I think this trend of people who get drunk all day while they're closed in the house with their kids is disturbing.
i hate 6 AM. its the worst time of day. i hate it. the stupid fucking sun is rising but just barely, and the sunrise isn't even pretty at this time. plus im either waking up for school or feeling the after affects of an all-nighter so it's automatically terrible.
I don't like staying up at night. because then I think too much and tears come with it. I cry about being too indecisive and starting college without the confidence in my degree or what I chose to do. I cry cause I haven't had a decent grade in the past 4 years and I can't remember the last time I made my mother proud. I cry cause ntn has went wrong but in these times I know I never feel right either. I cry cause I doubt my mother and close family see the importance of psychiatric professionals like I do. or Why I'd consider seeing one. I cry, silently, so I don't wake the house, until my nose clogs and it's so hard breathe I'm just suffocating in a whole new way. and when I finally sleep and wake up I "forget" all about it. cause that was then and this is now. that was night and this is day. and if I don't let them mix or bleed between each other then it's easy to actually enjoy the few things that I cling to.
it's always when there's quite around me that my thoughts are the loudest. The people and friends of the day distract me but if I stay up too long at night then tears come too. I cry for how indecisive I am and how I don't know what is want to do despite starting college. I cry cause I haven't gotten a decent average in years and I can't remember the last time my mom was proud of me. I cry cause ntn is wrong but ntn feels right either. I cry cause I doubt my close family understands the need of a counsellor or psychiatrist.or my interest in one. I cry for the hobbies I stopped doing and new things I don't feel good enough to try. I cry until my nose clogs and I just suffocate in a whole new way. and when I finish it's simply moments b4 I start up again. and eventually I sleep and pretend like with the day ntn ever happened. because that was night and this is day. and I feel as if if I don't keep them separate then I'd never feel alright for a long time.
anyone else tired of this stupid pandemic? I am. nothing really changed for me since I stay inside all day regardless, but seeing people be so obsessive about it is annoying.
I genuinely want to understand gays point of view. To be honest I don't support it because it's against nature it's against how our bodies work (your anus is not made to be fucked) and it increases your chance of getting hiv, not to mention most if not all religions are against it. But I want to listen to a gay perspective, could you tell me what you think about what I said (against nature, hiv and religion). please know that I don't hate you, I respect you as humans but I just want to listen to your side, since I live in a country where gays are taboo .
why do girls stop talking to you when you ask them for their snapchat? I dont get it...we were just having a romantic time half an hour ago, WTF happened??
A man hits a woman, it's considered wrong and that male is considered a woman abuser and is alienated. A woman hits a man, shes considered strong, an independent force and is almost praised. well what if the woman starts the fight first? Welp still the male is in the wrong. I am a firm believer of equal rights. I don't have a sexist bone in my body. Women are just as capable to do things as a man. That being said, If a woman feels brave enough to throw hands with me, I will drop her ass just as I would a man. But me also being chivalrous, I won't fully fight her like a man. I'll put her down but without throwing another fist. I'll defend myself and engage in techniques that puts my feminine opponent in no position to fight back. I'll make sure she yields with minimal damage.
so an update to a old post. where I met a 14 year old girl 6 years ago. she became my best friend I did so much for her picking her up. being there when she got cheating on. her running away from home. having sex with her when she was 16. anyways now she's homeless at 20 having her move in with me so I can start a family with her. I do love her so much going to make her my wife.
Quero comer minha cunhada .