Sometimes, my life is grotesque. I went from chronically depressed, pseudointellectual "incel" on the brink of suicide due to an completely destroyed self-image to actually being in a relationship with the woman of my dreams in about half a year. Not only is she basically a smarter, female version of me with a working self-image, but she also physically embodies every trait I find attractive. Had people told me that this is what will happen to me in 2018, I had probably called them fools for doing so. I still can hardly believe that there actually is a woman out there that shares not only my virtues, but who also genuinly loves me for who I am...even on a bodily level...to be fair, I also try to be the best boyfriend I can possibly be according to the rules of 19th-century prose. I mean, everything about her is great: She's smart, believes in love and loyalty, is a great artist, is "statue of the roman antiquacy" - level goodlooking, is really efficient in daily life and thus a really "down-to-earth"-person, shares my taste in music and, as obscure of a fact that may be, even loves Half-Life.
To be honest. I feel so horny 😢💕 anyone?
Ich bin aus deutschland und möchte gerne meine jungfräulichkeit verlieren W/17
Whatever she can't take the d**k anyways 😟😂😅
my bf is smart, dark chocolate skin, from the same cultural background as i am, he's making money, (i'm just getting started in a stem field he's been in for a few years) he's a natural nurturer, he takes the lead -- so i take his advice, he's about my age, he's witty, he's stylish. ..he's more hip than i am lol.. he's going to meet my family in a few days ..i'm excited
I was driving back home when the tire popped. I couldn't keep the car under control. My wife died. I can't forgive myself. I will never love again. It's been 19 years now.
I m/21 Confess that i´m in a relationship for a short time now and i don´t know if i love her or just the feeling of not being alone anymore. I really really love spending time with her, but i don´t know if i really love her. And i don´t want to hurt her by being in a relationship with her without real feelings , because she´s a really cute and good woman.
I'm going to write my thoughts down here just for the sake of getting them out of my system and getting more insight in my own feelings: 8 years ago I was 17 and I met a guy I immediatly felt a connection with. I never fell in love easily but with him the butterflies hit my stomach right from the first glanse. He rapidly showed interest in me and for the short time we had to spend together (read: 9 days), we had a lot of fun. I knew that somehow I would never be the same person as before. I learned a lot from him about life. On our last day, we kissed and somehow I both felt scared and at peace. We didn't stay in contact with each other and both went on with our lives. I reconnected with my ex and he had a new girlfriend very soon after meeting each other. Now I am in a relationship with someone who I really love and cherish and want to start trying to have a child. This guy also seems to be in a happy relationship to with a nice girl now. However: even though we don't do anything to contact each other and live kinda far away, two curious things are happening: 1) I still think a lot about him and wonder what he is doing, what he would say about certain things, etc... and 2) somehow we meet eachother once (sometimes twice) a year without knewing the other person would be in that place. At those times we smile at each other as if we know each other very well and the connection is still there. One time at a bar, my only friend who knows about him was with me and she said he could not stop looking at me (so i'm not imagining things). I did nothing with that information, but I keep thinking about it. I do wonder how long things will be going on like this... Don't get me wrong: I do NOT intent on cheating on my current partner or leaving him for whatever reason. I already feel guilty for just thinking about someone else sometimes. I searched for explanations on both psychological sites and spiritual ones. But I'm nog a big believer of spiritual stuff (like soul mates and all) and psychology did not give any answers neither. For now, my own explanation is: we meet more than one person in our life who we really connect with. It is OK to aknowledge it when you meet such person while being in a relationship, but you do not have to act on it. As for me, I think he kinda figured this out too and just knows it could have worked out with me too, but life and maybe fate has decided otherwise, and that is OK. (This turned out longer than I expected... whoops!)
I fell in love with perfect guy, he is handsome, has my kind of humor, likes everything I like and had everything my dream boyfriend should have. However, there is one problem, his friends. I feel the need to get to know them, but the first thing one of them said when the perfect guy introduced him to me was "i wont say hello, fck her, I dont care" and then was really toxic to me. I tried to look strong, but it shattered my heart. I wanted to be friends with his friends. A few days later perfrct guy wanted to spend time with me and his friend, but I couldnt get there in time. I was like 3 minutes late and his friend decided that he doesnt want to spend time with me and convinced him to stop waiting for me. I really want to be friends with his friends or at least to just accept each other, but after this I just cant. It hurts so fcking much.
My boyfriend and I had broke up. We didn't talk to each other, for ten days. We talked, and made amends. He wants us to be together on Christmas day. I told him, I would let him know, today. To be honest, I just want to sleep in, on Christmas day. I don't celebrate, the holiday. He doesn't celebrate, Christmas either, but doesn't want to be alone on the 25th. We live over an hour away, from each other. He doesn't have a car, so I mostly drove to visit. We've been been together for over two months. I never asked for money for gas, and he didn't give any at the time. I mentioned, that it cost about ten dollars drive (124+ miles round-trip). He said he would give me gas money. I can't be too upset, because I never asked before. I still don't want to drive. I just want to sleep, eat whatever I want to cook, and roam around my apartment all day. This is the only time of year, that I can have three days off work, and still get my pay. I'd rather do nothing, on Tuesday.