I spend almost every day, humping my pillows or blankets .l own so many bottles of lube and I just leave them on my table near my bed. My boyfriend sees it and I always mention that I masturbate all the time. I masturbate way more often than I even see him, I'll be so fucking horny nobody sees me for days at a time because l literally can't stop pleasuring myself. my shit is ALWAYS throbbing, and it feels absolutely uncontrollable. Sometimes I think if someone walked in on me, I wouldn't stop because I wouldn't be able to control myself. . I watch myself desperately hump my pillow in the mirror with my ass in the air, drooling all over myself and literally crying from pleasure with tears streaming from my face. I watch my titties jiggle or pinch my nipples. I fantasize about walking into a room full of people that I know, and hump something in front of them out of compulsion. I do this every day for 8, sometimes 14 hours, or until I pass out. I get so turned on picturing my boyfriend drooling and grunting and crying and humping something. I want to get him to be uncontrollably, dangerously horny where he's got no choice but to masturbate all day and cry. I fantasize about if he came over so horny that he was crying and jacking off already, and telling me in shock and embarrassment how he was so horny he couldn't stop himself from humping his moms couch right next to her and apologizing to her because he can't control himself. and feeling bad because his mom seeing him horny, made him so much more horny. then we could spend the rest of the day humping things looking each other in the eyes and crying in pleasure making weird faces and noises. I don't know why but something has to be wrong with me. I can't stop this😰😰
I was in the lift/elevator and it jammed. For 5 minutes I was in there with this neighbour girl in her early 20's. We flirted a lot and I got her number. Thing is I'm 40 and married.
I have so much anxiety because he likes me.... I don't wanna be liked, I don't wanna relationship, I don't wanna hurt him but I can't love him like he wants. I wish I could disappear I don't wanna do this or deal with it. God please take this from me I can't handle it
My ultimate fantasy is having anal with a woman on all fours.
I kissed someone yesterday for the first time I found it so funny because I was stressing so much about it but there was no reason to be worried about it well thats it for now lol , have a good day everyone
My boyfriend would probably forget our anniversary is coming and he will missed the anniversary gift then he would also missed giving christmas present since he said that a person should always say if they're giving gifts so he can give one back. We talked about xmas presents and I have a feeling he didn't understand what I meant for christmas.
Strange thought that I do not condone but find intriguing... My half-sisters daughter (my niece) could date people on our dads (my bio and the guy who stepped up and raised her with our mom) side of the family because technically she has no blodd relationship to them🤔 but my extended family on both sides are really weird to me so idk if I'd even wanna date any of them if I wasn't related... So yeah weird thought
Excuse me being an edgy bitch for a second. I just wanna fucking die. Like *poof* out of existence. I can never escape the verbal abuse, it's always coming from a different person, and I want to have it just roll off my chest but for some reason I take everything to heart way too easily. My self esteem has hit rock bottom again and I don't know what to do. I don't.
are there any people here that like findom and being used for your money. if so I am a mistress and want to drain your bank account. I want someone to do exactly what I say and serve me
I belive Im toxic. I dunno how to start changing..