asked him about the pics of the hickey on his colleagues neck in his phone.. he let me be for 2 days without an inch of effort to explain.. said tht he told the colleague abt the situation and was thinking of letting her call me to explain. lets all agree on 1 thing. if theres a pic of another girl in any form in his phone and u mad, that girl calling you to explain herself will do nothing but anger u more. besides, trash is trash. the sluts not the problem. "There's a shelf life on doing the right thing. If you wait too long, it's just wrong"
Today i realized that normal nightmares doesn't scare me, they make me happy. I realized that after tonight, when i had a social nightmare, where my cousin wrote some stuff about me to my sister that really hurt me and it was the worst because i tought it was real untill i woke up in tears and even then i was confused about where i am
i asked to hv his phone. didn't wana do anything.. just wanted to send the pics back and delete them from his phone so it wont bother me so much.. tried to put it all behind me n trust him. but he couldn't let me hold his phone for more thn 2 mnts before he called his mom to ask for the phone back from me... that worries me. 1 thing is tht he doesnt care what it does to me for him to show this little care or respect for boundaries between friends and colleagues.. another is that he couldn't trust me to control my behaviour and that he actually involved his mom in this. he had to hv his mom defend his actions. and had his mom ask for things back?.. what would u feel?.
what do you do if you found a pic of a girl colleague who he always mentions as "crazy" in a witty way with a hickey on her neck taken by his phone in your boyfriend's phone.. supported with pictures of her sending him a pick with her tongue stuck out and a neck pose.. and a screenshot of her trying to video chat him.. and a vid of him singing while video taping her playing through the small window in the security cam room.. supported with him deleting their entire convo because "im snoopy n i might get jealous" .. he constantly says hes just friends but his actions aren't doing any justice, instead its suggesting he is hiding something. he says they mostly contact for work. but he had no problem deleting all the work from the entire convo.. guess it wasnt important work.. he's in the office with only 2 ppl who r both women, 1 is the manager, a married 40+ woman with kids and racist along with 1 admin who is so called "crazy" but backed him up all this while. am i wrong for feeling like this? we r trying to get married but he keeps blocking himself from really persevering and getting everything done a.s.a.p .. then this.. im just trying to figure this out. had to ask for ur opinion.. help me out. how do you think i should go about all this?..
I'm a proud fujoshi ._.
I hate relying on people. They almost always fail to deliver. here's a example. I've been a good roommate/friend and picked my friend up from work everytime he's asked cause his car is in the shop. but the one time I ask him to pick me up in the morning with my car. he doesn't even show and I have to waste money taking a uber home. and he still wants me to drop him off at the airport.
i hate the "old mindset" of my mom ugh, she just think that parents are always right. And the kids are always wrong. So, you can guess that she never gonna listen to kid's opinion. I really hope i can graduate soon and build my own house and leave her, i'm so sick of her 😑
I really wish that I wasn't pansexual. Being pansexual is shitty. Homosexuals dislike you or think that you would 'totally' be okay with a threesome. Or make stupid jokes that aren't even the least bit creative. Lesbians dislike you too. It seems to be a turn off for them if the girl they're dating could also gain pleasure from a man's private parts. Bisexuals get more media attention, but they judge us too. They can't figure out why us pansexuals don't just come out as bisexual instead. Media forgets we exist and when they do spot us, they're quick to pull the trigger on us. And everyone thinks we're cheaters and the sort to sleep around for fun.
Are we really as open-minded as we assume we are? I attend a liberal Catholic school and honestly it's so frustrating how often students here preach about being accepting and open-minded, but the moment they meet someone with slightly different opinions, they suddenly forget their openminded-ness. It's almost as if their views and openness is merely a shallow display that they have never really considering to question. Yes protect LGBTQ rights. Yes, love everyone, protect and help the poor. But don't spite others merely because they have different opinions that you "deem" to be wrong and therefore you decide their views to in turn to be wrong. How can you learn and adapt viewpoints, if you reject the ones that differ from yours?
I never talk about religion because it's so absurd but people who believe in God are brainwashed and a waste of air.