I've seen so many failed relationships that I'm gradually turning into someone who doesn't believe in marriage. I used to dreamt of having an extravagant wedding, but now I can't see the spark or magic on it.
I dated this guy back in highschool which I considered myself lucky cause he was super popular with the girls and I wasnt the "super pretty cheerleader" type. I was a chubby emo girl for sure but anyways, We broke up and I found out we broke up cause he found a girl he talked too on the internet and that really messed with my self-esteem. But now Im dating his best freind and we have been together for 6 years and we have two kids, still going strong so the moral of the story is that things are going to be shitty at first but happiness will come along as you least expect it too.
I wish my boyfriend would understand that I don't want to tell him explicitly what I want for my birthday or that I want him to bring me flowers or my favourite cookies every now and then, because I don't want him to buy me things to get things for free- I want him to give me those things to show me that he thinks of me on his way home, that he sees something and thinks "She would like that" and then can't wait to see the smile on my face. I want him to know me and listen to me when I talk about something I want. But how can I make him know this without actually saying this - as saying it would totally defeat the purpose, because then I couldn't enjoy any flower he brings home because I'd just think he did it for the wrong reasons?
I think "casual relationships" are pointless. I just see them as a waste of time. People just using each other for sex instead of putting that effort into actually finding a partner seems really stupid and shallow. Nobody I know agrees with me. Everyone is just fine with the idea of casually making yourself that vulnerable to somebody, everyone's just totally fine with being that close and intimate with someone they have no feelings for. But maybe I'm just too emotional. Maybe I just don't need sex like normal people seem to. I just hate feeling alone on this.
I made a deal with a female friend that if I took a photo of myself naked in the street, then I could see her nude in return. She agreed. I did my end of the deal and sent her the photo with full frontal. She just laughed and said "Oh my God" followed by "you're tiny". I reminded her about it occasionally for the next few months, and she kept saying that she was unhappy about her weight and brushing it off. Eventually, she sent me a photo of herself in her underwear. I told her that the deal was full nudity. Then she just went on a rant about slippery slopes and how I shouldn't be asking for nudes. Now I feel humiliated because she has a photo of me naked in public that she can access at any time and laugh at or even share... but the thought of that turns me on. I still hope that one day I can find a nude picture of her online, so I can make fun of her the way she did me. Apparently a video does exist, but I haven't been able to find it.
I love my girlfriend, but I find myself fantasizing about having sex with her 18 year old sister (we're 21). I would never actually do it, but I feel guilty for fantasizing
everything I'm about to list off, I think, is pertinent backstory/context for my confession. I'm a mid twenty something black woman, who has had some sexual experiences with women but for the most part men. I also exclusively DATE/GO STEADY with men. yet I identify as straight, I'm dating a guy a couple of years older, who identifies the same, though all his romance and sex w. the opposite sex... and he is the same race.. w.e... I adore his ass. his literal ass is soooo nice. I usually grab at my lovers behind during sex or w.e but I've literally been thinking about putting my face in his butt, I think about what it smells like and what it would feel like to have his ass smothering my face. So, after encouragement, he let me try it... i almost got off from it. I feel like a weirdo! it was an awesome experience tho. He told me we're not doing that often if we ever do it again lol. but i lowkey think he liked it.
I'm a 37 yrs old man and I want to have sex with a woman that's at least 65. I think she wants it too, she complimented my hands saying how beautiful they were and likes my new haircut (I shaved my head) . I just don't know how to approach her because of my anxiety and lack of understanding of the flirt talk. She's the cleaning lady of the building where I live and every Thursday's she comes to my house to iron some clothes. You see I'm a virgin and I think that she could be my big break. I mean I don't want to treat her like a whore but I'm not looking to have a serious relationship with her because I live in a small place and people here are gossipers and judgemental.
I'm living in incest. I want to stop but I don't want to stop at the same time. I think I'll end my life.
I wanna be with people but I find people annoying.