My girlfriend leaves me all of a sudden after living together for 3 years, my mother has cervix cancer and her health gets worse every day. The only thing that made me smile in the last 30 days is when I decided I'll kill myself before my birthday (March 11) or even sooner if something happens to my mother.... I never had any friends to talk to and I'll end up completely alone. Always been positive and strong but, I reached my limit.
I woke up this morning. I slept the whole night, woke up a few moments because of a strange dream, but was able to go right back to sleep. I want my life to change for the better, but into what? I keep seeing ads about being better and to never be complacent, always improve. I am compelled to change, but I am content. I live on my own. I have some debt. I work a regular job. I went to a University, but don't practice my profession. I am no relationship and have no children. I will be 40 in 1 year and 4 months. I try to want something, but I don't want that much. The most I want is a relationship, but I don't see marriage and children in my future.
Husband and I have lived in his home town for four years now, his brother lives very close by. We go over to visit once a week and for me it's bad. My husband will go off periodically to take long buisness calls and I often get left to small talk with his brother and my sister in law and after a few sentences it will just fall into an awkward silence everytime. My mind will go blank as I'm desperatly trying to think of something to chat about and I can physically feel my face go all stiff. Just painfully awkward. It's always been like this,right from the start - I thought it would get better with time but if anything it's gotten worse. I've tried to discuss this with my husband but he's flippant about it and doesn't want to know, he just expects me to be friends with them. In fact at times I have the impression that his brother deliberately ignores me and that makes it even worse, again tried to mention this to my husband but he doesn't believe me. I've never felt so shy or awkward around anyone as I do around these two people and I dread seeing them every week and feeling so uncomfortable. I'm at the point now where I don't know what to do, any similar stories/ suggestions?
I think I have a crush on a regular customer. he isn't here yet today and I am sad about it. I've talked to him two times in a month. why do I have a crush? he is cute, sweet, outgoing, funny. help! he does want to be friends though.
my brother is married to my sister in law lol that's weird
I found out my bf is bi and he's hooking up with other guys. He uses an app where he meets older men and they exchange nudes. I seen a few messages where he talks about enjoying giving them oral so I know what he's up to behind my back. But honestly he be sucking some big cocks from what I read. I got mad at first but then I got wet from all the cocks he recieves, I started rubbing myself. I imagined him sucking them in front of me so now I kinda want to watch him while I'm there playing with my pussy until it squirts.
my gf is very gorgeous. I like to show her nudes to older guys I know. watching other men get turned on by my gf gets me horny.
I love that the 2 longest relationships I've had have been with a cheater (2 years) and a pathological liar (1.5 years)
Last night after work ,I had met up with my older sister Vanessa Adeoye she and I had a wonderful conversation over dinner. While we had dinner me and my sister made out with each other, after dinner she and I drove out to her house . Before we went into her house, me and my sister kissed each other's lips outside, we ended up making love to each other in her bedroom
Is it okay to have wild fantasies about your boyfriend?