Im planning to kill myself at the end of the next month. No one knows.
I love someone who treats me badly sometimes
I've had sex a few times with my boyfriend so far (we were both virgins before), and neither of us ever came during intercourse. Tonight was the first time he came - or so he told me. I have no clue about this, but shouldn't I be able to tell if he did? Because I didn't feel anything while it supposedly happened - okay, maybe that's normal. But there also wasn't much ... fluid coming out afterwards. Just a tiny amount, which possibly could've been all mine. I don't know. I am afraid that he lied to me about it just so that I would feel better about myself. I feel so ashamed... about the possibility of him lying, and about being so inexperienced that I can't even tell. I know it's kind of a stupid problem but it bugs me.
is it that hard to meet someone you can be with? im 22 now and been single for about 2 years now but finding someone who i think is girlfriend or wife material is difficult.
I'm not special, different, or better; I'm just as flawed as the next person.
any females want phone sex or cyber hmu
I had a dream the 'she' was pregnant but instead of being happy she was depressed...
I had a dream where i got pregnant, and at first my boyfriend and i were happy, but then i told him that we need to talk about it. He didnt really want to talk because he knew what i wanted to do, which he didnt agree with at all because he's always had strong fatherly instincts and would love to have a family. I dont want that at all, and without saying it he knew that i wanted an abortion. This caused him to leave me, shouting at me to "cut it out" if i really want. Him doing this broke my heart, and i spent my time crying while my whole family thought it was simply because he left me, it was also because i knew it was my decision to get rid of our child that pushed him away. The weirdest part of this dream though was that my family knew i was pregnant right from the beginning, and fully encouraged me to keep it, which is very odd considering I'm 18 and my older sister just had a baby which everyone thought was a bad idea
After all these years Im gonna say good bye...Will i regret this?
Is it something I've done? Do you look at me differently now? I'm confused. You reach out for me, you wrap me in your arms, you kiss me and make sure I'm safe. Is it you? Is something going on that you aren't telling me about? I try and dress a bit more revealing at home, you look and compliment me, you'll trace your fingers along my skin but then you withdraw. Some nights you'll let me pleasure you, but I've received nothing in return for awhile. What do I have to do for you to take me?? Maybe I need to stop trying to push the issue, stop revealing myself. I feel your arms around me and your lips on mine everyday.. yet, I'm still lonely. When you turn over in bed and drift off - I turn over and cry myself to sleep. I know I need to speak up, my self esteem is crumbling because of this. I love you - I'm just sad.