My finance wants kids, but I don't. I now have to decide whether I one day will agree to have kids, or the marriage is not gonna happen. I have no idea what to do. I don't want to lose the love of my life - that's the very selfish reason for why I would actually agree to have a child. But from a moral point of few, I think this is a very wrong reason for bringing a life into this world. On the other hand, everyone I've talked to about it (who, I fairly have to say, all are much too keen to become grandparents or uncles to be unbiased) says that it won't matter, because once I'm holding the baby in my arms, I won't care whether I initially wanted it or not. I'm lost. Also, what if I say no and in a few years suddenly want it, and then I regret breaking up?

Are there normal women who WANT to have babies anymore? My friends and I were discussing odd women who call themselves "Dog Moms." They claim they are happy but the dog is clearly a substitute for a child. Stroller and all. Lady, if you weren't mounted by Scooby Doo, and pushed this thing out, that isn't your "Furbaby." Then it came up on the news that a Swedish minister was calling Hungarians Nazis Because of a policy to make it cheaper & more accessible to have children. Saying "Women fought to free themselves of this." Taken alone I would assume it's just crazy cat-lady talk. Sour grapes. I recall in Middle School girls would call me up and say, "I want to have your baby." Sex was secondary, a baby was priority #1. Did I miss a memo? Don't try to tell me your career is so "fulfilling." I'm typing this at work because corporate drudgery is meaningless and unfulfilling.

I missed the feeling of having a boyfriend. It's been 7 years since the last time I'm in a relationship. Wow. Even me shocked.

He loved me at the point where I was not confident with myself. I love him now, at the point where he's tired of waiting on me.

Like any usual girl, I do masturbate. and everytime I masturbate I calling my favorite celebrity. Well, hurt no one tho, but I do wonder if I could actually do it from the start. Like I still need help by watching porn and when I'm about to climax I put my phone down and call out his name. It's like I'm not actually dare to try to imagine fucking with him but I'll kill to try. p.s. : I do get wet when I'm think about making out with him, but I stopped right there. thanks for reading and good night

I missed my chance to say my goodbyes to my ungle as he was in his death dead. Dont do what I did. Tell your loved ones how important they are too you. Tell them you love them because you may think they will always be there..but eventually, they wont be.

I don't know why I watch porn, i like women sexually but I'm also a misanthrope

The kine is faint, but I think we're finally pregnant. Is Ethan a good name for a boy?

Well i like a man who's married. Im very irritated that I cant let go. Well I distance myself from him to avoid jeopardizing his relationship to his wife. I adviced him to not pursue a relationship with me at all even though he knows it was hard between us .... I told him to just be friends with me and move on. So yeah im was single on valentines day... but im imagining somehow how he was treating his wife right now... oddly im thinking of their nice date...

I'm so sick and tired of porn. I can't cum with a satisfying orgasm anymore. And somehow lost interest in women too. OK so the last bit is not set in stone but i've been alone all my life and can't miss a women's company because I never had it.