Its sad when I know that if I commited suicide right now my partner wouldn't check too see if Im ok until hours have passed.

My goal as a mother is to make sure my boys know they are loved. I dont want them to be like me who wonders if my own mother loves me. Honestly, I just feel like I'm dead weight to her. But that could just be in my head. I want to become someone they can rely on when in trouble. Not someone to fear.

can you have feelings for someone you're not 'with' and see other people...We have been talking for quite a bit but were not exclusive so idk...

how many people have a FWB with someone?

I just want to be loved so badly

my parents left me alone at home for 15 days, they left this morning, im 25, our house is huge, they left money for me to like eat and gas etc and the car... u know what is the worst, with all these amazing things, i just am alone, and i realize it too much and it hurts a lot, i had a bike crash once and i had 12 surgeries and it was horrible but loneliness definetely hurts way more,also takes years of ur life... anyway i was thinking about telling that girl at the gym that maybe if she wanted to hangout, we could , and then if we did hangout, i could tell her some things that i want to tell her, for example that i like her, and also that im alone and i get scared of ghosts and i wish there was someone here who i trust, to enjoy all these nice things that are here, and to b with me but im really scared and sometimes when im talking to girl i just get stuck im terrified of saying anything, ever since that one person that i admire a lot talked to me and then never did again, cuz i must have said the wrong thing, now im always scared of saying something wrong, and i dont really talk, i kind of just say yes or no, and look down or away from people,whenever i talk with someone is just about training or small talk and i hate small talk, anyway idk it shouldnt be like difficult right? like if she doesnt like me then shes gonna be nice about it hopefully. and ill just avoid her forever, i wish she was here rn tho. after being depressed bad and not cleaning my room or washing clothes, i did both today and my bathroom is super clean and my room, and then i bought a new bluetooth speaker cuz my old one broke and this one has lights and i love it and i wish that she was here rn with me listening to music and i kiss her right on the top of the head :p

Estou grávida do meu melhor amigo, mas estou em um outro relacionamento a cinco anos... o que eu faço?

no one answered but im still wondering, if it would be a good idea to make a tinder profile where its anonymous and i only explain what fetishes that i have and what im looking for and maybe have a body picture. what do yall think?? im like, really lonely and im sick of it i figure id just try to have sex

update : that person i like doesnt hate me, she made a prayer for me, remembered my name, and wishes well for me. today was one of the best days ever

so my girlfriend who lives with me. came home one night after her shift. She knows that I'm into young girls. cause when she was 16 I fucked her. I was 21 at the time. so her coming home to me watching child porn. shouldn't be a surprise She freaked out. She said that's disgusting why would you do that to a child. I said didn't we fuck when you were her age and made a video. I still got those photos. She said delete it now or I'm leaving. so I deleted it she went out of control. it wasn't that big of a deal. but what we did was worse at 17 she ran away with me having sex smoking weed we even got married in Mexico. I love her but I have me weaknesses an young girls are one of them.