I am so turned on and need to be fucked, but don't know when my bf will be back from out of town.
I only hurt myself if I'm alone. I'm not able to trust anyone anyway.
For some reason my gf told her younger sister (21) that I like when my gfs pussy smells like cheese. So yesterday when I went over my gf place, my gf went to the bathroom and I stayed in the living room. Her sister walked by me and said, "I heard you like cheesy smelling pussy. " Then she put her hands inside her underwear, and made me smell her fingers after. Her pussy smelled just like my gf pussy. It got me hard instantly and she noticed.She giggled and then walked away
Last year was rough for me because I lost all my friends and had never been close to my family so I felt I had nobody and depression was hitting it's hardest,and this boy I met o a trip a couple years back popped up in my life again,we started talking a lot and I kind of liked him because I've always felt ugly and never thought someone could look at me for more than a friendship.He asked me out and I said yes,we went on a date and everything was good but I clarified to him that I am demisexual and didn't want to "rush" things to put it in a way.Next time he insisted to come watch a movie in my house and after some discussion I accepted,I never seemed to been able to say no to him,I felt a connection,I felt he was special and we could talk about things nobody else was interested in.That day we didn't watch a movie but listened to music,chat and I made dinner,then we sat on my bed to watch an old series and he kept touching me,and I would take out his hand of my legs or shorts playfully saying to concentrate on the film but he kept on,and I was really fucking nervous and scared because I had never been intimate with anyone so I ended up letting him do what he wanted. We had relations,it was my first time and was clearly uncomfortable and didn't want to do it but because he insisted so much and wouldn't give in I fucking did it,fucking hell. I didn't think much about it at the time but I felt bad and guilty because I "let him down" for not being enthusiastic or taking the initiative or anything,but afterwards we just kept chatting and so,and I'd ask him to hang out or something,to continue our relationship but he started ghosting me more and more, saying how busy he was,until he stopped replied to me. It didnt down on me that he could have taken advantage of how emotionally unstable I was to get what he wanted and I feel awful,I feel used and abused,I hate it and I fucking hate him for not saying anything like "I don't want to see you anymore or something" I fucking hate everything,now sex is ruined even more for me and I feel like I can't tell anyone about this because is not an explicit case of rape,I just hate everything so much
I been trying to convince my doll faced gf to sleep with other guys in front of me. it might sound wrong, but its because I'm kind of small down there and I know she doesn't get the pleasure she needs. I only last a few minutes and she doesn't orgasm so lately I've been feeling real bad. I love her but I also want her to be fully pleased sexually . plus I think I would enjoy it very much watching another man enjoying her little pussy . I bring it up here and there but she always turns it down.
I have a wife and kid. I work in IT and have a customer i visit every week. I have a big crush on one of the users there, and find myself thinking and dreaming about her. She's a couple years older than me but she's the most beautiful woman I've seen for a very very long time. And of course she's funny and sweet, too. I love my wife very much but my heart flutters when I'm on my way to work on thursdays because I know I might see the other woman and get to see her smile.
I currently have two bfs. they don't know about eachother and although I am kind of impressed how easy it is to maintain both relationships I know I should really choose one. but their both what the other isnt...?!?
I have a crush on this guy and didnt realize it until he had to leave for NY. with no clue when he could be back idk if i should confess my feelings for him or wait until he returns home?!
Update from my last confession: I uh. Think I fucked it up.. I told him we have a "flirtationship" or "bromance" just to see how he'd react to the idea of a specific kind of friendship and he was like "ehhhh, I don't think there should be a label. Its not normal" Now he just leaves me on read 90% of the time and I'm too scared to message him. He told me he wanted to earn his spot in my life, but now it doesn't seem like he wants to be in it. Please give me advice!
I started dating when I was 12. and now Im 24. over all I had 20+ plus boyfriend and only 5 was serious. If people ask me how many boyfriend I had. I would answer them 5. Sometimes I would answer them "I never had boyfriends. " So that they would shut up and stop asking me any further questions.