I find it funny that a grandfather clock is called that because my grandfather (a carpenter) made several clocks like that
I usually filter people I date by their income and wealth, or career. It's all about the money
It's incredible when people die. I love to hear about someome dying. It makes me want to find the body and look inside it. The pleasure of touching someone's organs is beyond what anyone could imagine. Usually corpses that hit rigor mortis aren't as fun. The lively one's seem to have more squish.
I hate having ym feet on the ground when I'm sitting on a chair, but on the toilet I hate it if the heels of my feet can't reach the ground.
My apartment manager came to my apartment to fix the refrigerator, to stop the over freezing and the bottom to cool again, a day and a half ago. He took the back out, inside of the freezer to scrub the ice and put the back on. He said to let him know if the freezing stops later that evening. I forgot, so I texted him yesterday. He said he will have someone to come on Monday. This morning, the refrigerator was still running and I haven't heard it cut off. I open the freezer to see more ice than before. I turn the knob to turn down the temperature. The knob was loose. The apartment manager broke the knob and tried to hide the issue. This is not the first time he's done something similar to this. He has done things to the other residents as well. I don't trust him. I may have to change my off day to Monday to be at my apartment, when the maintenance man gets there.
I believe that I am obsessed with seclusion. I still go to work, where there are well over 100 people there. Yet outside of work, I go into my regular life as predominantly a recluse. I haven't spoken to high school or college friends in so long, I cannot say that we are friends, but memories now. I mainly visit my mother and father. I have a boyfriend, but we live quite a distance away from each other. His personality is similar, to mine, but I am a bit more of an introvert than he is. There may be consequences for me being this way. I feel, safe, at peace and the most connected with my self, the less people I communicate or have around.
I don't think that old people deserve more respect than anyone else. Of course they deserve extra caution, like standing up so they can take a seat. But because of their physical condition, not because of extra respect. We are all humans. Old people can be bad people. More years of experience don't mean you're smarter than anyone. I don't understand why I, or anyone else, should deserve less respect than another one just based on age.
I think my boyfriend's brother has like a thing for me. His gf just started like hating me out of nowhere and like she made him put pics of them outside of their door (he's kinda our roommate rn, he doesn't have a job and their mom kick ed d him out after he graduated.) and like ig I wouldn't want my bf around a girl that dressed like me either tbh. Not that I dress slutty or anything (well tbh just for him, I do.) but I have a big and thicc thighs and like decent sized boobs, so like yeah, anyways that sounds super conceded (sorry), but yeah since I had my son, he's been all talkative to me and the baby but like not really his brother unless I'm around, they almost got into a fist fight yesterday because my bf said he was checking me out, then like he always tries to wrestle with my bf (his brother) whenever I come into the living room, like really trying to show off, and I giggled and he like smiled really big and I asked him why and apparently, it's this dumb little snort I do. Tbh I think he was just making fun of me but my bf said he was complimenting me. Funny story (kinda explains what happened a little bit before I met my bf) I was actually texting his little brother and big brother, (they all have different last names, due to different dads) so yeah, so then one day I started text their brother (my bf) and then it just clicked with him, like right away, but his brother's weren't to happy about it, when their brother started bringing me around, so my bf's older brother like never talks to me anymore, just his brother when he sees him, sometimes. His younger brother never really said anything, because they have a really good relationship (its absolutely adorable) and he didn't want to mess anything up, and I agreed with him because nothing happened we were just kinda getting to know each other (which is weird because I later found out from my bf that he's a major fuqboi, so idk.) and that's not really doing anything wrong, right? My bf is really convinced that something's up but I don't think so, I think he's embarrassed because we talked about some crazy things. Plus my bf is like kinda aggressive, so like yeah.. Anyone? What do you think?
Yesterday, my boyfriend had a interview. He is considering another job, due to working in a highly stressful work environment that is taking a mental and physical toll on him. He mentioned working at a location not too far from a town he may move to. The town he is considering to live is 25 minutes away from me, which is closer to me versus him living over an hour away from me now. Today he mentioned that his roommate's girlfriend works in the same town where he is considering to work. He has spoken about her before, and there are days she is there while his roommate is gone. During the three times he had mentioned her to me, I would get a thought that maybe he is a little attracted to her. The other thought is that maybe she could be attracted to him as well. I can only hope that they haven't been intimate with each other. I try to dismiss those thoughts. I sit and think about that he wouldn't do that. Then again, if he did, I live about 68 miles away. I chose to be in a long distance relationship. For me to accuse him of that without proof, would make me silly. There is a point where my consciousness set in, and the answer was not to worry. We are not married, and if we love each other there would be a point where we cannot look for one of us to hurt each other. When one of us does or admits making a mistake of hurting the other, and asks for forgiveness; then a choice will be made to accept their forgiveness or not. If love is there, forgive and continue with the relationship. If the mistake is to much to bare, then it's best to part ways. No one is perfect, but don't accept being hurt over and over again. Then I calmed down and continued to watch YouTube, until I fell asleep, on the couch.
There's no justice in Portugal, my country has the worst judicial system of the West. The politicians that led the country into bankruptcy not only weren't arrested but are still in charge. Same as bankers and CEOs of the biggest companies. They were all in collusion to rip off the tax payers money. What really kills me is that Portugal is the country where bad shit happens and everything stays the same! Also rapists and pedos rarely see jail time because the judge think they deserve a second to be good citizens still.