I'm married but I'm not in love
I feel like breaking up with my boyfriend. I told him I consider looking at porn cheating and I found out he lied about not looking it up. He looked up certain women by name and he knows that I have terrible views on my body and he went out of his way to find a girl that looks nothing like me. I feel like he lies about being attracted to me and I'm miserable. I don't know what to do. I confronted him about it and he pretended to not know even though I have evidence of him looking up pornstars. I feel empty inside.
Yesterday when it was the last round of practice, i was still not tired or anything and wanted to roll more, and the only other person on the mats was this girl i train with sometimes, then i asked her to roll and i started off really chill, but she used all her mean-ness right away and got my back, and then she choked me in front of everyone :/ cuz it was about to change classes, so not only was everyone who was at jiu jitsu was watching but also everyone that had just arrived for kickboxing class :/ i did not like it, cuz now everyone gonna think im not good, also the girl who did it to me, i kinda of like her and i wanted to do good for her to think well of me, not to be choked by her so easy :/ today theres practice again and im gonna be MEAN >:( and not get choked
anyone hooked up with their friend's sister/brother?
for the past few months, I've been fucking my mate's sister atleast 13 times
i havent messaged that person anymore but today was tough, i cried all day and had terrible thoughts, i feel so stupid and like im the worst because what i said wasnt good enough for her to think well of me idk. i just want to keep training and hopefully get really good. i cry today about how i wasted my teens and early 20s
my biggest fear is not getting pregnant I want a baby so bad but I'm scared I wont be able to have one I just really want someone to love oh and also the teensy fact of i dont have anyone to have a baby with
I have a crush and I cant get over him I broke up with my bf and everything for him and he rejected me I still am in love with him though I try to pull myself together but this man is making me crazy what should I do
I still miss my ex so much everytime I see him with his new girl it hurts so much. I even have a new boyfriend to get over him and he knows how I feel. I just idk needed to get this out there
I went through a phase this week. I was constantly viewing a YouTube channel because it had good content and I was attracted to the host of the channel. My imagination was out-of-control. I had to pull myself away. When I stopped I felt a little depressed. I kept subscribing and unsubscribing. I did not understand it. I thought I was crazy. Then during that week, I started watching a lot of motivational YouTube clips. These are the clips to be better, try harder, get up early to set yourself apart, don't blend in type of clips. Get up before the sun, be the best. Sleep later. What are you waiting for? Success, success, success!!! Don't stop til you are dead! I can understand to not waste time. To find time to do the things you enjoy, find ways to improve your way of life, that failures happen, but you can always find a way to win at something; and to help others at your abilities. That is, pretty much the definition of life. I found myself a bit overwhelmed. I felt overloaded. I believe that we can always find satisfaction in our lives if we like. We can always do more if we really wanted to. You have to be inspired or have a real want to do it. I honestly believe if you really want to do something, a person will find a way to do it. You will ask questions and find a way to apply the answers. But, if you are not inspired to do anything, that is okay too. Some people may be doing something, but feel like they are doing nothing at all, either because they are enjoying it or just used to it. I just wanted to share that with you all. I hope everyone is doing their best to be safe this winter. My heart goes out to the ones who have lost a loved one this year. You will be in my prayers. Have a good day! Stay well!