I want to move to West Virginia but I think my parents would flip cause they want me to go to college, but I don't think i want to
Confession #3 I want to be a dominatrix, but my boyfriend doesn't like anything "too" rough, even though when we were first dating he let put out blunts on his arms. Now when I bite him or try to be a lil rough with him gets all blahs, but I guess it's not all bad because I really like being choked and slapped around by him. Plus I got him to agree to trying to make a porno lol
I am at a pretty heavy weight right now, I have never weighed this much. I'm 185 and 5'8.. my boyfriend says I'm not fat but i think that's only because of my ass. I'm so fucking insecure about my weight, growing up my family was always making fun of me and saying I was fat, even though at the time I was underweight...
Is it okay that me and my boyfriend have come to realize that we are both really broken people and now that we know that, when we fight and stuff like that, we are trying to remember that we precieve things differently then they might mean. Is this a healthy start for a relationship..?
I like to suck dick but honestly it doesn't turn me on.. is that weird...?
Why don't you fellas ever bring towels whenever you call yourselves moving in with a woman???
I like GoT's last season.
Is it weird that I dont think lying is bad, yet I never bother to do it? I rather see what happens when I tell someone a truth no matter how weird, disturbing or how bad it can end. when people ask me to lie for them I dont, simply because If I dont lie for myself why would i bother lying for anyone else.
There's this guy I knew in college. He always talks about how depressed he is. I don't know if he was being real deep inside.... But tbh, he sounded too pathetic about his depression. Like depression was some kind of fad for him. I don't know, I can't judge him but every time he talks, I just wanna scream at him and tell him, bullshit. He was pretty toxic but at the same time I'm conflicted to say it because he means well when I tell him little things about me. But he's a difficult friend to be with and I always had mixed feelings when with him. But all I can say, he sounded too pathetic and it's driving me nuts and I don't know what to say. And I know that depression is depression, there's always a catalyst to it whether that catalyst was light or not. I'm going to be redundant here but his reasons is like a child's play and he dumps his shit to me. They affect me but not affect me leading to depression more like irritated. I mean I hope I can tell him, I had 3x suicide attempt, 3x cutting. Changed 3 anti depressants. Was hospitalized 3x, was in psych ward once, was sent to sensory deprivation room because I was starting to be mentally dead, had nervous breakdown, have insomnia. Almost died 3x: my disability complications, from Dengue, accidents... Was raped and molested by my cousin. Yeah sure to him, I look normal. I was excelling in classes, I was completely caring. That's all because Im not putting an effort to label myself and like shit, I've been here, just keep on living.... And because I somehow saw that some depressed people like me, are just sad. Like pathetic sad. But again, I wanna try not to judge as much as possible because everyone is different. I met those with lighter reason but at least, they're reasonable. I don't know, it just sounds too unreal to be depressed because you lost 1 follower on Instagram. And lost 1 friend out his what, unaccountable amount of good friends. I have 4 (including him) that I call my friend and 1 friend was murdered by his boyfriend (it was on the news), 1 was drug addict and violent and so I stayed away from her. I have him and my other friend who is always busy now we are in college.... . He didn't have to pay for college because his parents do it. I pay my own tuition, I have two jobs as why I have small friends. Plus I have anxiety. And I feel like he isn't my friend too because he doesn't know me. And I prefer it that way because knowing him, it's not worth showing him my boulders. Knowing the fact he can't even lift his own pebbles. Plus he doesn't care anyway, he'd ask me then after my one phrase, he'd be telling all about his shit.....
A book does not have to contain a moral or a lesson. This is true even for a book that is aimed at young people. Sometimes stories are purely for entertainment or aesthetics.