Writing this to vent, because I can't in reallife, please read this wot. My gf has and/or had schizophrenia. According to her, intrusive voices that reinforce selfdoubt in her have become rare and basically nonexistant, but it was a real problem when she was younger. I rarely talk to her about it, she doesn't like it and it, I confess, pains me to see her getting as pale as a corpse with an expression of eldritch terror on her face, when she speaks about the whole deal, expressing her fear that the whole shit will come back one day...and I can't, for fucks sake, relate...my only experience with that was a time where I smoked way too much weed with my friends and their voices kept lingering in my thoughts after they went home, which was kinda spooky and unpleasant, but gone with the dawn as I woke up the next morning...I mean, I already tend to worry to much, but this whole ordeal just keeps me awake at night. She is so sweet, smart, utterly perfect for me, and I love her, it psychologically and physically hurts to know that she has or at least had to carry such a burden. I hope the fact that the intrusive voices got better/stopped as she got older and through regular visits to the psychologist shows that it just was a young minds interpretation of selfdoubt, yet, being mentally broken myself - yet differently, I know that this hope is in vain.
Every time I try to masturbate to sexy pictures of my partner, I can't do it. Even if I'm in a relationship with them and I know they masturbate to my pictures, I feel guilty or creepy doing it somehow. I can't get off to porn either. I just imagine scenarios in my head. And the weird thing about this is I can masturbate thinking about my partners, just not when I'm looking at a picture.
I want to have passionate sex with Andrea marian
i miss her so much
I am a lesbian woman, and after I masturbated I always sniff my fingers. I enjoy that smell so much. I just love the smell of a vagina.
After 6 years of being together and finally getting a house. My fiance cheated on me with a coworker. After we broke up and they officially got together, her and I still lived together and she cheated on him with me twice. Not much for messing with relationships nor do I condone cheating, but fuck you both! Haha!
I knew this girl back when I had a girlfriend and really liked her. But I never chose her over my girl for a few reasons. Well years later, after my ex and I separated, I discovered I am in love with that other girl, but her current dude wont allow us to talk. Understandable, because even though he used to be one of my best friends, I'd probably try to steal her away. But I plan on moving out of state soon and I think I'm going to let her know how much I love her just before I bounce. Not to take her away, just to let her know.
Turns out, my gf is into hentai. While I'm not into it, it explains the look on her face as she cums...Guys, I think I won the Internet. Shitposting-cute-big titted-weeb-bdsm-girlfriend = best girlfriend.
My mental instability started when I moved to my dads to help him take care of his husband. We all knew he was dying but I tried to lie to myself saying he would get better because he had gotten sick in the past but recovered. Its been about 5 years now and I still miss him. Watching someone take their last breaths of life takes a harder toll then people really think. I can only imagine how my dad feels..
Last night i dreamed that my crush just asking me out to date but he just pranked me, and today i ask him to watch a movie romance together and he rejected. why he looks like a guy in shojo manga i like him and can't move on (╥_╥)