when I was in 8th grade my dad packed all us kids an mom up and moved 800 miles away to a new state and town in the middle of nowhere. he was cheating on my mom with the neighbors wife and to end it we moved my mom had no idea. later that year she left and took all my siblings and moved back, I stayed with my dad (new places) and they divorced and she found out about his cheating. but, I didn't learn until just a few years ago im in my 60s now...my dad was a into all kinds of things...
he loves me I just don't know how to love him back
I fell in love with my best friend. sadly, i was stuck in a toxic relationship so I couldn't ever act on those feelings. until, i got out of my relationship. my best friend and I finally were able to go out a hand full of times. we had an amazing time. yet, nothing happened. he had gone far enough to say that I was 1 of his ideal women (1 of 2). i was thrilled and hopeful. until he began going out and trying to pursue that other "ideal woman" he had also mentioned. i felt like this pushed me to go back to my toxic relationship. now, i miss him so much and I wish I would've acted upon my feelings towards him. i wish I could feel his arms around my waist and I just wish he knew how much I loved him. and after 10 years of being friends, we don't even talk anymore.
Today was a good day... Mildly sad/tired for half of it BUT I didn't think about him barely at all and I just lived life as me...
Recently I ment someone who was very up front about liking me and wanting to be friends but then kinda immediately disregarded trying to be friends unintentionally because I, someone naturally flirty personality was kind and mildly reciprocal towards there feelings(as well as agreeing that maybe one day we could be in a relationship) . But as time went by on all of the sweet and kind things they've said(like couply sounding things) made me uncomfortable so I let them know and though it busied there feeling they said they they still cared and would wait for me to reciprocate but would take a step back and agreed to try and be friends more. Thing were okay for a bit as we both tried to recover from the mild awkwardness and as we were I realized I was in no way shape or form wanting or capable of sustaining a romantic relationship with someone nor did I have the desire for a relationship before they express there feeling to me (mind you two days after we had met). So currently I'm sitting with this revelation, and suffering mentally for it because I'm to nice to want to hurt this person's feelings because they are genuinely really kind and decent I just have no feelings for desire for a relationship whatsoever :) and I don't know how to make it better because they are hurting some from taking the step back and not being able to express the care they feel hurts but that's an absolutely not for me and I haven't told them this or that I have no desire only that re need to take a step in reverse... I consulted my sister on what to do because they is coming soon to visit with some other mutual friends but she is saying to not dump this on that person now only to wait and see how the trip goes and just have fun not caring one way or the other if potential relationship could come or we just stay friends. I agree with this advice but I hate confrontation and dread the day I'm gonna have to tell them there is no way now or in the near future I'm prepared for a relationship (they have been hurt prior and I don't wanna add to that pain but my sister says me suffer for his sake is just as bad(which I agree with) So yeah.... Welcome to my cornor of suffering where we listen to Corpse Husbands "miss you" and "agoraphobic" on repeat and cry about being stupid and unable to say no~
My girlfriend has been having generally bad luck for years now. Recently, I reached out to a cousin of mine about it who's very spiritual. She recommended listening to cord cutting meditation. My girlfriend tried this for a little while, and better luck has been striking her... But birds have been flying into her window - over 10 a day that she was awake for. Some died on the spot while others left blood, likely dying from trauma afterward. She stopped listening as time went on, and the birds left her alone. Today, she got advice from my mother to smudge her house. She did it, and just now, while I'm talking on the phone with her, an old nintendo console fell inside her closet and broke. She says it was the console that her aunt played with her as a distraction when her parents were in another room fighting. I don't like this...
I thought I was doing okay with my body imige and all. But this last week (despite the fact that my weight has stayed constant) I've suddenly started to hate my body again. But I can never seem to shift enugh weight. So I'm stuck in this pattern and it sucks. I think it is the reason I can't find a relationship. But honestly I just don't want to look gross.
Am I a bad gf for telling my bf no too anal and no too c*mmin inside?
My wife is so controlling that it's gotten to the point where if I object to ANYTHING, her response is always "You can always leave". How did I let it get this far?
My gf keeps wanting to rub her clitoris in my booty hole and fuck me as if she has a dick. shes very sexy and we're always exploring in the bedroom. it sounds exciting but I haven't given her the chance to do it. has any other woman done that? if so, how does it feel for you?