I want a girl to use a strap on with me
I can't stand my boyfriend's oldest son.. he's a rude, spoiled brat and I blame his father but I don't know what to do or say. I've reached my boiling point and I can't stand to be around him anymore. I don't want it to affect our relationship but we're expecting our first child together SOON and I don't feel comfortable with the idea of his son being around MY first and only child. I am very stressed because I don't know if I should speak up.
My mom is really sensitive, and dad tends to brush her off when she gets upset over "smaller" things. Sometimes it's something like dad not lifting a heavy suitcase into our car, instead leaving mom to do it, other times he says something obviously rude and still doesn't understand why she's hurt. Like all the times he comments on my mom having gained weight or that her breats sag. I want to tell him that she's fucking 54 and sagging is normal at that age and that she does exercise. But I'm too scared of him to do so, and mom seems to be too. When dad does something like what I've mentioned, she tells me or my sisters instead of dad because she assumes that he's going to get mad. I feel so bad for her but I don't know what to do besides listening to her vent. But am I going behind my dad's back by doing so? I once heard him telling mom that he's being "treated unfairly"... I really don't want to take sides, but somehow I think I already am. I can tell my mom and dad both have their share of issues - neither of them had an easy childhood. Mom goes to therapy - she also has depression, sadly - I feel like dad should try therapy too but I don't dare suggest that to him. I just want them to be happy and get along... But also, I have a selfish fear stemming from their relationship - I'm worried that my own future relationships will be like theirs. I'm as sensitive as mom and I feel like I shouldn't be because dad is gets so angry at her about it. And he's gotten mad at me about my own sensitivity a few times when I was a kid. What if my future husband will dislike my sensitivity, too? I don't know, I'm just worried for both them and myself. If you read this long-ass post, thank you very much.
My boyfriend has a habit of burping all loud and gross. When I spoke to him about it he started burping louder. Pinche cabron.
Just a weird fantasy, but I want to watch some gay sex live, Like in front of me, right now. Maybe also get involve, maybe just pleasure myself over it, I don't know. Okay that's weird.
I am more stressed being in a relationship, than not being in one.
Sometimes I wonder if I am really depressed. I have my good days where Im happy threw out the day and sometimes it last more then just one day but I have other days I feel like I am a failure no matter what I do. I ended up calling my mom one night when I was having a bad day but I wasn't internally going to tell her whats been going on in my head but she heard something in my voice when I was talking to her so when she asked if I was ok..I just lost in and cried for a good hour or so on the phone with her. Ever since then I've felt better. But I can feel the emptiness comming back.
Sometimes i just feel like the most crappiest friend ever, i never know how to comfort or calm people down so in most cases i just stand there like a fucking goldfish. they say that sometimes you dont even need to talk as long as you're there to listen and that may be therapeutic to some people but i can't help but feel so fucking defeated and useless. This morning my friend had a mental breakdown and she was ranting but im shit at talking let alone give good constructive advices so like the fucking goldfish i am i just stood there hugging her not saying anything afraid i'll fuck up and say the wrong things. whispering sweet nothings and constantly reminding her shes not alone will only get her so far, i love her and i hate seeing her like this but if only i can actually TALK would actually be great. I'm not actually trying to make this about me because this confession was actually supposed to be about her but i can't help but be pissed at myself, i'm so angry at the fact that i'm actually fucking useless and i can't do shit about her problems. It's one of my biggest flaws and it's a personal issue that affects my life in general. I've also learnt that i can't properly talk or express myself unless if it's over text cause that way i have time to at least think of a good answer, and it sucks to be me and i realised how fucking 1st world problem and unimportant this all sounds so i'll shut the fuck up
I find the idea of being intimate in a romantic or sexual way with someone really abhorrent.
So like 1/3 of people are on anti-depressants now on my country. I think I know why. Recent article said that over 50% of people between 18 and 35 are single. That is a historical high for all of recorded world history. It's easier to be single these days, but it's not a fun feeling for a social species to feel so alone. Everywhere I look, I see symptoms. Incel rage of men with nothing to live for. Wine Aunt whineing from unmarriageable women. South Korea is offering credited relationship/dating classes in college. We totally need this in America, because there is CLEARLY a problem. Used to be the problem with the American dream was affording a house, now many people can't even find a family at all.