The hardest part of my day is going home to an empty apartment knowing I wont ever want to go anywhere once I sit down. this means no meeting new people or finding a companion. The best part of my day is going home knowing I wont have to deal with bosses or coworkers or customers. I can just lay down and close my eyes.
this is goodbye to another person leaving to whatever this is. Sometimes it's better to not say anything at all than to say anything at all.
I LITERALLY JUST GOT BACK HOME AND ONLY WANTED TO INFORM THINGS THAT I THOUGHT COULD BE USEFUL AND THEN U HAD TO GET ON MY ASS ABOUT ME MAKING THINGS CONFUSING AND WRONG.. WELL SORRY IF IM BUSY AS FUCK AND COULD ONLY HANDLE A HANDFUL OF INFORMATION SHOVED INTO MY BRAIN OVER THE 12 HOURS THAT I WILLINGLY AND NON WILLINGLY HAS TO STAY JUST SO THINGS WOULD GO WELL. GUESS I DONT HAVE TO HELP U ANYMORE THAN
how can you find out if your man is ....i dont wanna say cheating ....like 'entertaining' other women without looking at his phone. guys delete everything anyways. idc about lil convos but I honestly am not sure if he would take it there or not.
i make mistakes in my relationship. I am obnoxiously observant. but .. sometimes randomly, ill come home from work & just see things that make me feel he's not being honest about his free time. am i crazy?
I am in a relationship ..sorta. he almost left me because I have a problem talking to guys online. i know its wrong. i don't plan on doing it again. ....just sometimes i see the kind of females/exs he follows online & work up my anger & insecurities then I thin out the line between love & hate. i understand there will always be beautiful women but i also seen him tell a girl we weren't ' technically' together... after that. I'm almost afraid to cut everyone off. literally everytime i clear my plate, i get played. i never sleep with anyone. just converse.... does that make me a bad person?
No need to add on to something that's alright been added.
It's been 6 years, feels like more but its probably less. that's how long I've been single. It's starting to feel like it's been to long for me. I feel like I dont know how I used to get a females attention like I did when I was bouncing from one woman to the next, leaving very little time between. I dont know what has happened. the whole point of moving into this apartment by myself many years ago was to spend time with myself and see who I really was but I think I much prefer not knowing all I've learned. I'm so confused.
go ahead. keep looking down ur # me. after years of trying to get yall 2 back off i try, now only to ignore your constant siege. seems it only2 strengthen your judgements. ill keep on keepin on cuz its clear after all these years YOU CANT BREAK ME! keep flaunting ur immunities voyueristic trash. we both know if u were the 1s w/ perpetual & unrelentin assumptions u wouldnt last a fraction as long as i have.
I hope when I die I can seat and watch my life like it was on CDs. you know, special features, commentary and deleted scenes lol. also maybe see the spinoffs my life created or impacted,