I am thinking between to be normal engineer or go to be the astronaut... Test pilot and astronaut have high risk in their jobs I'm afraid, I will have not a chance to be with my life-best part person. I don't wanna give up I need the exit way for my heart
I have a dream of meeting my crush trough my sport and having her be proud that im one of her fans after she sees my skills. but i have many doors closing.
So I posted before about getting my period when it was my boyfriend's birthday, and being kinda sad I couldn't bang him. Update on the situation: I'M GONNA BE ON MY PERIOD FOR VALENTINE'S DAY, TOO. Fuck man, can't a chick catch a break? I just want to make love with my partner on special days lol.
I am talking to a married man on fb... I know I shouldn't and when I'm laying in bed at night and think about it (like now) I feel bad. I tell myself that tomorrow I will tell him this is done.... I say to myself you will block him and that's that because it's the right thing to do. Usually I am such a good fucking person. And I did it once. Told him no more blocked him. And I crumbled inside. So I u blocked him and he was watching because he messaged me right away. Ugh now I lay here and tell myself that but I can't. It's not some young older thing we both are in our 30"s... And it's never been sexual. We live a Hour apart. He says his wife just isint engaged in him anymore. I know her so I know it's true she cares more about bingo lol. Says never barely have sex and it's the same over and over. Lots of fighting. But he is afraid to ask for divorce because he makes very good money and she is the vengeful type always yelling she will get alimony... Ugh idk what to do anymore I feel Ike a horrible person but I can't let him go. All my past relationship were abusive and he is so sweet. Fuck my life
i was married to an amazing man but the love itself wasn't there for me, so I divorced and married another man. After a month i realised he isn't right for me as he doesn't understand me the way the first one did. So i went back, got married again, had a baby and we share 2 kids now, businesses and investments. BUT I love the man I divorced too soon and there seems no way back to him as my life is settled and i can't just take kids away from father.
I thought I was finally over this crush, but today he looked me in the eyes and I just fucking melted. Guess it's back to square one. Why is it so hard to forget someone I never had? I haven't had feelings for him for several months now. Why are they suddenly coming back?
I have a crush on this girl who is a famous athlete like when i learned who she was i was like i feel like i relate to this person then when i watched like some interviews and stuff everything i saw was like, what i had dreamed that someone would be like, like the type of songs she's into, how she thinks about life and sees the world, what attracts her, what food she likes , her fighting style , her humour, is all things that really i have but i was insecure about being myself, she is that way but she is not insecure she has confidence and class trough her art, and i thought that was valuable and precious. also i know this is maybe weird but she's totally kind of hero in my life i dunno like i feel like she is a little bit like i am, and i always used to think oh this sport or that thing is not for someone like me, but she is 'like me' and she's the best in the world and has a good life, so she inspire me to do things. i feel upset everyday that i am just another one she probably has millions of guys like me who would die for her and i can never tell her what she did for me and what i think of it even here i don't have vocabulary enough to explain , because she is artist, the real thing , and she brought art to my life and im just grateful. i hope she never gets hurt ever again
[**WARNING: Explicit**] I think I like anal sex more than vaginal... but I need vaginal penetration to orgasm. Kind of wish my boyfriend was into threesomes and double penetration, I'd really love to try taking two dicks at once. (Not asking for offers.)
I secretly really fucking hate interracial couples, it's evil.
so on Instagram my sister in law called me out. saying lil bro are you looking at my tits. an I said of course not why I was jerking off to her. she's sexy as hell an has an amazing body. then I DM her an told her yes I am always jerking off to you. ever since we had sex when you were drunk. I always wanted to be with you again. she laughed an said never again it was a mistake. I told her I could leak her nudes she got mad an said one more time. I love her so much