My brother and I and a friend of ours sat around a table. Our friend got worked up and slammed his fist upon the table, on which lay a gun; the gun went off and killed the cat sitting in front of it, spraying the wall with red. We couldn't believe it. We started freaking out, unsure of what to do next. It was epic.
So I've sent a email to this woman I used to be in good terms with to say i'm sorry about stoped talking to her. You see I was in a dark place mentally speaking and was ashamed of my behavior at the time. I was offensive and had a very bad temper because of a health problem I had before. Anyway back the the email I sent she didn't replied and it's been over a week. There's no chance that she didn't seen it by now. I used to like her and I think it was mutual until i fucked things up. My loss. I regret a lot of things I said and regret even more not having a relationship with her.
I'm a 39 yrs old man and a virgin. I often think about sex but when i think what is to actually doing it it feels weird to me, almost unnatural. You see I was bullied a lot at school, mostly what Americans call jocks. We don't have that stereotype present in my country. But a few girls during school made fun of me, teased me in a very humiliating way often. And later there was this woman I used to like but things never happened. She was into guys very different than me. Last i'm a long time unemployed person still dependent on my mother. All that combined makes me very weary of having a relationship.
my abuelita died today and I don't know how to feel about it. im sad but I'm not devastated. my sister told me when i was making eggs. I cried a bit but I don't feel anything. I remenber her face and her warm smell when i hugged her and i remember her hair curlers I put on her. I havent seen her in 5 years and those memoried are fading. She was planning on visiting but she cant now. I just want to hug her again and I fucking cant now why does everyone around me keep dying first my uncle then my grandma and now my abuela. at least I had the chance to be with them before they passed I spent one of my last days with my grandma in her bed lying down with her and sleeping, my uncle visited and i have a funny memory of him saying my mom is torturing him by making him shower but I only have a memory of hugging my grandma and her smell but its only that and its fading. god why does everything just fucking suck i wanna die
My wife hates staying clean; at best she showers once every two weeks and brushes her teeth maybe once a month, then gets offended when I don't want to cuddle her stinky ass or kiss her halitosis. Guess who the bad guy is for expecting her to clean herself more often? She acts like it's unreasonable and extremely harsh for me to expect her to clean herself/brush her teeth more often. When she does, she does such a shit job she might as well had not done it at all. She told me when she was younger, her dead mother taught her by example it's ok to remain in her filth (her mother would go months between showers and teeth brushings). Gross. She really did her a disservice by teaching her it's ok to stink to high heaven and not teach her how to shower/properly brush her teeth. Her mother probably didn't know how, either. She honestly doesn't think going so long without staying clean is a problem. It's fucking disgusting. How she doesn't have constant infections/doesn't see her poor hygiene as a problem is beyond me. Had I known how bad it was before we got married, I would've said no way Jose.
She's laying next to me as I write this, naked, beautiful and perfect; she doesn't know it yet, but we're about to fuck 😂😈
I'm attracted to hot young girls
I kissed my best friend or he kissed me. the one who intiated it is still a little blurry since we were a bit drunk at the time. he told me he was in love with me and im pretty sure i said it back. only problem is he has a girlfriend. I'm not sorry it happened im only sorry about the timing of it and that someone was hurt because of what we did.
Despite normal logic I'm in a sexual relationship with someone I shouldn't be. number one I'm married, number two they have a long time girlfriend, and the biggest one of all number three they're my boss. There is definitely no love. Just pure lust 😈. I almost felt bad when I was told about their argument of him not answering his phone. He happened to be a smidgen busy. hahaha.
It's not attractive for a guy to be so needy but I don't give a damn! notice me senpai!