honestly this confession app comforts me because I can open up free you know that hirap mag English haha
how is it to have sex with someone you love compared to a one night stand please?
there is nothing wrong with sleeping with a mate's sister
i need money to keep my dream possible, but also every hour i work makes me worse at making my dreams into reality. i wasted so much time, when i was teenager my parents would have paid for training if i annoyed them enough, but i just wanted to do nothing and lay down
I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him I miss him... I miss my baby I miss my precious boy! Ugh everyday my heart aches! All I want to do is re-download that app I would chat with him on and talk for hours about everything and anything! I was to video chat and see his beautiful smile and meet him some day and be each other's first kiss!!! I want to give him all the love and affection he deserves and has been starved of till now!!! I want to sit on the couch and watch movies with him! I want to sit on his lap and look into his stormie gray eyes and see all the adoration I know would be in them! I want him to be mine forever! I want to grow old with him! I want to be with him on valentines day and tell him how important he is and how I could never find someone better in a million years!! BUT I CANT! I CANT HAVE HIM! AS MUCH AS HE'S EVERYTHING I WANT THERE IS MORE I NEEDDDD!! FROM MYSELF AND FROM HIM! so now I just sit and stare at the walls, crying whenever I think of him saying I love you or when I hear the cute hum in his voice when I'd tell him bes beautiful. I can't have him, but I want him. God I trust you for telling me no.... But this hurts, too much. I don't have the strength, I can't breathe God please take this.
I am so in love with my moms friends son. We’re the same age and he’s perfect for me, I’ve crushed on him since Kindergarten. I literally want to marry him.
I was deprived of attention when I was little that when my son hugged me back for the fist time I actually cried.
I do love him and I want every inch of him to be mine.... But God means more to be then lustful desires do so till that becomes something he's interested in I'll play the long game.... I'm sorry my baby every bit of you is precious and everything I want right now but I can't have you unless we are equally yoked
I'm afraid of sabotaging good things that come my way because of fleeting desires and because I get so excited So fast for lobe and relationships that when I come down off the high of newness and take off rose colored license I will hurt someone again.... I don't get hurt when I leave I'm always doing the hurting and they fall so hard so fast it should be a crime I can do this without trying. Am I just lacking for emotional connection, are my standards to high, do I have something I want to achieve and then leave? What is it that makes it so hard for me to stay and make a long term commitment???? (maybe it's because so many platonic relationships I have that were supposed to break did so now I afraid of something much more precious breaking.
I... Had a boyfriend on a game about a year ago and i thought we really got along and then we even exchanged our face pics and he was pretty hot so i was just like yeah. That's going ok. And then one day he made up this stupid thing and i played like i wouldn't care about what he would do and he was so hurt by that that he said we are breaking up. (i don't really know what it was about) and i thought it was so absurd that it can't be true and i was like sure. And put on my sarcasm and he was walking around talking to girls if they wanted to hook up because we are over and i was like now would be a good time to start pretending Ben. And then he left the scene and unfriended me and because he had some special letters i couldn't find him and he even deleted his insta LIKE WTF. And then it didn't hit me for few days yet but then was like i have to get it out my system so i just started crying and thinking about him as much as possible and i went to my friends (still in game because i made some really good friends there) and i was crying on screen but also off screen and that was after a week probably and he joined? I didn't even know he added this friend because he was gay and my ex was homophobic wich i tried to tell him it's stupid so at this moment i kinda realized it was all a big joke to him but also i wanted him and all... i think he left soon i don't really remember, some parts of him i don't really remember, probably because it was too traumatic for me or something. Well i know that that week in school i was more quiet and sad wich i don't understand how people didn't notice but i also got really productive wich if you read my previous post i love, but i gotta say one day at that time i actualy felt actual pain where my heart is and that will be my always remember day.