been waiting years for this ... hope I don't cum as soon as I'm inside her
Messages me on Valentine's telling me that he loves me but we can't be a thing because "being gay is wrong". I try to talk with him but without any warning he just stop responding. Next morning he messages me again saying he had a few extra drinks and let's forget about that! You freaking sicko!!!!
Why do I always have to ruin every single relationship by being so insecure?! My mind plays tricks on me and I hate myself for it..
alright people listen , IF you like someone please tell them they might like you back .especially if they are a close friend it's better to talk it out than to keep it to your self ,yes it might hurt or be embarrassing if they rejected you but u got to take those chances. tou never know if they like you back.
so I dont know what hapend but a few people stoppedd talking to me out of nowhere. i haven't done anything, everyday I ask how they are and talk with them until they aren't bored anymore. but yesterday they all stopped talking to me , i tried asking how they are doing or if they are ok , no answer from anybody. I dont understand what I have done to any of them
I just wish I wasn't gay.
iv told every girl friend iv ever had that I used to be with my sister growing up and we were bfgf all during high school so they dont think I am fucked up guy that has obsessed about incest and his sister his whole life. and truth is i have infact iv never had an oragasm with out looking at a picture of my sister or thinking about her i dont think I could. am I fucked up ?
I call him my bf but he's really my partner. he could leave anyway and have fun with other girls but he doesn't... sometimes I think he's settling for me
my bestfriends want to have kids around the same time but I don't think I'll be a good mother maybe a good aunt or sum. I wouldn't know how to raise a kids into a respectable adult. I sometimes I got to feed myself or don't listen to the pain I feel. thinking about trying to be a mom is weird what if I don't like them or i don't want them after a while. that's no return address for kids..... ..... thankfully my bf doesn't want any
I got my bf bill burr tickets for valentine day I like surprising him with stuff even thought I know I will get nothing in return . just too giving . I guess.