I talk to myself alot when no one eles is around. I pretend I'm talking to a therapist and then I just start reliving my life. All the times my step dad yelled and hit my for no reason. The time I was molested. My biological dad calling my from jail but then disappearing when he got out. How I had a friend I thought I would have for life but she fucked me over. How I got pregnant and relized I didnt know how to act or even raise a child so I feel like a failure as a mother. It always ends up with me crying cause I realize I dont really have anyone who I feel like really cares. I just annoy them or make them uncomfortable when I try and talk about my problems. I know going to an actual therapist could help me. But they are just a stranger who wants money I don't even have.
walked in on step daughter masturbating and not sure how to feel about it....advice??
There's many languages I want to learn, and so little time. It's hard to choose which one to start with. But within my lifetime I'd like to learn at least four of them, not counting my first language or English.
I don't really like to share opinions to others because I do have a tendency to be highly critical especially when it involves politics. It's why as much as possible I stay away from politics to avoid getting myself killed. I mean yeah sure I live in a country who values freedom of speech, but speak at your own risk. I mostly just say I agree to them but deep inside society is completely dumb. And I don't like saying my stuff right now because I just blurt out an opinion once before and goodness, I was surprised with a backlash. I was told I'm such an old gen. person, shit or troll. But honestly I'm neither on one side. I'm always on the Grey line. But being on the Grey line means no one agrees with me and I'm mostly alone with my thoughts. But sometimes I get so fed up with people that sometimes I wanna say something. But I get backlash again. But not just backlash, some punture through me mentally and some harm me physically (before I just said, I don't really agree with recreational marijuana just as much as cigarettes and a guy I was talking to shoved me out of the door. I mean he asked me firsy and I was talking with logic not personally attacking his political beliefs). So I keep it to myself. Especially I live in a place where people's beliefs are one sided yet they say this place consist of diverse people. Ironic....
is it wrong to like children's movies as an adult.. I feel like it's anxiety reducing and adds some calm to this crazy outta control world and sometimes shows are just getting to crazy on TV
I dont really like idea of politics in the US. People are way too polar from both parties and are easily offended with little things. I have a reason but all I can say is that many sounded shallow. All I am is silent, respects, and move on. To them, anything that sounded against their beliefs is an attack. Everyone make a joke about each other but act so serious and can't take a joke. They cry then they attack. Being polar on either parties is like a modern cult, you get hurt for saying something. Thats when freedom of speech is used by irrationality. Being polar from either parties is like the anger version of our sexual kink. It's subjective. I might be alone to what I think but it's ridiculous. But it's a society, humans are interesting but our politics is crazy. We are humans who claims we have a rational mind but not when we believe in a certain thing we call "our logic"
Everytime I see someone's tattoo in some area of their body, I feel their endured pain everytime I think of the time they even started that tattoo in their body. I felt the pain further if the tattoo was on the painful part of the body. But at the same time, I admire their endurance.
I don't know why, but I feel like I said something stupid again. Did I ?
I dont why I alwys think something's more than its meant to be
I've now lost 7 pounds on keto