It's 5:30 in the morning, and I'm desperately lonely. I have no one to talk to right now. I've been sick for a week now so I feel like trash, and I thought I was getting better, but realized today I've been running a fever for a few days and just didn't know because I was taking so much medicine to relieve the pain. My boyfriend is sick too, and he's going through a mild depression right now, so I accidentally upset him earlier and I feel terrible about it. He apologized for taking it out on me, but then said he should be taking it out on himself... he shouldn't be taking anything out on himself, he doesn't deserve that. I feel like I'm falling short as his companion because I don't know what to say or do to help him through this. I know I can't fix him, but surely I could be doing something to make it easier on him... He's so wonderful and I love him so much but sometimes I wonder if his self hatred and difficulty trusting others combined with my apparent inability to deal with that will be the demise of our relationship. I want to make it work, and I don't want to leave him because he has issues; I have issues of my own, but the difference there is he seems to know how to help me with mine... I guess I'm just rambling at this point. idk I just needed to get it all off my chest and feel like someone is listening to me, even if no one ever reads this. Just writing it out is kinda therapeutic...
so I work at a airport an there are so many places to fuck at work. I've gotten head so far but I really want to fuck at work one day. I'm so glad most of the workers there are female. some are straight from high school.
I miss this one ex I had before I met my current wife.
haven't had sex with my boyfriend of 5 yrs in a mth even though he lives 5 min away from me
I got into an accident on the way home from work tonight. I was at a light, saw it turn green, then the guy in front of me stopped and I got him. Not much damage done and no injuries. Hubby though, goes off on me calling me stupid and not paying attention. I feel bad enough as it is. He's more worried about the car than me. I think I have a right to be angry at him. All I wanted when I got home was a hug from him, but he was too mad at me to give me what I need. Makes me think leaving is the best option.
I have a friend with benefits and a boyfriend of 5 yrs. I have lately been spending more time with even on the phone with my fwb than my boyfriend. i even started having more sex with him. so i stopped the benefits part and tried to focus on nourish my full time relationship but i miss my fwb on an actual friendship level. is there other way I can friendzone him and love my boyfriend without kicking him to the side?
I love my boyfriend of 5 yrs. I miss him all the time. it seems like there's never enough time in the day or week to see him. I'm partially to blame. I'm a full time college student with 3 jobs. I try to make time to see him on Tuesdays but he has his own life. hes in to politics and music and is always in the office or studio. I feel like I'm holding him back. we have been sexless for 1 mth and I've been bland kind of depressed for 2 mth just working my body like a slave. he tells to speak my mind but I dont want to always be negative. yea life sucks sometimes but it feels like it's going to suck forever. should i let him go?
is it wrong to ask for nudes from your girlfriend. when your sick in bed an horny.
I sometimes wish I could be a normal girl with a group of friends! Me being the prettiest of course. With a bubbly personality and hot guys chasing me all the time instead of trolling online for attention
I get really mad everytime I talk to my mom. Everytime I share something, she's always argumentative and always counterinterracts everything I say. Like "I realized this and that.." or "My friend shared me this.. and it makes me think". And she would always reply "No maybe this maybe that and I dont think and not that." Like I don't ask for an opinion or an arguement, I ask for a person listening. I just ask for "I see" or "ahh" or "okay". Like every damn time I talk to her. Even for a litle thing I ask for. I tried to confront her about it and she denies and says "I'm not this and I'm not that and she gives no reason why." And she's never willing to listen. She always says she's busy. But she puts time on nonsense things. And she's the type of person who would say "you should be this" or "you should do that" it makes me mad. It's like she always say the things what I should do not how I should do it.