Today I developed a crush... Well multiple crushes but for the first time since I firmly rejected the guy so badly wanted to be in a relationship with me.... I felt romantic feelings for someone else without guilt. Me and him were too similar, and even tho we could have been great, the chemistry wasn't want I wanted... But I kept talking to him because I have a hard time saying no to people and putting my feelings first. However when I finally said it straight to him that I could give him the emotional availability he wanted. I felt free... Guilty for being so dam happy but free. The guilt lasted for months because he wasn't a bad guy just not the right one for me. Although new years was my turning point. I developed a couple crushes on some new friends I'd made through gaming....it felt so nice to like someone else innocently with no strings or requirements. Although today my sister came back from a trip visiting that guy's family (her boyfriend is his brother) she said he looked depressed. Which was something I feared. That I would move on and be blissfully happy without him... And he would still be hung up waiting for me to be ready to date him when that day will more the likely never come. This is for him. Move on. don't you dare let me hold you back. Screw waiting for me or anyone else. Make yourself happy. You deserve happy and neither of up deserve to feel tethered to one another. WE DON'T OWE EACH OTHER ANYTHING! so don't feel like you've lost something that was never yours. You were never mine and I was never yours. It may be harsh but your too nice and pitiful to have this revelation yourself. So heed my words Move on. Screw feelings. Don't let anyone hold you back. I love you... Just not the way you'd want it.
My relationship is going through a rough patch and I'm afraid we won't make it out of it. We both still have feeling for each other but we have developed in different ways over the last couple of years. I'm devastated, we built a life together...we're talking about our issues but I don't know if it'll be enough..
I don't know why but I been having the sexual urges the past few days to just suck someone off. I have dreams sometimes because I want too, I want to try different ways & get better & better but I don't understand it because I'm not ever in a "sexy mood" I just feel like I want to give head. I don't know if this is a normal urge or what. but I've been married 2 years and my husband is in the military and don't see him often. which is why I think I constantly have day & night dreams about it. I don't want to talk to my friends about it because I don't want to be judged or "slut shamed" but keeping it built up makes me confused if I should act on it or ignore it.
Happy New Year! I hope you all stay as safe as possible and love one another! Best wishes for 2021! 😊❤🤗
one of my girls mates in a catwoman outfit 🤤🤤🤤😍😍
so I went on a date with a mate's sister last week, the dress she was wearing 🤤🤤🤤damn
I love helping people unfortunately I help until I bleed. I am going to have to tell my little sister who I helped raise, that she needs to move out of my house which I moved her into 2 months ago, to get her out of a unsafe environment. Her parenting skills are without boundary and that doesn't fly in my house. She has a severely hyper-active child with no boundaries. I could help with that but my hand has been forced by my landlord. Either they move out or our rent goes up 10 percent plus a new deposit of 2.5 our current rent plus new credit checks and locked in for a year. If not then the cost will be 100 per day in a penalty. Any advice on how to harden your heart when you have to do something that you want to and don't want to at the same time.
I feel like my mom likes to humiliate me in front of my whole family. If she sees that I am sad afterwards, she appologizes but it's a classic "sorry, BUT...". Then she wonders why I am grumpy or sad the whole time. Sometimes I even feel like she looks at me with disgust. Shes a lovibg mother most of the time but then this happens. I know this sounds weird bit I cant explain it. Maybe its all in my head.
I've been in a relationship with my gf for 3 years now. We have fucked at least like 10 thousand times within that time period. Her pussy feels amazing every time and it feels brand new every time too. So warm, wet, tight and small. Shes 26 and very attractive. Her face looks very young so it feels like I'm fucking a teenager
my flat-mate 🤤🤤, she's thick & has a nice set of boobs