I want a girlfriend SO BAD. Why is it so hard for girls to find other girls to love? It feels like gay guys find each other with no problem.
I miss you, Alyssa.
Umm this might sound so stupid but I wish my girlfriend would kiss me more when we have sex. I was sexually abused by gay men growing up so I am unbelievably shy when it comes to intimacy, which is why I just let her take control when we do it. I don't much enjoy sex to begin with but I think if she kissed me more it would maybe help me not be so anxious but I'm too nervous to tell her and I'm too nervous to kiss her on my own. It's hard to even write this down. I can't bring up sex in a conversation like that.
I am so grateful to have such a strong and loving support system
I'm a bisexual girl, but I've only dated one girl in my entire life. I broke up with her because I couldn't handle the pressure of needing to keep everything so secret, but I was too terrified to come out of the closet. Now that I'm older and not so afraid, I've found a couple of girls I'd gladly come out for if it meant I could love them. But I feel guilty now for breaking my ex's heart over something that isn't a problem for me anymore. I often wonder how things could have worked out if I had had this attitude back then.
I love it when people call me "dear", "babe", "sweetie", "hon", etc. just cute nicknames. But they either have to be my partner, my best friend, or my a sweet old lady. I hate when random people use those terms for me, especially if they're doing it to be condescending.
I feel so humiliated omg... It was my own doing. I made an awkward move on my female friend while I was really tired and stupid, we were sleeping together but we were never physically sexual. Anyway, she wasn't feeling it, so I stopped. We fell back asleep and pretended it didn't happen. We're cool right now - she doesn't seem creeped out or anything (she's messaging first, etc.), but I can't believe myself right now...
Sometimes I masturbate thinking about my favorite singers taking me to bed. And I get incredibly turned on imagining them teasing me for being such a fangirl by referencing their own song lyrics. I know it'll never happen, but it can't hurt to dream, I guess.
i honestly have the bestest friends ever and im so lucky to have them in my life. i had a really shitty day but they picked me up and told me everything was going to be okay, they went as far as sticking beside me throughout the whole day and showered me with endless love and comforted the fucking hell out of me. we have a lot of people come and go but in the end, we always come back to eachother,; 7 years of friendship and still going strong. i hope we never break this.
I know people might not agree with my taste, but... I'd give anything for the chance to ask Taylor Swift on a date. Even if she said no. I'd still love to just meet her face to face, thank her for everything she's done to help me... and ask her out for just one date. I'd love to take her around my city and show her everything.