I've grown up with abusive parents. When i was 16 i kind of fleed from home and got shit together myself. I cut all contact, moved 750km away in another country and started working in the restaurant industry. By the age of 23 i met my now husband, he's 20yrs older than me and we both were poor but we had a great relationship . We married 2 yrs later and worked hard to pay off his debts. We tried to open up our own restaurant together but things just wouldn't come our way.. so we gave up. I was about to get some education so i wont have to work as a waitress all my life. Right then we were offered an amazing chance. We finally got a restaurant. Long story short. We made some good cash for us in 3 months. Working 16-18hrs day. So you must think, i got away very good. Yes i did. Until it turned out to be hell. Since we earned some money my husband turned out to be a completely different person.. He started treating me as if i was his servant. I do all the cleaning and washing in the restaurant cause its women work. I make the bread in the morning, sorting money, doing the paperwork, the websites, i do all the pre cooking and kitchen cleaning, when we're opened i do the service. I get up at 3.30 and work all day. While my husband gets celebrated to do the bare minimum of cooking. sitting and drinking with regulars. I just played along and stayed silent in front of the guests and employees but it got worse and worse. He started talking bad of me and the work i do to customers and emloyees. He treats my like a dog. Started cheating on me and gambling with our business money. It's humiliating. Now our restaurant is closed due to corona. And i can't even talk to him anymore, he's so aggressive and when i won't do his way he gets loud and so angry i get so scared I dont really know how to deal with it. I have nowhere to go. I'll lose my 'greencard' when i leave him. How and why has it turned out like this? Im again caged in hell. Theres this saying that money doesnt change people it just helps revealing who they really are. So girls choose wisely.. I, in fact, am a stupid bitch.
I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years because I was unhappy and wanting to have freedom to see other people. I ended up letting him come back because I needed the other half of bills paid. Now I'm super unhappy again.
Im doing sex with my ex boyfriend while he's already got a new girlfriend
my parents love my brothers so much, im happy they are getting support from my parents but all my parents gave me were trauma and mental scars
i can never tell people that i believe my father would kill me if i ever stood up to him. i truly believe he hates me. and if he does at this point i no longer care. but i miss the days we would drive around together and sing old rocks songs. i miss the memory of my dad, I DONT miss the angry abusive man who handcuffed me to my brother and told me i was a dissapointment and threw things at me when he got mad
If you dont take me seriously, then dont play with my heart. Dont act like a caring guy, dont call me your honey, dont promise me stars, stop being sweet to me, and dont use ur sweet words on me. but yea.. Im still glad with the fact that were not toghether anymore.. I dont need to waste my time over a guy like you.
if you drive everyone that has been there for you and has tried to help you out of your life , for reasons that make no sense to anyone but you , maybe the problem is you not your friends and loved ones.
I'd like to finally get my issues under control. I blow up over the smallest things for no reason, and it isn't healthy...but the last time I went to a therapist, she said it was normal for my age? I just don't want to hurt my boyfriend anymore...
Quote of the Day: "Safewords are for cowards" - My fiancee.
I like to makeout with girls but dont like boobs or pussy. I have a man that I've told and all he does is make me feel like crap for it. I love some good dick but there is always something missing.