Three of my exs are talking to me lately. Whyyy... I'm in the longest and best relationship I've ever had, so I really don't need distractions or temptations.
When me and my boyfriend talk about things we want to do together in the future, it makes me really happy and it gets me excited about moving forward instead of fearing the inevitable changes. Today we talked about what kind of dogs we'd want to have, what size bed we'd get, even looked at cool dish drying racks online haha. It's just nice to think about spending my life with him and casually sharing every day with someone I love so much.
I'm currently playing around with 2 of my friends with some romantic interest. They are both aware of it and both said they were alright with it, at least until either relationship gets more serious. What they don't know is that there is a third person who I used to have a mostly sexual relationship with that I'm starting to see again with the idea of resuming our previous relationship. I want to note I have no romantic interest on this third person. Honestly speaking, I believe my ideal would be to be with all three of them and somehow make it work with everyone being happy. But I'm not so sure how to make that happen nor if something like that can ever work.
!!TMI warning!! So sorry, but I have to ask: Today I was really horny and masturbating and I'm not sure what happened, but it felt reeeally good. I have squirted before but this was a whole new level and A LOT of fluid.. Didn't smell like pee but kinda felt like it.. Any other girls experienced this before?
any girl out there that would like to talk dirty anal sex talk with me? if any girl out there is interested please hit me up i would love to get to know you..
2019 has been a weird year for me. I mean, talk about a rollercoaster. It started off rough, then started to get better, then plummeted back down. Started looking up, fell back down. Over and over. And then towards the end of the year, straight up like a jet. Ending the year on a happy note, and hoping the positivity and good fortune continues into 2020.
my ultimate sexual fantasy is having 10 guys with big dicks fuck and play with me at once. while they are being a little rough, and treating me like a piece of meat.. slapping, choking, fucking, kissing. i feel so selfish.
okay so im 26 now.. and one of the guys i dated is the same age. we had a short relationship. i would say it lasted a month, we were kids, we were 18. anyway, one month before i moved, we were 24 at the time he told me that..? , he contacted me and we had lunch.. shortly after, my sister reminded me that i took his virginity and then he also told me that he hasnt had sex with anyone ever since??? i mean wth ??? he isnt a bad looking guy. he is actually handsome and tall in my opinion.. idk if he was lying or not but i just cant bring myself to believe that he hasnt had sex with anyone else since i took his virginity when we were kids?? its been what? like 6 years since... i just dont believe it. either he is lying to hope that we would get back together or date again... or he has been secretly in love with me this whole time... idk. tell me from a guys perspective what the hell this means.
I'd love to say I'm over the fact that my best friend fucked the guy I was in love with for over 4years and then lied about it for 9months... but I'm not.... we've had a good 6months now where I've been civil and not brought it up. but tonight I fucking couldn't do it. I'm tired of feeling like no one gives a shit about me and that they think it's ok to hurt me, lie to me and mock me. fucking sick of this shit. maybe it's just cuz I'm drunk but these feelings are just to intense right now and i'm just fucking bitter and pissed off. how can I trust either of them. I said I forgave them. and maybe sober me did. but fuck I'm so tired of this shit. maybe I'm jealous, maybe I'm not. but either way I feel betrayed, neglected and lied to.
I'm in love with my best friend. He's very nice and honestly very innocent. He does'nt swear or ever say anything sarcastic. He doesn't have a mean bone in his body and is very shy. Where as Im very flirtatious, sarcastic, I swear like a sailor, and tell people off when their being assholes. Many people have called things like " A bad girl" or " A Rebel". He doesn't know, and I haven't tried telling him either. It's been 7 years now and my feelings still haven't faded. All my past relationships have all failed cause I couldn't even bring myself to kiss them cause I'd feel like a guilty piece of s***. And i feel like I'm constantly thinking about him, I've even been repeatedly dreaming about him. I haven't seen him in like six months cause I dropped out of school, and i haven't even been able to contact him because his mother is a helicopter mom and won't even let him text his friends, on his first phone, which he just got this year. Mabey Im just missing him but it's driving me crazy, even when I say his name in my head my heart fucking skips a beat. Is their a way I can just stop having feelings for him? someone please help, I need advice. Btw I'm a girl.