I'm going to learn my boyfriend's favorite piano pieces and play them for him one day,
I've been with my boyfriend for 2 years now, before being with him I was with someone who cheated on me which has made me insanely insecure and horribly impacted my self-worth. So yesterday I asked him if he thought this person called Liv was pretty whom he was friends with in 2017, and he said "Liv was pretty sure, but I never thought she was pretty since being in a relationship with you, like I have said so many times I can't look at someone that way anymore, whether they're pretty or ugly is irrelevant" but just thinking about the fact that he used to think people before me were pretty makes my insides burn, and I know I shouldn't feel this way because it's irrational but I can't help it and it's starting to negatively affect our relationship. I also don't tell him but I secretly cry for hours and feel like absolute shit when he (rarely ever) meets up with female friends. So for my own sake and that of my relationship, how can I stop being so insecure.. ?
I've been unreasonably horny a lot lately, like really frequently, and it's pissing me off because I can't satisfy myself. I need a partner's help and I don't have one. Physical needs aside, I'm also craving the emotional connection... Damn I hate being single.
I like my best friend's sister,i still don't know if i love her or if she likes me or not but hate myself for getting too close with her. I have always tried to keep my distance by not flirting not sharing and not being too involved with her. But last year i don't know what happened we became friends. I still don't flirt or act on how i feel,and probably i never will . But everyday it is getting harder for me to act normal around her. I Instinctively prioritise her over everyone else like saving her a seat, making sure that she gets the last bite and so on. It's breaks my heart thinking about how nothing will happen between us,and even if by chance anything happens she deserves someone better, someone with a better job, better personality , someone who is better than me.
Why do guys like to go to strip clubs? My boyfriend as been talking about going to one and I'm feeling self conscious. I've already expressed how I would feel about it.
I was alone for a long time. Now, I'm not alone. I hope we get married, and our life together gets better and better everyday.
Some of you might remember some posts I made about 6 months ago, and a few other times since then. My cat went missing and I was devastated. I did everything I could to find him, but every lead turned out to be a dead end. Flash back to last weekend. A strange number calls the house, and since the person's last name is Wine, my mom decides to answer out of curiosity. Ms. Wine says she has my cat. Skeptical, my mom asks some more questions... Ms. Wine got the phone number off of his tag. After 6 months, he somehow still had his collar on, and someone kind enough to call us found him. He's very overweight now (which leads me to believe somebody may have taken him, combined with the fact that he was unreasonably far away) but otherwise seems to be in good health. I'm so happy he's home. I'm so relieved that nothing terrible happened to him. I'm so blessed that I'm getting a second chance with him. This time, if I can help it, I'm keeping him indoors. I never wanted him to stay outside anyway, I just had to keep him out there because my mom made me.
I have to let go a person that never been mine.
I fell in love with a guy, at first it was only a crush and I thought it wouldn't last long. But now he is constantly on my mind and I can't think of anything else than him being next to me, or him kissing me. It wouldn't be that bad to love him if he wasn't gay and had a boyfriend. And this isn't the only problem. I got into a relationship now, with a guy I am like only physically attracted to. I feel a really painfull sting everytime I think about the guy I really love.
Been having dreams about the most important people in my life lately...Seems like my mind has a way of letting me know who's really important to me...