I enjoy having sex with light skinned girls, Mexicans, asians, white girls but black black girls close to vanta Black. they don't look good naked. had sex with a really black 14 year old had to fuck get in the morning to see what I'm doing.
My hero replied to me on instagram and followed me. she has psychic powers and always guesses the fights correctly, i asked her since all her predictions come true, if she could predict im gonna be happy and have friends, she said i'm gonna have so many friends, i won't even know what to do with them, and followed me. i cried the whole day, and i printed the notification and glued it on my door, i look at it all day, i don't have to worry anymore about being alone ever again, because all her predictions come true. it was the best gift i ever gotten.
the more months i am without leaving my house, the worse my mental health is getting. im scared that the admiration and love i have for a hero of mine is gonna be the only positive thing left for me and im gonna be unhealthily obssesed with her. i don't want to be obssesed about anyone i just want to be a good happy boy, and when i meet my hero in the future i want her to be proud of me , not that she thinks im creepy. im just. i want my life back, and my dreams back, so i can feel good again
I had a dream that you kissed me. Turned out you were usinG me...
I love women and pussy, but I find it erotic playing with other men sexually. especially older men. I'm 30 years old and only play with men 45+ years old. I haven't fucked any booty or gotten my booty fucked. but I love giving each other blow jobs. my penis is average size so I get geeked when I get to suck on a much bigger dick. as soon as they pull it out and I see that they're hung, my penis automatically gets hard with precum. after a few strokes on their dicks from my mouth, I'm ready to cum in my pants. and it gets me hornier that those big dick men enjoy sucking on my average cock as well. I first started experimenting when I was about 22 years old. in my first encounter I was with a 60 years old white man with grey hair. we had spoke on Craigslist and decided to meet up early in the morning around 7AM at the intersection of Irving park road and Harlem ave in Chicago. we met at a parking lot in a strip mall plaza by the shoe carnival. I drove there, he parked next to me, and I got in the passenger side of his vehicle. I was thinking that he was gona pull out an average sized cock like mine, but when he did, I was extremely AMAZED!!! He was about 10 inches and thick. my eyes popped out and my mouth began to water. the whole time I was thinking " this is it, I'm gona finally have a cock in my mouth and luckily it's a huge one." my cock hard very hard and I can feel the whole adrenaline running thru my body, making my heart beat faster and my dick to pulsate. I finally began to stroke his big white cock with my mouth and I immediately loved it. I sucked it for about 5 mins, and with every stroke I gave him, I felt that same stroke on my own dick until I finally came in my pants from sucking him off. ever since then I've been hooked on sucking dick. I still fuck women regularly, but the occasional thought of having a hard dick in my mouth always gets to me. especially when I haven't sucked any in awhile. one thing I will not do with a man is kiss tho cuz that's disgusting to me lol but I'm all for sucking some dick tho ;)
I cheated on my partner on before because i wanted my temptation never meant anything by it i could never tell him as i had to earse that i shouldn't keep it secret but luckily it never came up. as i changed my ways.
I think about marriage because I be alone since I was born. I don't want to be lonely anymore I need someone beside me.
My partner and I were having a discussion about the issues and tensions in our relationship when I confessed to him for the first time that I Love him. Without reciprocation. This is when my tears started flowing uncontrollably and I was ugly crying. He couldn't understand why I was so upset about the whole situation. How can he understand that the reason why I want us to fix our issues so badly is BECAUSE I love him and when I can't figure out how to fix them, I am frustrated. How can he understand that I'm hurt because I'm trying to make a relationship work with a man who cares about me but doesn't love me back?
who came first the chicken or the egg? who came first, black people commiting violent crimes or police brutality? don't be manipulated, don't be a cuck. racism is new-speak and not a intellectually valid concept
I am obsessed with a boss I had years ago. I look at his pics, stalk him on the internet (would never do it in real life) I think about him all the time, he's what I want. The problem, there is no relationship between us, never was, everything I like is physical and all his personality is fantsy. The real life that I see, would never be interested in me. and to be clear he has a wife and kid. I'm just pathetic and delusional. I would never reach out or do anything. But the point is this, why do I like him? Why do I think abt it all the time? And most importantly, why can't I let him go. I am so annoyed with myself. I hate myself.