it is hard for me to believe my mom wanted to have me, I think that she thinks I'm ugly and annoying.
I blocked my ex on tumblr cus I figured it was her who was anonymously messaging me. Sure enough, my mysterious pen pal has been silent ever since.
bro what the actual fuck. She threw out literally every single sock in the house. What. Why. What is wrong with you. Are you seriously going to make your eleven and fifteen year old buy their own socks? For what? Why. You're actually going to make both your children pull out all their savings, which is like 10 bucks, so they can have socks to wear? wtf why. You've done some questionable things, but this is just the wildest shit. Like c'mon, I was going to use that money to buy my friends birthday presents, but now I gotta spend it on socks? I feel so frustrated.
follow up to a post I made a week ago: I have been flirting with a young neighborhood woman that was new. or should say she does most of the flirting with me. last time I talked to her in person we exchanged phone numbers and started texting and the flirtation continued. she invited me to her house which is actually her parents. I'm not going to offer details other than I got a nice blowjob out of it and she said she would text me in a day or two and she would let me explore her body with my mouth and if I did a good job I could do whatever I wanted to her.
I'm Not Gonna Lie I Still Think About You But I Know I Don't Cross You're Mind
I enjoy having sex with light skinned girls, Mexicans, asians, white girls but black black girls close to vanta Black. they don't look good naked. had sex with a really black 14 year old had to fuck get in the morning to see what I'm doing.
I had a dream that you kissed me. Turned out you were usinG me...
I'm not proud of myself with this. I know it makes a shitty person and nothing justifies it but I'm at a loss. I've been in a really with my fiancee for a year now, engaged six months. Our relationship is strained to say the least. But to put it bluntly, I have no trust in her at all. She is aware of this and we're working on it. But in regards to me personally, I feel so isolated. I dont tell her anything because I dont trust her, she doesnt like it when I talk to my remaining family about our issues. She HATES that I'm bi-sexual. She cant stand that I have severe depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, self-harm problems. I'm trying everyday to be better for myself, her and our daughter but it's a struggle each day and she doesn't understand that. I force myself out of bed each damn day. I digress. It's like this day in and day out. I feel like I'm caging myself. I cant breath. its suffocating. So to find some release: theres a guy I talk to on snapchat who ACTUALLY gets me on these levels. He understands my pains and issues. We talk for hours on end and I think hes fucking adorable. we exchange snaps, talk about or day and so on. we dont do anything lewd or that but I still call him cute and such. I understand that I'm a bad fiancee because I do this. To be fair, she cheated on me TWICE, and still I stayed with her. She took everything I told her in confidence and privacy and she threw it back at me in arguments and used them to hurt me. That doesn't justify my actions, I know. but Sometimes I feel this relationship is killing me slowly. I dont want a future with this guy, but it's nice to have someone to talk too.
I cheated on my partner on before because i wanted my temptation never meant anything by it i could never tell him as i had to earse that i shouldn't keep it secret but luckily it never came up. as i changed my ways.
My partner and I were having a discussion about the issues and tensions in our relationship when I confessed to him for the first time that I Love him. Without reciprocation. This is when my tears started flowing uncontrollably and I was ugly crying. He couldn't understand why I was so upset about the whole situation. How can he understand that the reason why I want us to fix our issues so badly is BECAUSE I love him and when I can't figure out how to fix them, I am frustrated. How can he understand that I'm hurt because I'm trying to make a relationship work with a man who cares about me but doesn't love me back?