Husband and I have lived in his home town for four years now, his brother lives very close by. We go over to visit once a week and for me it's bad. My husband will go off periodically to take long buisness calls and I often get left to small talk with his brother and my sister in law and after a few sentences it will just fall into an awkward silence everytime. My mind will go blank as I'm desperatly trying to think of something to chat about and I can physically feel my face go all stiff. Just painfully awkward. It's always been like this,right from the start - I thought it would get better with time but if anything it's gotten worse. I've tried to discuss this with my husband but he's flippant about it and doesn't want to know, he just expects me to be friends with them. In fact at times I have the impression that his brother deliberately ignores me and that makes it even worse, again tried to mention this to my husband but he doesn't believe me. I've never felt so shy or awkward around anyone as I do around these two people and I dread seeing them every week and feeling so uncomfortable. I'm at the point now where I don't know what to do, any similar stories/ suggestions?
did my "back to the office" training for work (it was mandatory even though I've never been out of the office this whole pandemic. but that's beside the point) and 1 video training was all about masks, when you're supposed to wear them, how to wear them, the ones that protect you, etc. the second one was about covid 19 in general and how to prevent it. well the covid specific video, says masks should ONLY be worn by those showing symptoms. while the mask video obviously says everyone should always have them on. this is why I'm skeptical about all these protocols and mandatory things.... because it's so inconsistent that it makes your head hurt. and no, my work training is not the online time I've seen "official" information about this virus that wasn't consistent. the experts can't even agree what should and shouldn't be done. so how are we supposed to know?
I think it is most interesting how 90% of this App/Website has become a forum for badly written (incest) literotica, insane ramblings about men wanting to suck dicks and someone being driven to suicide due to his unhealthy obsession with "rose". You, who writes these shitty Vanessa Adeoye - Stories: There are websites for that shit, no one here believes that any of your writings actually happend anyway and it is just plain bizarre. And about the Rose guy... dude, get professional help...I mean, it is obvious that you've got serious problems.
Is it okay to have wild fantasies about your boyfriend?
Attachments create doorways to suffering. Refusal to let go beckons sorrow. Acceptance that things begin and end allows opportunity to let go. Devoid of physical and emotional attachments create peace of mind and body and spirit. Detachment is not to be devoid of emotion, but rather accepting that death is a natural force or love begins and ends and the waves of life are never concrete and solid. But constantly changing and flowing in different directions.
so i have a relationship with my friend's little brother and he is 2 years younger than me, i'm 18 he's 16. is it weird? should i stop this or go on?
so me and my friend go on each other's account all the time and I'm not the type of person to read through other's messages but I was confused by something my boyfriend texted her so I checked it and he said "yeah I'm going to have to talk with her about this" and "also all the shit she made me deal with in the past". I'm just worried because I try best to do everything correct for him and I don't know what I did wrong , I just don't know how to ask him about it
I don't care who wins the election but fraud is not okay. Whoever wins, wins fair and square! That's how America was built for everyone to have a fighting chase. Now have we always lived up to it? No but dam well try and this is a major step backwards especially within the government! The government should not have as much authority over things as it does and citizens voices are so often overruled by politicians ajendas for there only selfish benefit. Don't be fooled. Educate yourself as much as possible and don't stand idle as corruption happens. America deserves to be fair whether you agree with me or not doesn't matter. Everyone deserves to respectfully express their thoughts and opinions. Step up America we have work to do.
All of these cliche wanna be philosophical posts make me wanna throw up!
my sister has been going down the wrong path.. i just found out she has a vagina and I feel like I need to mention this to my parents but idk how