Question for women: Would it bother you to date or marry a man who has a SIGNIFICANTLY lower body count than you? Like if you were in double digits and he only had 1 or 2 partners, or was maybe even a virgin? How would that make you feel?
he's so kind and humble to everyone but sometimes i feel like he has this special treatment to me, but i'm afraid it just my feeling and hurt me in the end by knowing the truth that he actually just act usual and didn't have the same feeling as me.
I knew my crush supposedly had a secret girlfriend- but since I heard this from someone else, not him, I've been skeptical about the validity of the statement. But I had an idea of who it was and why it would be best to keep it on the down low. And today, I saw them together outside of work, and she was riding in his car. She lives pretty far away from our side of town, so she had no reason to be riding with him... unless she was going home with him. I mean it's possible that she had car trouble and he was giving her a ride despite the distance because he's just a very kind person, and he's given rides to several people who lived way out of his way. But they've been friends for a while now, and they have really good chemistry despite her being a wild rebel and him being a reserved goody two shoes. Don't get me wrong, I think she's great and I even consider her my friend. One of the few people at work that I'd hang out with outside of work. But seeing them together made me feel sick to my stomach. Knowing that the whole time I thought he might be flirting with me, he was probably actually waiting for her to get promoted so that she didn't work in his area anymore. Knowing that the whole time I was trying to get him to realize how important he is to me, he was probably trying to get her to realize how important she is to him. I'm happy for them, I really am. I just... feel so shattered. So stupid. I can't believe I thought someone like him would actually like someone like me, especially when my competition is a smart, funny girl who is also literally a model. Even I think she's hot. I just wanted to vent my feelings here because even though I wish them the best, I can't help but hurt inside, and I don't know who to talk to about this.
I finally told my boyfriend that I love him and I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders, plus the sex after was freaking amazing, My body is still tingling. The way his dick curves to the right, i can feel him pounding my inner wall with every thrust. When his cum is slowly running down my throat i feel a sense of pride and accomplishment. I feel like his dick was specifically designed for me because he hits all the right spots. I’ve never been huge into sex, it’s always been a take or leave it type activity but with him my body craves his attention and satisfaction. There aren’t many things more satisfying than going to bed with the feeling of his warm cum still in my vagina as it slowly drips out throughout the night. His dick is a work of art, pablo picasso would be proud.
Date/Pseudo-Incel Guy here. This is gonna be long and rambling, but I have to tell you a story: When I asked my girlfriend out, I was drunk, really stoned and terribly depressed - my drug-abuse of course only made it worse, but I didn't see that. I felt like I stood with my back to a wall, so I thought about it: I could either have given in to selfhatred fueled delusions and become an incel, or asked my crush out, because I had the lingering hope that she had a crush on me, too. I luckily did the latter and, after half a year, now I am writing this, laying in bedsheets that smell of her... A few minutes ago, I decided to visit r/braincel to look what these guys are up to, and I realized what a bullet I dodged: In a metaphorical way, I am my own Neo right now.
Just made out (22M) with a girl (18F), who was already proposed to. Showed me her ring. Told me stuff that shes obsessed with me, and that im the guy that she should be with. Also told me that i shouldn't tell anyone about our affair. Shes playing with my mind. I'm not telling anyone about the thing, but i'd fuck her anytime anywhere and she's thinking about it the same way as i do.
I have this co-worker whom I always caught staring at me. I approached him once and asked him, "Hey, dude! Any challenges or problems you wanna share?" but he just shook his head. One time during our lunch break, while I'm eating my meal with my 'closer' friends... He'd normally eat with his friends, but then he cam asking if he can join us. Well, we are workmates, so we said 'yes'. He stares at me blankly and confused. He seems to have a question on his face like 'Hey, can I sit beside you?'. So, I moved a little. Guess what?? He sat next to me happily. (weird, isn't it?) My daily routine after eating my meal is going to the Mini Stop store and buy myself a soda, and then go directly in-front of Robinsons Supermarket (it's 2am.. they are closed, and it's a little dark in there) to enjoy my soda while playing mobile games or browsing facebook. I got startled when someone groans "yo" out of nowhere. He stand right befor me and asked "Can I?" Then I realized that it's him again... no other than but Marc. I answered "sure! no problem." Then he sat right next to me. I heard him say "Hey.." after some minutes of silence. "Yes? Anything that bothers you?" I responded. He said this in a total mess, without a pause like an EK gun being fired, and then walk away like a boss... "You know what, I have this weird feeling for you since that day you helped me out with that call. I don't know but my life just become happier when you're around. I feel no worries everytime you're near or whenever I see you smile, even if you're not smiling at me. I know that this is really weird, and I don't really know why or how. I also know that you'll find this weird or a sort like a shit, but I am saying it anyway. I don't expect you to say anything or respond to me with whatever, I just wanna let you know what I feel because I am bothered too. I am so much bothered that I like you but you just seem to ignore me." I was like 'what the hell did he say?' Seriously?
I am craving kisses so bad right now. I can't stop thinking about it. If it were sexual urges, I could just masturbate and make it go away, but I can't kiss myself. I can't simulate someone kissing me back, not in a believable way. Ugh I hate this. I wish I had a boyfriend or girlfriend to make out with.
regardless of if I'm in a relationship with a girl or not, I keep having urges of wanting to be dominated by a guy.
I keep dreaming that my crush is in love with me. The dreams aren't anything graphic, he never even kisses me in any of them. He just does small things like he'll hold my hand out of nowhere, or he'll give me this precious look that screams "I care about you", or he'll hug me for a long time. I love these dreams because it just feels so damn nice to be loved. I love the tender, sweet emotions that I feel in the dreams. I love feeling happy. I hope I feel that way in the waking world someday.