God forgive me for saying this but I don't want to deal with my mum's bullshit anymore. I'm done. It's NOT a phase, I meant it when I said it. I mean I love her and all she's still my mum but she can be too much to bear sometimes, it makes it harder than it already is to love her. I actually wish it was only me that feels this way. The longer I stay with her the worse it gets. I don't even care if I come to regret this later on but it needs to be said; I. DON'T. CARE. WHAT. HAPPENS. TO. HER.
I cheated on my boyfriend for a black guy. I don't regret it and will continue to do so.
My boyfriend's bestfriend is gay. He did told me once he was chasing her before until she came out gay. His bestie have a gf, but tbh, I kinda get jealous sometimes on the way they talk. I mean they're even moving to another state and live together as roomates. And idk why I'm jealous when I shouldn't be. They know each other for so long, they had a bond and I can't make him talk to her less because it's so selfish of me to do that. I can't see him sad and eventually start to dislike me because I'm isolating him to his friends. I can't do that to him. Plus our relationship is still new and if I'd be on his shoes, I'd choose my friends who I had bonded long with, over some girl who I just met off dating app and later decided to be steady with. And tbh, I try my best to make him live his life the way it is, I try not to see him everyday (only text him) because I don't want his life to revolve only around me. And that goes for me as well. I have work, school, and hobbies. Although I'm desperately in need of friends. Sometimes I think about it, maybe I feel jealous because I don't really have friends. I still do have so many baggages from the past and I have recently worked on that when I met him. My depression, anxiety, insecurities, lies, and acceptance. I have recently worked them off as why I'm now ready to make some friends. It took me 8 years to work on my problems too. But now this jealousy, it's so new to me and I'm scared that I should've started relationships with him in the first place. I could've worked on myself first. And regrets... Having it less in my life is what I'm lacking. I also lack descisiveness...
I don't have a group of friends or close friends. I'm mostly alone and I don't connect to people easily. My boyfriend on the otherhand has many friends. Pretty social guy and I'm honestly insecure and jealous of his social life.
So, broke up with my girlfriend not too long ago, because she realised she didnt care for me in the same way I cared for her, and she had feelings for my best friend, I know my best friend also has feelings for her. Long story short they are secretly dating thinking I dont know, she sends him nudes and pics of herself in various stages of undress, and due to a moment of weakness on my part I went round to the friends house last night, and heard/saw them fucking.
my fiancee likes how happy i was when we had my girlfriend over for dinner. are friends dont know we are polyamorous.
am I the only one who thinks about sex with people I don't even really want sex with??? like I'll be looking at a coworker or some random person or a friend's father or something and I have 0 attraction but it still crosses my mind of us fucking. I always have to shake it out of my head cuz the image grosses me out but I'm tired of seeing it. like why?
I'm literally fucked up right now. I have a boyfriend and an FWB. Don't wanna hold the FWB anymore because I love my BF so much, I can't stand hurting his feelings. He's a keeper and he's my everything and I saw from there on how much he cared for me. Not many guys in this world means what they say and my bf means what he says. My FWB and I only had one sex and after that we just text a lot. No sexting either (although I lie so that I avoid the sexting part). I just wanna end the relationship with him because I'm falling in love with my boyfriend but like I don't know how. I'm too passive to stop things. My BF don't know I have an FWB and my FWB don't know I have a BF. And I feel bad for my FWB because I can sense he's falling in love with me. My FWB said that the more I ghost him the more he misses me. I don't know what he means by it. But I have no feelings for him at all. The foundation of our relationship is sex mostly. I mean sex with is so great; he's tbh way better than sex with my BF but I can sacrifice all these sex for my BF. But everything is so hard because all bonds I have with these two people are new. It's my first time having an FWB. I had boyfriends in the past but it's my first time falling in love with this current boyfriend I have right now.
He send me flowers been very romantic guy. deceived me into thinking he would get married with me and have babies. after we got used to each other he wanted to have sex with me even forced me one time. Now he left me for not having sex with him. But i feel pretty connected to him. He said it would be okay to have sex after marriage before. I asked him many times if it would be okay. well i am fucked up again
I've watched tranny porn a few times but I'm not attracted or fascinated by dick at all. When I do it's because I feel lonely and unworthy of women.