I love him, that's why I'm scared.
This really pretty girl was soo nice to me the other night, she was working in the supermarket then i'm pretty sure my face was red and she looked at me all smily and then i said goodnight and she said oh thanks have a good week and i was a huge autist and just walked away cuz i was having all kinds of fuzzy feelings and i didnt look back cuz i was embarassed of having walked out like that lol. but i mean i go to that supermarket a lot what if i kinda saw her like on purpose, but i dont know what i would say it would make me really nervous
I always fantasized about putting a strap on and fucking my husband but I don’t know if he’s down for that... and I’m not sure how to ask... hmmmm
My man told me that when he looks at porn he sees me getting fucked.. I thought that was kinda strange.
I hate when my man looks at porn!!! It makes me so angry inside. I tried to watch it with him cuz he asked me to but it made me feel unwanted and I felt depressed instantly. I can’t stand the fact he gets off on other woman. The sad part is I'm hottt AF!! And I’m A1 in the bedroom.. so I just don’t understand.. blonde hair blue eyes flat stomach and nice booty for a white girl. Like you have me so whyyyy do you need to look at porn despite knowing how it makes me feel!! What is wrong with men?? I tried to get into the whole porn thing but I just can’t help the way it makes me feel!!
I want my parents to break up. My mother is what I'd like to call "the side chick." The thing is, my father already had a family. She and my father knew about the consequences and decided to have a kid. They had me. Damn that moment. I tied them together so that sucks. I love them both to death but they shouldn't be together. Their relationship is toxic. They fight all the goddamn time. Then they make up. it's an endless cycle and I'm tired of it. They should just leave each other. I don't mind. How do i tell them about my emotions about their relationship? I'm probably gonna be slapped if i say anything like this.
I really want my parent's to break it off. My mother is the "side chick." I was born from a damned relationship. I tied these people together. My father's wife knows about him having another family but doesn't mind. I know she doesn't like me but it's not necessarily my fault. Step mother has 6 kids with my dad. She's 7 months pregnant now. This stirred a lot of problems between my mom and dad. They always fight. Then they make up. It's an unhealthy relationship. I don't mind them breaking up but i don't know how i should tell them my feelings.
stop letting them see you sweat.
Do you still come here hoping to read one of my confessions? Well, i still come here to write about you. I could not get over you, over us. We were happy in your den, our refuge. But the real world was not for us. We could not make it. You know this, and i know i am to blame for leaving, but it was the least damaging thing i could do. I broke your heart, i know. But i also broke mine. I wish we could have a talk, maybe it could help... Closure... Or it would do just more damage...
My boyfriend may be living with me soon. I am happy about this. I won't be living alone anymore.