I have this co-worker whom I always caught staring at me. I approached him once and asked him, "Hey, dude! Any challenges or problems you wanna share?" but he just shook his head. One time during our lunch break, while I'm eating my meal with my 'closer' friends... He'd normally eat with his friends, but then he cam asking if he can join us. Well, we are workmates, so we said 'yes'. He stares at me blankly and confused. He seems to have a question on his face like 'Hey, can I sit beside you?'. So, I moved a little. Guess what?? He sat next to me happily. (weird, isn't it?) My daily routine after eating my meal is going to the Mini Stop store and buy myself a soda, and then go directly in-front of Robinsons Supermarket (it's 2am.. they are closed, and it's a little dark in there) to enjoy my soda while playing mobile games or browsing facebook. I got startled when someone groans "yo" out of nowhere. He stand right befor me and asked "Can I?" Then I realized that it's him again... no other than but Marc. I answered "sure! no problem." Then he sat right next to me. I heard him say "Hey.." after some minutes of silence. "Yes? Anything that bothers you?" I responded. He said this in a total mess, without a pause like an EK gun being fired, and then walk away like a boss... "You know what, I have this weird feeling for you since that day you helped me out with that call. I don't know but my life just become happier when you're around. I feel no worries everytime you're near or whenever I see you smile, even if you're not smiling at me. I know that this is really weird, and I don't really know why or how. I also know that you'll find this weird or a sort like a shit, but I am saying it anyway. I don't expect you to say anything or respond to me with whatever, I just wanna let you know what I feel because I am bothered too. I am so much bothered that I like you but you just seem to ignore me." I was like 'what the hell did he say?' Seriously?
I am craving kisses so bad right now. I can't stop thinking about it. If it were sexual urges, I could just masturbate and make it go away, but I can't kiss myself. I can't simulate someone kissing me back, not in a believable way. Ugh I hate this. I wish I had a boyfriend or girlfriend to make out with.
regardless of if I'm in a relationship with a girl or not, I keep having urges of wanting to be dominated by a guy.
I keep dreaming that my crush is in love with me. The dreams aren't anything graphic, he never even kisses me in any of them. He just does small things like he'll hold my hand out of nowhere, or he'll give me this precious look that screams "I care about you", or he'll hug me for a long time. I love these dreams because it just feels so damn nice to be loved. I love the tender, sweet emotions that I feel in the dreams. I love feeling happy. I hope I feel that way in the waking world someday.
I'm a piece of shit I lie to my wife and seriously don't give a fuck about her. then when she calls me out on my bullshit I make it all about me then tell her what she wants to hear just so I can keep doing whatever I want. fuck that fat toothless cunt. I'm just biding my time till I find some other dumb bitch live off
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anyone else like to get high and fuck?
I've been on a app called Amino, I roleplay there with some friends. It gives and helps me look at things in a different perspective, learn from it in a way. out of roleplay to real life. I met 3 great guy friends and my other girl friend. We end up dating one another in roleplay but things took a bit further. We end up catching feelings for one another in real life out of roleplay and we didn't care at all, we were happy. As for me on the other hand, I found my ideal type on role play and in real life with in one of my 3 guy friends. We've done everything together but, soon enough another friend of mine decided to break my relationship I had with my significant other. Causing to take me away from him and I wasn't able to stop my friend. Jealousy got in the way and things got awkward with my friends and I, including my significant other. Although timed passed, me and him made up and our feelings became much more stronger, so everything went back the way it was. That's until reality came, we got busy and didn't have time for one another, even if we did make time for it. Sadly my guy friends went ghost on us, leaving me and my girlfriend by ourselves waiting for their return. More time passed of course and they came back, but everything changed.. we didnt share laughs or show affection and support like we used too. Relationships between one another went.. missing, in a way. The little spark we had for one another was there and we are trying to bring it back and make it bigger... 2/3 of the boys went ghost again but my friend and I have the other on Skype, we talk and my friend and I ask how are the other two since they know eachother. He lets us know how things are between the 3 of them but.. Again we don't talk the same as we use too, the guys would reply back to my friend and me once a day or even more than a few. My friend's significant other currently left her, after a promise of not leaving her when he actually did. So I am currently giving her my absoutle positivity I have very little left. As for mine, I wait and wait and wait... and wait to get a text from him, and I do get it. I'd rather get one text from him than not get one from him at all. Even so me and him do show signs we do like eachother still, but sometimes i think otherwise... and it hurts. I miss the group and what we had together, I even miss him. He was my first love but sadly Everything changed now and the little spark we have is at the point of going out now.
Spending another New Year's Eve alone wouldn't have mattered, except that I actually thought I might have someone to share it with this time. Silly me, getting my hopes up and thinking I actually had a chance with him. At least I didn't have to suffer the pain of getting rejected. I just had to suffer the pain of finding out he found someone else before I got the chance to ask him.
Sometimes, my life is grotesque. I went from chronically depressed, pseudointellectual "incel" on the brink of suicide due to an completely destroyed self-image to actually being in a relationship with the woman of my dreams in about half a year. Not only is she basically a smarter, female version of me with a working self-image, but she also physically embodies every trait I find attractive. Had people told me that this is what will happen to me in 2018, I had probably called them fools for doing so. I still can hardly believe that there actually is a woman out there that shares not only my virtues, but who also genuinly loves me for who I am...even on a bodily level...to be fair, I also try to be the best boyfriend I can possibly be according to the rules of 19th-century prose. I mean, everything about her is great: She's smart, believes in love and loyalty, is a great artist, is "statue of the roman antiquacy" - level goodlooking, is really efficient in daily life and thus a really "down-to-earth"-person, shares my taste in music and, as obscure of a fact that may be, even loves Half-Life.