Is anyone else in a relationship with someone that swears loves them and doesn't want anyone else but constantly slips about wishing things would have gone differently with their ex? I hate feeling like a second option, I hate even more loving someone that constantly says stuff that makes me believe that and turns around to tell me how I'm the "most attractive person in the world". Is it so wrong for me to just want to single and left alone and yet to be so afraid of actually being left alone forever?
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There is a show called, Legacies. that comes on the CW. It is show that is a continued story based on the children's lives from some of the main characters of the show, The Vampire Diaries. On the second season, the main character, Hope, is a supernatural being. She is 1\3 vampire, 1\3 witch and 1\3 werewolf. During the second season, she was dealing with a situation where she was not able to be with her boyfriend. She had a crystal that would generate an image/likeness of her boyfriend and he would communicate with her based on her consciousness from what she knew about him and what he would possibly say. In my reality, I have no crystal, or even a boyfriend. There were days or nights where I would allow my consciousness to create someone, whether it is someone I've seen before or try to create someone different, in my mind. I would similarly try to project those thoughts as if this person were with me and we were having a conversation, just like the character had done on the show. Before the show came out, I had been doing this for years. It has gotten me through lonely times, and even questions that I felt that I couldn't talk to anyone about. I don't care if I have a mental issue. If this is a development from depression, I don"t care about that either. All I know, is that it gets me through times in my life when I need to do it. I don't bother anyone or trouble anyone with my problems. I just go into my consciousness and deal with life that way. I just wanted to share that.
My dream love situation is where I bump into someone were both full on cosplaying at a convention and we both playfully talk in our characters till the point we both go for a meal and see each other.
I created a toxic relationship with my bestfriends when I was depressed, and leave to heal. Years later to come back to them to correct my mistakes and to come clean to them but it turns out reopening the wound of my past and hurting all of us. I thought I was prepared, yet I was just putting off my past, running away from it. I ended up leaving them again, this time permanently. It hurts at the same time yet I feel better, even though it was me who created that toxic atmosphere at the first place. I don't know if they moved on about it, I wish they do and be happy to each of their own lives.
I've been dating someone for the past 7 months (I believe I want to marry this person), I met them at a point in my life where I found out I had an incurable std and had decided I wanted to be alone. I was honest from the get go and they accepted me for who I was. I honestly got so close to them and I love them but some times I feel like we're so different. My other half is what I'd consider very controlling and jealous, and some times I think that's what's going to lead us to break up (considering no matter how lonely it sounds, I'd be ok living a single life without any physical relationship). We've both had experiences that have left us a little distrustful of people and relationship and we both want to work on things. When you're used to making your own decisions and now you have a controlling partner how can you make things work out without feeling stepped all over?
I spent half an decade being your girlfriend. We had lots of good times and some not so good times.. Although to be honest, half the time I really only felt like a friend and not your girlfriend. Yes, you took me out places, and showed me beautiful spots, sunsets and sun rises. You would walk with me, but rarely hold my hand. My friends liked you, and I am sure your friends just tolerated me because I was with you. I know you have talked behind my back for I have heard and read. Yet, I have never talked behind you back. I had one so called bestie for a while, but she would purposely make me jealous and hit on you. Then I seen the messages between you both and that's what killed me. My heart was shattered, I lost a friend and part of my trust. I never once messaged someone like that while dating you. You have never found someone else's clothes in our room, like how I did. You denied my questions and said I was over reacting or over thinking. I would ask you for help, you would help me and I appreciated it. You would ask me for help, and I'd try and help but how you reacted always made me feel like it wasn't what you wanted, and got all mad. Our personal bedroom time seemed like it was always on your time, and I always picked the wrong time. All of that made my anxiety and depression show. I never wanted to talk about it because I was always emotional. I hated not explaining myself, but it was hard when you would get upset walk away or say I wasn't telling you the truth. At times you would make me happy and with warm fuzziness inside, but then at times you made me feel so low and not important. Even with the low times I can say I loved you through it all. It's been 4 months since we became single, only a few times I have seen you since and I enjoyed every minute. Although when I go home, in my room sitting in silence tears rolling down my face. I sit and think to myself how happy I would be and do things differently. This is my confession that I still deeply love and miss you
Is it bad I want to be owned by multiple women as a servant? Like I learnt and took years out of my time just to be a pro at serving women giving them all my time and need to the point I'll be working for them in a sense. It's a very weird small kink but it's something I dream of.
i prefer to be with my boss than at home with my family
Well my sister Vanessa was moving out yesterday,and she was bending over in front of me repeatedly while she was looking for some of her items. While I was in the living room on my part of the house, I was staring at her beautiful ass through her see thru pants. I really don't think that she saw me looking at her ass, till she saw me lick my lips and saw the bulge in my shorts. I was then up on her when she was in my living area, we stood face to face as our lips met and we kissed each other. After kissing each other I pulled down her pants to reveal her bare ass and bare pussy lips, I then took off her shirt and she had no bra under her shirt. Once inside of my bedroom she took off my shorts and boxer's, my manhood was sticking straight up like a pencil . Her warm mouth felt so fucking good on my penis ,as she serviced every inch of my dick as we both moaned. Her juicy ass sat on my face as me and her we're in the 69 position I was having a good time eating out her juicy pussy, as she sucked my penis like she was eating a popsicle stick. After being in the 69 my sister was in the doggystyle position I didn't waste time sliding the head of my dick into her hot snatch, as we we're moaning loudly. The bed was rocking back and forth as my nuts hit the back of her ass, she then lowered her snatch onto my erect dick as she was on top of me riding my manhood. We then fucked each other in different position's as we both came