younger than me. 40 years younger. we've been dating 2.5 years. We talk and text throughout the day and hang out 1-2 times a week. The sex is great; exciting, adventuresome, loving, hot. However, we've been fighting a lot the last 2 months. I am happily married for 32 years but my Babe adds so much zest to my life. Sometimes I want to walk away but I can't take not talking and texting with my secret Babe. I think I could adjust to no sex. Any advice?
Date-Guy/Pseudo-Incel-Update (9 month my first relationship): I got my proverbial shit back together, I feel more sane and well-ajusted than ever before, we still love each other as much as we did on the first day, if not more so. We're going on a vacation soon, which is/was my birthday-present for her. My love-life is better (and way kinkier) than I could ever have dreamed of, but I love every second of it. To use a metaphor from a song I know, if loneliness and selfhatred is a valley, I started my journey from there and, for now, I stand tall on the mountaintop, gazing down into the vale that lies at my feet. It was an interesting journey for sure, and I learned alot along the way. But back to less esoteric stuff: The months since my last update were...not interesting to you, dear reader, I fear. Alot of physical love, a bunch of interesting and really deep conversations, luckily no fights yet. I gained a few pounds, but she doesn't take offense from it, let's just say I look "well-fed" again, and not like I'm severly malnourished. All-in-all, things are still going strong. Have a nice day.
I hate myself, for many reasons lol but mostly for this.. I love my boyfriend and I want to give him everything he wants, but like when he wants to go out with friends, I really want him to go and have fun but then I get stuck at the apartment all by myself, and like ik it's kinda my fault because I don't like alot of people... but ugh.. idk I feel dumb and childish.