I love you a lot... Maybe i'm obsessed... I want to hug you, i want to tell you i love you everyday, i want to spend the rest of my days with you... I wanna hear your voice... You're like a light that guide me in darkness... When i have no reason to live but then i see you it became one reason to stay alive... When I see you smile it's like all the worries and all the dark thoughts and negative voices in my head disappear... Your own existence keep me alive... I feel so stupid right now... There are hundreds of works i should be doing but all i could think about is you... And I don't know how to stop. I know it's been a year... But this feeling won't go away... I tried asking you to break my heart but you refuse to do that... But you don't want to accept it either so here I am... Hopelessly in love with you but I don't know what to do... Asking you again the same question would make me look desperate... Well I am but I don't want you to think that way... Can you just please break my heart? So I could have a reason to forget about you... Please? I miss you you know... We were so close but after you know the truth it's like you're so far away now... Seeing you but not by your side feels so weird... Seeing you but you're not laughing because of my jokes feels weird... Seeing you but you're not teasing me feels weird... I miss you you know a lot... I don't know what to do... I want to run to you... But i'm scared you'll run away... Please just break my heart... Erase all the hope you gave me please? It's tiring,,, It takes all of my energy whenever i'm alone...
As a young lad, i had a power only a few boys my age had. I attracted older girls, in a way that was illegal when you think about it. The sad part is that i never properly used what god gifted me with. I was, like i am today, too dense to realize. looking back at it now, its kinda funny, but i cant say i have no regrets. Man, i should have used my chance when i had it.
The idea of a threesome never really turned me on. It's always been really weird and a bit disgusting to me. Like I don't care if other people do it, but I never wanted that. But lately I've developed a bit of a crush on one of my friends- and the feeling is mutual. She lives in another country, and we talked about visiting each other someday, at which point she and her boyfriend offered to let me stay with them if I should visit her. Then she mentioned that her boyfriend is really into the idea of a threesome with another bisexual girl and he thinks I'm cute. She seems to be mildly interested, too. And suddenly the idea of a threesome isn't looking so bad. Though I'll admit that I much prefer the idea of having sex with her and just making her boyfriend watch.
My slightly younger cousin and I have a very unmutual relationship. She sees me as her goofy brother, I figure, but I have a sexual desire for her. It frustrates me, because I always want to be around her, hoping that she'll see me in a new light one day, but the pain of the reoccurring disappointment gets unbearable. Plus, everytime we hang out lately, she brings a friend, who kind of blocks any tension. Today, while I was at work, and out of service, she asked me to join her at a hockey game. When I got home, I saw the text messages, and immediately decided against it. I don't enjoy hockey, and I didn't feel like wasting a good night freezing where I sat. We weren't even going to be alone to make it interesting, she always brings her friends. After thanking her for thinking of me and telling her I'd rather not, she said, "That's okay." I closed the app, and checked who else messaged me. I got a snap, and it was her. Not only did she have the tickets already, but there were only two in her hand, and she captioned it with a couple question marks, inviting me on a one-on-one hockey date.
I thought my crush might actually like me back, but now I think he likes a different girl. And I feel stupid for feeling this way, but I have to tell SOMEBODY- I'm jealous. I admit it. I'm so jealous of her. She's not a bad person or anything, but I don't see much potential in her as a partner. Look, this guy I like, I just want him to be happy. Really, I do. Even if I'm not the one who makes him happy. But I don't want him to get hurt again, and I really think if he tries anything with this girl, he's going to get hurt, just like with the last girl. My selfish feelings aside, I'm genuinely worried for him. His mental health took a turn for the worse when his last relationship ended, and now a year later, he's finally doing better. I don't want him to slip and fall back into that depression. And he's really not compatible with this girl he seems to like, so their potential relationship wouldn't last long.
In November, my fiance and I are going to pick up the stuff from my storage unit in my hometown. While we're there, if we can afford it, I want to get a courthouse wedding. All we need is the fees for the marriage license and some cheap wedding rings. A full wedding ceremony and reception would be too much work and money, and it's truly not needed. A wedding is one day, but marriage is forever. Marriage is the thing I want to invest in, not some huge party that I always saw as benefiting my family more than me. Our love and commitment will be just as valid either way. I want a dress and shoes for the pictures, a flower to press in the photo album, and someone to take pictures. The reason I want to get married while we're there is so my family can be with us afterwards and eat cake with us. We can get married in the area we live now, but the only people who could be there would be his sister and nephews.
I'm in love, but I feel...kinda bad, not the usual "I'm depressed and lonely" bad, but the "I'm in deep shit if I don't clear my mind on that" kinda bad: So I've got my first girlfriend now, and I don't know where idealised romanance and sex intersect. How do I describe it, I want my relationship to be this pompous, magnificent figment of 18th Century Prose, while on the other hand I'm just a horny nerd. I fear that I'll overdo it with corny romance and the sexual undertones that come with it, will ruin it all...Can anyone relate and help me out on that?
I am inlove with a gay guy friend, and he knows it. We became good friends, and super close too, and now we are going on a trip with his bf, they both invited me along with their friends. I accepted, I know I am stupid, there are so many straight guys around me who confessed their feelings for me, but my heart only belongs to him sadly. I just don't know when to stop loving him.
Ugh I wish I could get a boyfriend. I'm so fucking horny. But I don't just want sex, I want a relationship. I want love. But I'm craving sex. If only the people I'm interested in actually liked me back.
I guess my take on the classical " "Impossible task" i'd do for her" would be: "I'd slay gods, if that is what it takes to be with her". it's too strange and awkward to ever say, but, let that be clear, it is true.