I want my parents to break up. My mother is what I'd like to call "the side chick." The thing is, my father already had a family. She and my father knew about the consequences and decided to have a kid. They had me. Damn that moment. I tied them together so that sucks. I love them both to death but they shouldn't be together. Their relationship is toxic. They fight all the goddamn time. Then they make up. it's an endless cycle and I'm tired of it. They should just leave each other. I don't mind. How do i tell them about my emotions about their relationship? I'm probably gonna be slapped if i say anything like this.
I really want my parent's to break it off. My mother is the "side chick." I was born from a damned relationship. I tied these people together. My father's wife knows about him having another family but doesn't mind. I know she doesn't like me but it's not necessarily my fault. Step mother has 6 kids with my dad. She's 7 months pregnant now. This stirred a lot of problems between my mom and dad. They always fight. Then they make up. It's an unhealthy relationship. I don't mind them breaking up but i don't know how i should tell them my feelings.
stop letting them see you sweat.
Do you still come here hoping to read one of my confessions? Well, i still come here to write about you. I could not get over you, over us. We were happy in your den, our refuge. But the real world was not for us. We could not make it. You know this, and i know i am to blame for leaving, but it was the least damaging thing i could do. I broke your heart, i know. But i also broke mine. I wish we could have a talk, maybe it could help... Closure... Or it would do just more damage...
My boyfriend may be living with me soon. I am happy about this. I won't be living alone anymore.
I try to worry less, but then my brain makes me hate myself and all I want is to be proven wrong. I want to be shown, not told that I'm not crazy and it's all in my head. I need proof, facts, literally anything but word of mouth. Is that wrong?
I had a sex dream about my old principal that loves up the street from me. It was so "hot & heavy" that I came when I woke up. I was laying next to my boyfriend his hands were between my thighs, when he woke up he asked why his hand was wet, and I told him I got horny while he was asleep so I got off using his hand. He is into that kinda thing btw haha so not as weird as it sounds.
there's some dark shit out there man
I hate looking over at him and still after 7 years getting the same feeling as the day I fell in love with him and then being overcome with feeling like he doesn't care about me because he's always lost in his own little world. I miss the days when we didn't feel like strangers.
I think my mother believes I am a fall back boyfriend. She has straight up told me many times the reason she had me was because her first husband had died. When she would get dumped every so often she would make me sleep in bed with her and hold her. This went on well into my teen years. If I would talk to girls she would go behind my back to talk bad-mouth me to them in order to fuck it up. I had to hide relationships. She may have been trying to take me off the dating market since I was little. She would frequently tell me how she wanted a girl, and would try to get me in girl roles like a flower "boy" at a wedding. She was insistent that I was gay and didn't know it yet. I later got a long distance relationship when I was trying to be a musician. I got a normal job and moved to a city near my childhood home to marry my wife. My mother flipped. Tried to convince my wife I am a schizophrenic capable of murder, or stupid, and similar lies. When my wife wouldn't leave me and we had a kid, my mother "dumped" me and "adopted" her bf's 18 year old estranged son and moved him into my old room. Then she would mail me pictures of them together. So since her bf dumped her and the kids moved away and got sick of her she's all alone now. No fucking WAY am I going back to her. That woman is dangerous and I need to keep my kids far away.