want to spice up our sex life. bdsm looks so exciting. but hubby doesn't seem into it
walked with him on Friday and today I got him to walk all the way to my house
I have great passion for science and I love it. But my GPA is dropping with it, I'm staying 2 more years in college with it , and my student loans are piling up. It was my fault, I listened to my mom who forced me to start college when I don't want to yet. I wasn't ready, I wanna save first, I wanna invest money, I wanna help myself with mental health. But I started college. After that I didn't do good, I keep failing, I have no motivation in life. Then I keep having suicidal attempts. My suicidal attempts is only when my mom understood why I need to stop school for a while but I couldn't stop anymore because now I'm wasting time and student loans keep accruding. On my 3rd year college, I got better, got myself up a bit. My gpa is still okay but not as high as high school. I didnt want to change major because I love science thaaaat much! Then I met a guy, whom I fell in love with. He's kind, he's loving, he's caring. He has dreams and passion. And I'd like to have a future with him. I changed majors so I can graduate early and be with him. Plus i want science a Ph.D in science. I want lesser student loans and better GPA in a much better university. My boyfriend wants me to move with him but I have to graduate first, then I have to save first, then have extra to pay off student loans. But he isn't willing for a long distance relationship for two years. And often times that already made me think, he always just thinks about himself. That I'm just his side hussle. That sometimes I felt like an object to him. That I do sense he's not willing to work for things when it gets hard because I have seen it when he got me pregnant (I miscarried our child) he wants to leave me. And sometimes when he's concerned, I don't sense his genuineness. I talk to him out of him so many times but idk it seemed hard for him and I'm getting tired. I wasn't ready to move and I have dreams too but him only knowing it and lacking to understand me as an individual makes it hard for us to pursue a relationship and even more for a long distance. I'm willing to make it work but sometimes I don't because that he's immature to begin with. I just can't be with a guy who isn't willing to work a relationship just because they think way too much of themselves only and ignoring the fact that I have dreams too. It's hard for me to let him go but it's what everyone says, we don't always end up with our first love. I dated guys in the past and hi. I LOVE him but I wanna be free.... ..... But I felt I wasted so much time express my love for him.
Update#2 - ok so i am apperantly not brave enought to walk up to him so i sent him friend request on Facebook... now i got all scared and can't even text him
I'm 24 and i already feel like i closed many doors and my only way out is trough desperate measures. i feel like with so much youth already passed and with the little skills i have, i can't escape from either a dangerous life style with it's consequences or a miserable failed existence
Is it normal to feel alittle insulted if I ask my significant other to do a chore and they request a sexual favor as a reward..?
Update#1 Oof ok I'm starting something with a random guy that i find attractive and think he is in my league. Imma ask him to have a drink so i get to know him but DAMN I'M SO FUCKING NERVOUS
this is one of the long ones... I know this girl for about 7 years, we were friends, hanging out but not that much, till one year ago, when she ended a relationship, when we started hanging out more, and talking a lot (mostly her, obviousely) about our lives, when I started to like her more and more. but a few months back, one of our common friend told her that he likes her, but she said him no, and that she wants just to be friends with him. she told me about that right away, and at that point I've made some joke that I'd do the same, but she didn't gave me no reaction. but she also says that she enjoys spending the time and being with me, and that she can talk with me. she's a really open person, but she crosses straight lines between friends and relationships, and I'm afraid that the friendzone will be my place to stay. I want to tell her that I really like her, but I know that right now she's really stressed out with her work and life, and I don't really want to add up more pression on that, but I feel like I'm getting crazy, thinking about her all the time and not being sure when of how to tell her what I really feel. please help me out here
I love taboo daddy daughter role play. Wish I could find a man to do it in person
I don't like having sex fully naked.