I really think my crush is showing me signs he likes me, but my anxiety and social awkwardness make me wonder if I'm misinterpreting, or if my confirmation bias is just making me believe that the things he's doing mean something. Maybe he's just being nice and I just don't understand human social interaction enough to know the difference. Or maybe he really does like me but all this self doubt will hold me back from him and I'll miss my chance. I wish I didn't have anxiety. I hate always being afraid or doubtful.
Despite never having been in a relationship, I'm already scared of them because of everything I've heard about relationships being difficult. And because I hear men insult women for behaviours typical to women and vice versa. (Why is there so much spite between the genders? It's sad.) I don't know why this bothers me so much. I don't even have my eye on anyone at the moment.
My girlfriend has moved in with me a year ago and she brought a cat with her. I have a tiny apartment of 50 m² and that cat is an indoor cat she was never outside alone. The thing is that I start to hate this animal: it often meows at night or sleeps on our dining table or kitchen counter. The cat toilet smells after I get home from work, the cat is never with me she totally dislikes me. I would really like to get rid of that animal but I know that my gf loves it..
I'm soon going to marry my fiance, and my parents and parents in law are beginning to ask why they haven't met yet. I always assure them that I'll soon arrange a meeting - I've said so for years. But I never do. Because I'm terribly afraid of having them get to know each other. Or, to be more precise, I'm afraid of my parents in law getting to know my parents. I'm ashamed of my parents. They have horrible few of the world (they're racist and every other -ist you can think of), my dad has absolutely no manners (he sometimes burps or farts right at the dinner table), they are members of the political party that many people in the county including my parents in law hate, they think everyone who's in favour of the government (my parents in law are) is scum, they aren't well educated and don't dress very well. I know this paints a very bad image of my parents, and it's really not like they don't have good traits too, but I'm just afraid that they'll specifically show those bad traits when they meet each other. I've already told them to not talk about politics on several other occasions, they never listened. I just don't want my parents in law to think bad of me when they see my parents. But I am afraid I can't let a whole marriage happen without them ever meeting.
my man doesnt really care for lingerie or spicy things like that and it kinda bores me
I almost sent a message through Facebook to a married woman. She gazes me with such intensity when we walk by on the street. I want to have sex with her, she's a stunning redhead cougar. And she wants it too. If only I wasn't such a coward...
I wish I wasn't such a slut, i can't help it though. not my fault it feels so good having my holes pounded and filled with cum.
why does it always feel like I'm an after thought in my marriage
I hate when I get lonely. My only friend and I are so incompatible with timing. We're always out of sync. When she wants to hang out, I'm busy. When I want to, she just doesn't. This is turning into a confession about her... She pisses me off. It's like she purposely chooses to ask me to hang out when it's impossible. Example: It's 5:30am, she's getting home from work and I'm leaving for work. She tells me to come over. But when I ask her to hang out when neither of us are busy, she'd just rather not. This is why I'm on tinder now. Fuck. I suck.
I don't have sex with married women. Not because I think it's wrong, I just don't know how to approach them. And I live in a small place where everyone knows everyone.