I saw her a few days ago, she greeted me much to my surprise. We haven't spoke in my many yrs. I used to love her but never had a chance, she made that clear. I was the wrong kind of man for her, I see that now. And I failed as a friend too. The reasons are not clear to me now but I remember being her friend in the hopes that she thought maybe different of me in a weak moment. She had plenty. Her family were her parents and three older brothers. Her father was the only one decent, her mother was a nut case. But the 3 brothers were the worse because they were drug addicts. One of them raped her. But she seems alright now and she's better off without me as a fake friend. I truly hope she finds peace and happiness.
I'm failing my classes in college, I have no time for sleep, eat and do things that makes me feel human. I have no friends. Ever since I started college I haven't made any friends I can be close with. I was still at home manipulated by some conservative rules. My job don't pay enough for me to even afford living on my own. I don't even have a boyfriend. Now I'm gaining weight, growing lots of pimples, and is extremely depressed. My parents told me to live all those goals one by one. Finish college first and then the others. I always know happiness is pursue not given. So I want to pursue them but one thing I don't know, does pursuing them take a long time or not? Does pursuing happiness even mean pursuing success? What is success?
How come every time I fall in love with someone who might actually be good for me instead of settling for someone terrible, it always ends in me getting hurt? I'm so tired of getting heartbroken when I try to make good choices. Why can't I just be happy for once? Why can't I be loved? I keep trying so hard to convince myself I can't possibly be unlovable. But I'm 22 and still haven't managed to keep a single relationship for even a year. Maybe I am unlovable.
I'm a female that sells nudes photos and wrong panties. my family doesn't know.
My crush and I have been flirting back and forth for a while. I started to think that maybe for once in my life, somebody actually liked me back. Well today I had to find out from someone else that he's secretly dating another girl. I don't know who she is... but I hope they're happy together.
I feel very frustrated because I don't have a woman but it's not in a sexual way. Don't get me wrong, I want sex but that's like a bonus. I want / need to connect with a woman in a deep emotional level but I can't. I'm not used to being that close to anyone before. I'm so used to be alone all the time thay anything else is something I've never experienced before, not even close. The thing is I'm crazy when emotions flow rampant with me, I act like a completely uncontrolled asshole in that state. I'm also very immature dispite being in my late 30s. I let many women that were interested in me disappointed. Please help me, I need to be saved from myself and the terrible loniless I feel every day.
I like the petite slutty brunette type of women.
I'm in a relationship and the sex is very bad. It's been 2 years and no improvement, and we've tried a lot. The problem here is that we're both each other's firsts - and I really can't tell whether it's so bad because we aren't compatible or because I generally don't like sex. To be honest, I feel like the latter is the case, but since I've never heard of anyone who doesn't like sex (except for asexuals, which I'm not), I rationally think this can't be true. I just wish there was a way to find out - trying someone else and still keeping the relationship is out of question though.
my boyfriend doesn't reply to my messages anymore ): halp.
Being in a career I love so much I don't look forward to my days off anymore. In school days I always got something planned with friends for the weekend but it all changed and that sums up my resolutions for next year I'm going to try to make time for everyone else not just myself and family.