do teens have sexual feeling for older men? because I have sexual feeling for teens.
I snoop through my boyfriends phone sometimes.. yes it is because I don't trust him but him and I are working on that. I've been trying not to snoop because I'm trying to trust him again, but I went to check his phone battery because he was using the fast charger and it showed a text from this chick on snap. So I brought it up to him, and put like a no sex clause in place until he can not flip out everytime I even go to give him his phone and like stop texting girls, like talking to them in person is fine but I don't feel the need for either one of us to be texting the opposite sex unless they are family, of course and he has a girl best friend but other then that like nah... right? My main reasoning, which for some reason I feel I have to like justify.. is that he has had problems with like doing some dumb stuff with chicks online and just a bunch of dumb shit.. Is anyone else kinda dealing with the same thing by any chance..?
I think I might be hi but idk?
I really want an old guy to eat me out and abuse my pussy. I'm in a relationship so I really want to meet someone spontaneously Nd them to just proposition me
Tbh I just want one friend, someone to know me a little better then myself, granted my boyfriend is that, but I just want some kind of interaction that isn't him sometimes but I have no one, everyone has walked over me, which I never realized until my boyfriend had said something about it when we first started dating. Now I have no one, and I just want someone... Is that bad? Should I only need him? Should that be enough? I feel like I make him feel bad when I mention like I'm going house crazy and shit and that I just need another friend besides him...
I'm 29 m and have a thing for younger girls.
I was right... He lied about how long he'd be away. He said 6 weeks. I just found out it's a YEAR. Heart = broken.
I have a suspicion that my mother was molested as a child. Her attitudes towards sex seem like there is some sort of trauma attached. Her parents divorced when she was about 5 and put her in an orphanage. She spent her teenage years trying to pick up American soldiers at the bars around Rammstein airforce base. When she came to America after her soldier husband died she started fucking new guys, including his brother within 3 months. She is what we call a never-single. One of her bfs was going great until he got sick and it caused impotence, so she dumped him for an illiterate farm hand whom she dated off and on for nearly 20 years. Now she's in her 50s and freaking out because she hasn't had sex in 2 months and can't find any takers. She gets violently angry at the idea people have the ability to not have sex, particularly those who wait for marriage. When I turned down easy women she assumed I was gay. She got violently angry and threatened to put me in an asylum when she found out I was abstaining. When I married a woman who was not like her she became more angry. She tried to pay my wife to leave me, and then to have an abortion. When that didn't work she rage quit and disowned me. I have known many women who were molested. They usually react in one of two ways. Extreme fear of sex, or extreme minimalization of it's importance. Like it's a meaningless bodily function like taking a shit. All of my friends worked through their issues as teens and are all well adjusted and married with kids now. Maybe I'm making assumptions, but either way she is a dangerous lunatic.
please don't judge me for this. I was molested as a little girl by my father and older brothers, a teacher and a cousin. No, i wasn't aware of why it was happening other than i was an easy target because my mother was EXTREMELY neglectful. the first time i was 5 or 6.. around 13 I developed enough rage and courage to become physically violent and leave these situations but before, I'd just mentally escape. This has totally affected me psychologically into womanhood, I can't trust a man deeply enough to really ever give my heart to him because I think I will spiral into tremendous shame if I chose incorrectly. Like suicide will follow and murder maybe. Idk. I just know I am viscerally afraid of being made a fool/victim so I don't even allow anyone that near, so as soon as someone wants to be in a committed relationship, no matter how much I originally wanted him, I cheat. I feel shame from this, but then when our relationship fails I don't have to feel like an idiot who was used (most of the guys I date talk about my confidence -- its kind of a facade, I'm highly social-- and beauty as a source of attraction, even if we met in a competitive academic environment so no matter why they leave, i feel like I was used for my body) and so I can deal with it. Now I am in a relationship with a really serious guy. Serious in the sense that it's clear as day that he is not playing around. I am trying my hardest in life to improve as a woman. Working on a career in a science related field, saving money, hanging around toxic girlfriends less, drinking less, becoming spiritual and honestly getting a lot of attention from better quality men ... been tempted. have not cheated. I met a male engineer who likes to flatter me in a way my boyfriend who is sometimes very stoic does not, tonight the guy ended our friendship (Literally friends.. the guy asks to pay for things and take me out and I refused every single thing to not use him or be perceived as allowing him to court me) because he said you "are still in love with ____ and you think even talking to me is cheating on him." which to be fair, my boyfriend does not like. It hurt! it kind of threw me headfirst into a state of FEAR. I really felt FOMO because now what if my boyfriend gets bored and also leaves? I recognize this is paranoia so at the same time, I feel like a little more dignified in myself because maybe it's possible that I am still capable of loyalty. that's all.
Sometimes I wish my boyfriend would give me a gift. Maybe I hope he will be sweet to me from time to time. But whenever I hint for just a single flower or treat me to snacks, he would start telling me he is not a sugar daddy. It just makes me feel bad and pissed at the same time. We always go on dutch when we go out. I sometimes make surprises for him. I spend my own money for my needs, bills and personal things. Already told him it isn't funny. It just really make me feel bad. Is it wrong to ask for a gift or being sweet?