Today my boyfriends mum walked in on us having sex, and it wasnt just her getting a quick glimpse, she properly walked into the room, saw us and said "what are you doing?" Then walked out. I dont know if im overreacting but i think that may seriously affect our relationship, or at least us being intimate. He's going to uni in a week so we're already not going to be seeing as much of each other, which im worried will affect everything and make us more emotionally distant, but i dont think ill ever be able to have sex with him again after this... Sex is already kinda an iffy topic for me, and i can suddenly get extremely uncomfortable with physical contact and intimacy, but now i think im just going to remember seeing his mum and that extreme embarrassment and uncomfortable feeling. I want to talk to him about this but i dont want it to immediately lead to us breaking up, especially since he just bought me an amazing gift for my birthday and is coming to watch me in a play next week and i dont want it to seem like im taking the piss
I'm honestly just so tired of being single. I don't want to rush into a relationship just to not be single anymore, but I wish I could find love already. I'm tired of feeling so alone. I just want someone to share my love with.
K - Come and find me when you're single. A - Come and find me when you no longer live with your psycho mother.
I want a girlfriend SO BAD. Why is it so hard for girls to find other girls to love? It feels like gay guys find each other with no problem.
I miss you, Alyssa.
I'm a bisexual girl, but I've only dated one girl in my entire life. I broke up with her because I couldn't handle the pressure of needing to keep everything so secret, but I was too terrified to come out of the closet. Now that I'm older and not so afraid, I've found a couple of girls I'd gladly come out for if it meant I could love them. But I feel guilty now for breaking my ex's heart over something that isn't a problem for me anymore. I often wonder how things could have worked out if I had had this attitude back then.
I feel so humiliated omg... It was my own doing. I made an awkward move on my female friend while I was really tired and stupid, we were sleeping together but we were never physically sexual. Anyway, she wasn't feeling it, so I stopped. We fell back asleep and pretended it didn't happen. We're cool right now - she doesn't seem creeped out or anything (she's messaging first, etc.), but I can't believe myself right now...
Sometimes I masturbate thinking about my favorite singers taking me to bed. And I get incredibly turned on imagining them teasing me for being such a fangirl by referencing their own song lyrics. I know it'll never happen, but it can't hurt to dream, I guess.
i honestly have the bestest friends ever and im so lucky to have them in my life. i had a really shitty day but they picked me up and told me everything was going to be okay, they went as far as sticking beside me throughout the whole day and showered me with endless love and comforted the fucking hell out of me. we have a lot of people come and go but in the end, we always come back to eachother,; 7 years of friendship and still going strong. i hope we never break this.
I know people might not agree with my taste, but... I'd give anything for the chance to ask Taylor Swift on a date. Even if she said no. I'd still love to just meet her face to face, thank her for everything she's done to help me... and ask her out for just one date. I'd love to take her around my city and show her everything.