I've been dating someone for the past 7 months (I believe I want to marry this person), I met them at a point in my life where I found out I had an incurable std and had decided I wanted to be alone. I was honest from the get go and they accepted me for who I was. I honestly got so close to them and I love them but some times I feel like we're so different. My other half is what I'd consider very controlling and jealous, and some times I think that's what's going to lead us to break up (considering no matter how lonely it sounds, I'd be ok living a single life without any physical relationship). We've both had experiences that have left us a little distrustful of people and relationship and we both want to work on things. When you're used to making your own decisions and now you have a controlling partner how can you make things work out without feeling stepped all over?
I spent half an decade being your girlfriend. We had lots of good times and some not so good times.. Although to be honest, half the time I really only felt like a friend and not your girlfriend. Yes, you took me out places, and showed me beautiful spots, sunsets and sun rises. You would walk with me, but rarely hold my hand. My friends liked you, and I am sure your friends just tolerated me because I was with you. I know you have talked behind my back for I have heard and read. Yet, I have never talked behind you back. I had one so called bestie for a while, but she would purposely make me jealous and hit on you. Then I seen the messages between you both and that's what killed me. My heart was shattered, I lost a friend and part of my trust. I never once messaged someone like that while dating you. You have never found someone else's clothes in our room, like how I did. You denied my questions and said I was over reacting or over thinking. I would ask you for help, you would help me and I appreciated it. You would ask me for help, and I'd try and help but how you reacted always made me feel like it wasn't what you wanted, and got all mad. Our personal bedroom time seemed like it was always on your time, and I always picked the wrong time. All of that made my anxiety and depression show. I never wanted to talk about it because I was always emotional. I hated not explaining myself, but it was hard when you would get upset walk away or say I wasn't telling you the truth. At times you would make me happy and with warm fuzziness inside, but then at times you made me feel so low and not important. Even with the low times I can say I loved you through it all. It's been 4 months since we became single, only a few times I have seen you since and I enjoyed every minute. Although when I go home, in my room sitting in silence tears rolling down my face. I sit and think to myself how happy I would be and do things differently. This is my confession that I still deeply love and miss you
Is it bad I want to be owned by multiple women as a servant? Like I learnt and took years out of my time just to be a pro at serving women giving them all my time and need to the point I'll be working for them in a sense. It's a very weird small kink but it's something I dream of.
i prefer to be with my boss than at home with my family
Well my sister Vanessa was moving out yesterday,and she was bending over in front of me repeatedly while she was looking for some of her items. While I was in the living room on my part of the house, I was staring at her beautiful ass through her see thru pants. I really don't think that she saw me looking at her ass, till she saw me lick my lips and saw the bulge in my shorts. I was then up on her when she was in my living area, we stood face to face as our lips met and we kissed each other. After kissing each other I pulled down her pants to reveal her bare ass and bare pussy lips, I then took off her shirt and she had no bra under her shirt. Once inside of my bedroom she took off my shorts and boxer's, my manhood was sticking straight up like a pencil . Her warm mouth felt so fucking good on my penis ,as she serviced every inch of my dick as we both moaned. Her juicy ass sat on my face as me and her we're in the 69 position I was having a good time eating out her juicy pussy, as she sucked my penis like she was eating a popsicle stick. After being in the 69 my sister was in the doggystyle position I didn't waste time sliding the head of my dick into her hot snatch, as we we're moaning loudly. The bed was rocking back and forth as my nuts hit the back of her ass, she then lowered her snatch onto my erect dick as she was on top of me riding my manhood. We then fucked each other in different position's as we both came
I'm unsure if I even want to try and salvage this relationship, let alone know how to. I'm starting to wonder if she even loves me at all; because I don't. It's a horrible thing to say, but it's the truth. She's so angry and negative that I wish I could avoid her forever. She only talks to me when she has something bad to say about someone else. I feel like I only exist to be her personal diary, and not her daughter. I can't remember the last time we've spent together and I've enjoyed it. She has such a temper that I'm afraid she'll blow up on me at any second. I can never tell what'll set her off. I wish I had a parent figure I could look up to.
I had a breakup over a year ago. the relationship didn't even last a month. I'm still not over it and I hate myself and her for that.
Met my school senior on a dating app. Had our first kiss on the second date. It made my head spin around (in a good way). The hottest when i was on him, kissing him and he squeezed my butt cheek and i felt heat around my crotch. It was his erection🙈 he dry humped me and i could feel his hard dick. He asked if he could touch my boobs. I said yes he touched iy. He asked it he could see them, i nodded and he lifted up my shirt and sucked it. We were both horny and he could be inside me but he chose not to do that due to our religion.
They keep banning me from my account on reddit, i need to tell everyone how good Rose is
He'd rather give me oral than kiss me (normal kissing). He won't talk about it. I want to kiss sometimes. Feeling used atm.