omg I just want to meet a guy who is ok with me being trans 😢😤😒
You ever just think about old relationships and get sad? Like you don't necessarily want those people back, but you just miss the way you felt with them. And every one was just a little bit different, every person made you feel a certain way, and maybe one of them made you feel happier than anyone else had and you think of them just a little more often. Maybe you regret letting them go, even though you know it's for the best. And then you're just left feeling lonely and craving a hug or a hand to hold so desperately that it makes your chest hurt. I try not to dwell on the past, but I can't get these thoughts out of my head. I miss the friendships I had with my exes, I miss talking to them all the time... I miss giving someone all the love I have because it's what they deserve. I miss being loved.
I have a 7 month old and I'm pregnant agian. I deffently feel the judgment when I tell people but theres nothing I can do about it. I just got to keep my head up and be positive.
I still think the robot Pepper is adorable
Do you actually love me? do you even know what love is
I know I was the one who quit on us, without any explanations, we both has our flaws, me more than you, actually. And even you accepted mine, i could not accept yours. I moved on the next second after leaving you, and i am happy about the decision. But, whenever i am happy about something, i want to share it with you, when i'm sad i want to share it with you. I look around, searching for you, even though I know you are not there. I miss your green eyes. I miss our time together, when the world would stop just for us. I miss how i could escape from everything when i was with you. But it was just not enough... hope you are happy as well.
Why am I upset? Because I just sat and listened to you gush over that man. You know how I feel about you. And we both know that with our circumstances it isnt something we can do anything about. But that doesnt mean it doesnt hurt. I mean every word when I say for you to do what makes you happy. I know that right now that isnt me and will probably never be me. So go and be happy. I just... I cant always promise that I'll want to hear about it. I want you to be the happiest you can be. And with me or without, you deserve who ever can bring it to you. Just know I'm not upset at you or with you... it's nothing like that. I'm upset at the circumstances. I'm upset at the distance. Im upset at my feelings. But never with you.
So I've been with my boyfriend for about 6 months or so now and it's going really great! He is honestly a great person and I definitely feel like I love him...but, my mind keeps bringing me back to other sexual experiences I had or could've had. Like I keep thinking about this girl that I was talking to when I first got together with my bf. She and I both knew nothing serious would ever come out of it but I think we were both looking to try something new, we just never got the chance. Or this guy that was consistently my drunken hookup for several months. He's not exactly relationship material, but damn the sex was good! I never act on these thoughts or anything cause I really don't want to ruin what I have with the bf, but sometimes that person/sex with them is in my head all day long. It's like my head and my heart are going in one direction but the rest of my body is going the other way.
My mind goes crazy with lust every time I see a pawg
I just got a piano! I can't wait to learn to play. For the longest time I've wanted to learn to play Ravel's Sonatine. It's such a beautiful piece.