I hate some people that always approach you only because they want something from you
I kinda want a girl to make fun of my umm well size down there, I don't know, something I kinda want to try a lil.
I have a huge crush on one of my workmates. he is nearly 15 years older than me, been married and had kids. Ive been single for so long I barely even remember how a relationship works and am terrified to do anything because I work with him, and that ill just look like a fool
my mum as a whole, is a good person with nothing but good intentions for people (most of the time). shes loved by everyone and is considered an angel for her charity work, but it's funny how that juxtaposes to how she's made me (own fucking child) more sad, insecure and heartbroken than anyone has ever made me feel in my entire life. my brother told me to forgive her, because apparently he did and it's always better to be the bigger person and i quote "shes an adult with the heart of a child, she needs to be loved too" . and i guess that worked out in his favour, they're closer than ever . but how do i forgive someone that hasn't even said sorry to anything before, how am i supposed to love someone that caused these ugly fucking scars i put on myself, how am i supposed to care for someone that made me resent the world and resent being alive. i don't and never cry to anything else, but she's the reason i pray to god everynight sobbing to my pillow wishing i wind up dead in the morning. please be kind to your kids.
Our anniversary is coming up and I had planned a dinner to his favorite restaurant weeks ago. And I am mad as I found that he & his ex turned friend already made a plan there. I only found out because I was excited with my plan weeks ago that I mentioned the food. Apparently, they had talked (& scheduled) about eating in the restaurant when they eat out last week. He never mentioned it until I brought up the food. Now my boyfriend always say he isn't interested anymore since he just recently went there. I don't want to think they are cheating because his friend is married with a kid. I've been mentioning our anniversary and hinting him, but he has no idea about our anniversary date this year. My plan is ruined and worse, he forgot our anniversary. I SPENT TIME ALREADY WITH THIS AND I'M GOING TO PUSH THROUGH WITH IT. I WILL EAT A LOT & HE CAN SUCK IT UP IF HE DON'T WANT IT.
Im embarassed how long it took me to realize how much ur food affects ur whole body but especially ur most important organ, ur brain... when u living on serious insulin spike life style and when ur eating that crazy bad shit like cookies which i was eating everyday and flour products with dye and candy of all kinds ur brain is shit and ur mental health is shit at least mine was maybe its just me then but wow it was bad like i dont wanna feel like a zombie u know, and i was, probably almost becoming diabetic too, and body is breaking down from inflammation since i moved back im eating only whole foods and its been better, last 2 days i binged on shit tho and i feel like shit and my mental health took a dip so bad , im writing here just ranting since this site exists lol like a diary, maybe the writing is good and helps me understand my feelings better and i dont feel like eating shit today
I'm in a long distance relationship, I've been with my gf for 7 months. she has 3 boys. (7, 10, and 12) but she wants me to reach out and establish a relationship with them. I've made attempts but the kids haven't. (I've played video games with them) I told her "it takes 2 tango" the kids should also have the same curiosity to meet me (someone who is dating thier mom) but she said . ""they don't have to because thier kids. and I'm the adult. I should reach out to them. not them" and she also said "how can they know me? if its over the phone" ....the kids don't know me because I'm not there BUT they also don't want to talk/video chat either.....how is that fair? I'm supposed to do all the reaching out....and if they don't like it.....thats ok??? its so awkward when they pop up on the video chat because all they want is to talk to thier mom not. so I move the camera away and she says I push them away??? how?? they don't make zero effects to get to know me who is wrong??? what's right
all goes to hell here. Moved in with my fiancee, but as of late we fight over the most stupid things... I mean, we were just discussing if the dirt on the floor or the dirt on the tablecloth is less hygenic. The fuck is going on???
theres another competition in december and its an even bigger one and i have to travel to rio de janeiro!!!!!!!!! im so excited i hope it works out this time!!!!!! wish me good luck guys
my gf might have covid. we stopped tongue kissing but I still fuck her. I just can't stay away from that little pussy. especially when she dresses up real good.