So once my ex decided to ride me when her daughter had her head on my chest pretending to be asleep I told my ex that I was sure she wasn't asleep but my ex insisted she was and did it anyway at first I didn't think anything of it but looking back now it kinda makes me wonder
I'm worried at things that I put that problem aside, distract me with something else that temporarily distracting.. and when I am about to sleep, the problem rushed in and made me worried even more. it's going on and on everyday, everynight. will definitely kill me someday
I've read so many post on her older guys having sex with young girls. an everyone trash talks him. then you hear a lady having sex with young guy. an people are praising the lady. I don't really get it. I guess a guy being with a girl is worse then a lady being with a boy. it's confusing to me. either way I think that's kinda messed up. for the guys congrats hope you don't get caught. got the ladies same thing. an it depends where they live as well. here in the USA the age of consent is 18 I know Japan is 13 cause I researched. this one country was 12. I can see from USA point it view that's messed up. but other countries it's normal. i don't know it's all confusing to me. I'm not trying to start an argument or anything. it's just so crazy how the world sees things.
Sloth and Lust are deadly combinations of sins. Unfortunately, I have both.
I want to take a depression tear but I'm too scared to ask for on eand to be the first on win my family to do it
I'm science student studying about finding cure to Alzheimer's disease under Organic Chemistry, Genetics, and Neuroscience. I love Science a lot but what lead me to specify in the field about Alzheimer's is just because I love preserving memories. I'm literally a picture hog, I also write journals and loves to research my ancestors' old letter etc. I keep them all in a one big external drive. As simple as that made me question to finding the solution to a human disease that destorys their memory. And Ironically my boyfriend gets Alzheimer's disease 100% in the future. He's a Cinematographer. I never get to really ask him other reasons to why he loves filming but my man knows so much about history. History is the study of memories from the past. And my point is that, everything I do is so ironic to the outcomes of my older age if our relationship preludes to something more pragmatic. And same to him on how ironic his career is to something he will be when he gets old. It's kinda sad to know it but I read a quote from someone, saying, "One day you will leave this world behind, so live the life you will remember." I guess I'll do what I love and if we forget them someone might wanna dig in to what did. But I hope to live life where I create things, and if I can't discover the cure, I'd probably let the people after me to dig further.
I love my mom dearly. I do and I wanted her to be a part of my life. But being a part of her life meaning we don't live together in the same vicinity, in the same city, in the same state. She cries and sees me as the bad child all the time comparing me to my brother on how my brother is a nice man and I'm an awful daughter. Gaslighting my reasons to why her actions doesnt feel right to me. Telling her to stop invading my privacy when I'm an adult, stop forcing me to stop doing the decisions I make when it causes no harm. Does not trust me when I said something. Demands me, insist me, and denies when I said things. It's annoying and toxic to be with her. But despite these, she's my mother and I never have forgotten at the same time how much she worked to make my physical health much better. She's kind, loving and caring. But at this point, my mental health is suffering and I need to go but it doesn't mean I'm forgetting her when she needs help. I'm her daughter and even though I'm seen as a bad kid, I know deeply in my heart I'm a good loving kid. It doesn't matter what she thinks or what my dad thinks. When they get old, I'd always be willing to help them. And it's not for the sake of taking back or obligation, but because I wanted a peace of kind that I prove myself I'm never the person they raised me to believe and also just because I love them.
I'm a Catholic and my boyfriend is an atheist but spiritual. Well i grew up in a non-homophobic, open minded family. I was not raised bigoted and my parents taught me religion really well. That Christ teaches "agape" meaning unconditional love. To love everyone regardless of what they are and who they are. But my belief in my religion is different from my mom. I dont like going to church every sunday, i dont pray the rosary, but i follow the doctrines somehow. I like my relationship with god to be a quiet one. I dont share it to anyone. I dont convert my boyfriend to be one. Well he sees christians as bigoted, imbeciles who believes in false deities. And most often he makes fun of them. I dont really say much because I mean he's not a christian, I cant really blame him. That's what he sees. But it hurts that sometimes the things I hear sounded so hallow. And from what I have seen atheist are not that different from people who believes in god whom at the same time bigoted. The thing is, people are bad... not the religion and it doesnt matter whether you believe in god or not, you're wrong or right whether youre holding the bible or a texhbook of 7th edition Organic Chemistry. If you're religious and sees gay people as sinful outside of your religious culture, then you're closed minded. But if you're an atheist and sees religious people as imbeciles outside of your atheistic culture, you're shallow. Because those who sees wrong with each other, both of you are wrong because all you do is to dehumanize each other.
I think sex become so important because so many people glorified it, it's like a trend, and lots of youngsters are pressured to do it or they aren't cool. When actually at certain age especially, young teen, something physical closeness like kissing and hugs already make you feel very good, the most hand job.
I was born with the power of umbrakinesis. It's very shallow but now I'm using a Subliminal to increase it to it's full capability. Then I will torture the people I hate and scare the shit out of then. Umbrakinesis means the ability to control darkness/shadows.