I'm 19 and my boyfriend is two years older.. He is the love of my life, I know it. He wants us to get married and live together, but I don't know what to do. On the one hand I love him so much and he's the only man I can imagine having a life with, but on the other hand I feel like I haven't fully lived my life.. I only wanna be with him but I don't have anyone to compare him to, he was my first. I haven't finished my education, I might go to university... I'd love to get married, but I'm not sure if I'm ready yet. What shall I do? I can't just move out although the thought of waking up next to the love of my life is just amazing..
One of my worse pet peeves is when thin girls low-key brag about eating much. Bonus point when they say something that indicates that they think they're fat. Like when they post all the food they ate and call themselves a fatass in the captions or say how they'd rather eat a steak than a salad (not when they're asked or when it fits the conversation, but random, and a lot, so you know they will keep saying it until everyone heard it). I don't know if there is a specific reason why I hate it, maybe the fact that I used to be exactly one of those girls plays a role, but maybe I just hate bragging about things people can't control anyways.
I think it was my older sister who messed me up as a small child. She experimented with me sexually, allowing me to look at and feel her breasts and butt. I think she tried to get me to do things to her vag too, but I wasn't interested at that young age, although I enjoyed the former. Now I think I have a fetish towards relatives, including my older sister and my cousins. Is this something that I can get rid of? It sucks being attracted to these people because I can never risk acting on it.
I respect the mothers who gave birth without the epidural. I broke and took it because so couldnt take the pain anymore and my baby even got stuck because his head was so big and I could still feel a small amount of pain as the doctor had to help pull him out.
I'm usually defined as straight and the reason is due to the trend back in 2015 about LGBTQ+ people where everybody just goes out defining themselves all the time ( it's getting annoying). Living in an extreme liberal environment, I wasn't respected by people with my conservative views regarding LGBTQ+ (like harrassing me to be a radical Liberal). In terms of it, I don't usually believe in other genders like non-binary, gender fluid or gender queer. But yeah off course I do respect them if that's what they prefer to be defined as. I have a complex reason why I don't believe in it but one of it is just it doesn't make any logical sense to me. Just educating me with it makes it even more confusing. But I respect them just for the fact that I have no idea what's going on with their lives and their lives is none of my business. If they respect me too and is nice to me then I'd do the same. Just for me I don't really like to meddle with someone's identity unless they started doing it to me too. I would also say something bad if they started it. But in terms of LGBTQ those makes sense to me just the fact the aspect of it have a reasoning. I was also defined as Bisexual and was always been born to be like this. I like to stay away from it though because I feel like being straight is normal and being bi isn't. And from the pride trend that's getting too irritating and whiny and childish, I just kinda go against the community. And to my conservative belief about the + section of LGBTQ+, my belief, and reasoning from other people I know and whom I met have a say to me, affected my identity. So far, I'm just straight, but I still like both male and female. But I said this because a friend of my friend found out about my beliefs.... I don't know how my friend said it to her but she was enraged.... this woman verbally harassed me about my beliefs and slapped me. I didn't have a choice but to protect myself and punched her back. I think my punch wasn't that hard but her slap gave me bruises.
Random Anime Thoughts and opinions: As someone who doesn't usually like anime, I can assure you: Neon Genesis Evangelion and Jojo's bizarre adventure are great shows. End of Evangelion shows what can be done if animation is handled right, although the whole show was too "sexualized" for it's own good, and jojo defies any explanation, but it is the highest-quality trash you'll ever see.
theres this kid i work with that used to live in my old neighborhood. i never talked to him before he started working with me. long story short, we grew close. he was like my little baby (even though he's only four years younger). anyway, we hooked up and i feel so bad about it. my friend keeps assuring me that the age of consent is 17, BUT STILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!
i've lost my virginity last year, been with four guys since then and not one of them could make me orgasm. is there something wrong with me???
To me, Supreme is a huge scam. You can't make people buy bricks and other random items for 100s of dollars otherwise. Also, I think that they sell the (Wannabe-)Gangster-Equivalent of "Tacticool"-Weapons: Housebreaking-Equipment or Weapons in red with a supreme emblem on them are way too traceable and memorable to be ever used for any crime.
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