I feel very frustrated because I don't have a woman but it's not in a sexual way. Don't get me wrong, I want sex but that's like a bonus. I want / need to connect with a woman in a deep emotional level but I can't. I'm not used to being that close to anyone before. I'm so used to be alone all the time thay anything else is something I've never experienced before, not even close. The thing is I'm crazy when emotions flow rampant with me, I act like a completely uncontrolled asshole in that state. I'm also very immature dispite being in my late 30s. I let many women that were interested in me disappointed. Please help me, I need to be saved from myself and the terrible loniless I feel every day.
I like the petite slutty brunette type of women.
I'm in a relationship and the sex is very bad. It's been 2 years and no improvement, and we've tried a lot. The problem here is that we're both each other's firsts - and I really can't tell whether it's so bad because we aren't compatible or because I generally don't like sex. To be honest, I feel like the latter is the case, but since I've never heard of anyone who doesn't like sex (except for asexuals, which I'm not), I rationally think this can't be true. I just wish there was a way to find out - trying someone else and still keeping the relationship is out of question though.
my boyfriend doesn't reply to my messages anymore ): halp.
Being in a career I love so much I don't look forward to my days off anymore. In school days I always got something planned with friends for the weekend but it all changed and that sums up my resolutions for next year I'm going to try to make time for everyone else not just myself and family.
So I'm Jewish and I got a pretty bad sexual fantasy. My wife is an Asian gentile. I want her to dress up in SS gear slap me around during sex. Maybe pee on me. What the fuck is wrong with me?
It is so weird reading middle school girl confessions like, "What if I'm bad at sex?" or "Maybe I should play dumb." When I was a teen I had two girls who really liked me. One was a 11/10 with a C average & a reputation for kinky sex. The other was a 6/10 Salutorian virgin. Guess who was in the lead for my consideration? The smart one. It wasn't even close. We ended up moving away and marrying other people, but the moral of the story is don't worry so much about that crap. The man who wants a dumb skank isn't bf material. He'll never be faithful and won't accomplish anything.
Life has suddenly gone weird. I might have personally sent an arranged marriage proposal to her brother in law. This knowing that her home was seriously considering another proposal at that time. The funny thing is, we really dont know each other. We have never ever talked in real life.
I have a sexual fantasy of fucking an older man (35-45)
I've never connected with someone so strongly and it was all meaningless to them in the end. It wasn't to me. Now I'm stuck seeking anything comparable, it fucked me up a little more.