Ok so my step father is a deadbeat asshole and my mother is constantly mad at him. She won't leave him though because she would be alone and won't find another man at her age. She's also fat, ugly and has a temper. Sometimes I just hate them both for always arguing for the dumbest shit.
People bore me and annoy me and yet I miss having friends. Never had a gf either btw. I'm just that bad when it comes to social interaction. When I get bored of people telling me shit that I don't care or to put me down I bottle up. It doesn't take much time to lash out at people because I'm so angry of being alone and dispised.
~UPDATE from I'd appreciate big help here... I'm 18, I'm Male blablabla~ This morning my bff got a call from the guy, he asked if she wanted to go with her brother make a campfire. He asked if I was there and well, he came to pick us up. My bff (who knows I find this guy super nice) made me sit in front, and we talked during the WHOLE ride, about all and nothing (nothing about homosexuality yet). We arrive, start the fire, cook sausages and drink a Palm Bay each. We all talked and had a lot of laughs and good vibes. I was the one putting music and made him discover Billie Eilish. We went through her album, and Wish You Were Gay came up. He seemed to focus on it and talk less, while my friend and her brother talked. So I looked at him staring at the fire a bit silent, and I start singing the whole chorus. At some moments we locked eyes, but really brief At the end, the last "I just kinda wished you were gay" (that I sang louder cause I don't sing well so I can't be as smoothly silent as Billie) he looks up and notices me staring at him. We looked away but he laughed about it and sang again. We arrived an hour ago, and before we left, he gave a fist bump to my friend, a handshake to her brother, and when we shook hands he pulled me in a bear hug (no fighting, he's just a softer big boy) and pat my back, then rolled away... So I guess maybe success? Also: During the night, since he likes fires and lives close, he kept saying we can stay at his house anytime and come any day for a fire... Finals exams are coming and its stressing me, should I take the chance to message him and ask if I can stay for a night?
Just met with my ex after such a long time.... we both are doing well with our lives. He just broke up with his girlfriend of 1 year, and I've been with no one after I broke up with him, 8 years ago. I don't think we still have the same feelings about each other anymore as we did years ago. But is it wrong if I hoped a little? That he still hold feelings towards me?
I know conservative hetero men think this is a win for them, families, marriage godly relationships but the abortion ban honestly looks like its gonna push the young adults and youths further toward same sex relationships of both kinds. I mean if I'm a horny young guy who has already been exposed to porn culture, hip hop and the normalization of homosexuality why would I want to go through the drama of potentially getting a girl preggers when I can smash a trans woman? And if I'm a female and it's 2019 and men still don't care about my own thoughts and feelings why would I not just fuck women? There are already existing embryos without sperm. So why go through to psychological violence of heterosexuality? Big mistake
I'd appreciate big help here... I'm 18, I'm Male, and its been a year since I have a crush on this chubby, kind and happy-go-lucky guy, who is my best friend's brother's friend... But I think he isn't gay. I think of him everyday, and I just dream to even hug him, but I can't cause I'm scared... Anyone has ideas on how I could get to just sleep with him? (Not any nudity anything just even feel him close)
people like to talk about how evil women are especially in situations like divorce. but my dad molested me and both my sisters, he is frequently out of work, doesn't do anything around the house, and he has no friends. he relies on my mom, who is not very skilled but she is kind and works hard so life keeps giving her small breaks and allowing her to maintain/survive. my older sisters who he was sexually and psychologically abusive to have both surpassed him financially and socially (pillars of our community) I am still in school and hope to gtfo after graduation. When my mom is at work, he will complain about not having this or that until I buy it for him (I have to pay rent, but then feed my grown ass dad) or he will pace back and forth in the kitchen while i make a sandwich (I buy my own groceries) untilI offer him something. He hasn't acknowledged my birthday (said happy birthday) in 4 years. hasn't gotten me a gift for any reason in almost 10. Anyhow I know if my mother left him he'd probably kill himself because she does everything for him and he "loves her" (basically needs her to be his second mom) yet he's tortured and disrespected her the worst of everyone..she will never leave him though, even though we beg her to. part of getting close to certain men is constantly being exposed to his worst side and him calling it vulnerability.
haven't seen this. I have a young mistress. I have gone down on her a few times after she has had sex with her boyfriend. they go bareback. recently I started to go down on her and she said NO that he had finished inside her instead of pulling out. I was so turned on I did it anyway. I could see a little cum on her lips
I told one of my classmates that I liked him via messenger and he told me that he likes me too and we started talking o lot on messenger and we are too scared to talk to eachother because we think that our classmates would say bad things about it
I don't understand why I can handle my boyfreind sending porn to me if its drawn or artistic in some way but if it's an actual human being, I get this inner rage and jealousy that just takes over me.