My goal as a mother is to make sure my boys know they are loved. I dont want them to be like me who wonders if my own mother loves me. Honestly, I just feel like I'm dead weight to her. But that could just be in my head. I want to become someone they can rely on when in trouble. Not someone to fear.
how many people have a FWB with someone?
I just want to be loved so badly
update : that person i like doesnt hate me, she made a prayer for me, remembered my name, and wishes well for me. today was one of the best days ever
so my girlfriend who lives with me. came home one night after her shift. She knows that I'm into young girls. cause when she was 16 I fucked her. I was 21 at the time. so her coming home to me watching child porn. shouldn't be a surprise She freaked out. She said that's disgusting why would you do that to a child. I said didn't we fuck when you were her age and made a video. I still got those photos. She said delete it now or I'm leaving. so I deleted it she went out of control. it wasn't that big of a deal. but what we did was worse at 17 she ran away with me having sex smoking weed we even got married in Mexico. I love her but I have me weaknesses an young girls are one of them.
I am in a loveless sexless marriage with my wife and I am angry and depressed all the time. As a Christian I'm worried to even use porn anymore (I don't physically cheat though) and have considered leaving her because I can't stand it.
I realized that even if it hurts me and would be better to distance myself from her I am not strong enough to do so. For over 2 and a half years now I am fallen in love with her, but she sees me just as a friend and since about half a year she is my trainee. Last week was one of those days where I thought I can’t go with that any longer. I need to get away from her as I see it as the only way to get her out of my head, and maybe just maybe I will get to know someone else. I am 26 now, never been in a relationship, still a virgin and the most intimate moment in my 20s was a hug she gave me, one of those hugs that lets you know the other one is there for you and with you and that just lets the world stop for a moment. I was already fallen for her at that time. As I said last week I thought I couldn’t stand it anymore and it would be better for me to find out how to forget her. Before I could do something about her (was just enjoying a break from her for A few days) she called me and I heard she was about to cry, and I couldn’t do it, i had to be there for her. I just want my feelings to end, I don’t have hope for a relationship with her, I wish her to be happy, and the Moments that hurt me to stop. Most of the time I am fine with her being around, she even brightens my mood most of the time, but every now and then there is this moment that reminds me of the fact that I never will be with her.....
so when a female friend of mine comes over to my place, she casual walks around the house in lingerie or sometimes nude because she's comfortable with me
I turned my ex gf in to a slut. I came out to her as bi a few weeks after our break up and she was okay with it. a few days later she told me she wanted to watch me suck another guy off. I gladly agreed because that was my fantasy when we were in a relationship. finally I had a guy come over to play. he took out his dick and we both were excited cuz he had a big dick. I quickly started jacking him off and then placed his dick inside my mouth. my adrenaline was rushing cuz she kept staring at me and I can tell she was getting aroused. I would stare at her as I would give him long slow strokes with my mouth. then I reached over to her and told her to help me out. without hesitating she leaned closer and put her lips on his dick head and started copying my technique slowly stroking it back and forth. watching her swallow a big dick was the ultimate aphrodisiac. then I joined her and started sucking it with her. I couldn't believe my fantasy had came true. I touched her crotch and she was soaking through her pants. after a few more strokes, he finally came on our faces as I came in my pants. he then left and my ex grabbed me and demanded me to fuck her so she can come too. I started fucking her and I felt like I was on ecstacy cuz now im fucking her after we both just got done from sharing dick. it only took her a couple minutes to finish. after that she said that from now on whenever I hook up with a guy, she wants to be present cuz she loved it. next time I'm gonna try to get her to fuck the guy too. I can't wait
Favourite place to be touched (non sexual) Mine is fore arm and back