Still missing him even tho he has a girlfriend. He left me hanging.
I've been with my boyfriend for 2 years now, before being with him I was with someone who cheated on me which has made me insanely insecure and horribly impacted my self-worth. So yesterday I asked him if he thought this person called Liv was pretty whom he was friends with in 2017, and he said "Liv was pretty sure, but I never thought she was pretty since being in a relationship with you, like I have said so many times I can't look at someone that way anymore, whether they're pretty or ugly is irrelevant" but just thinking about the fact that he used to think people before me were pretty makes my insides burn, and I know I shouldn't feel this way because it's irrational but I can't help it and it's starting to negatively affect our relationship. I also don't tell him but I secretly cry for hours and feel like absolute shit when he (rarely ever) meets up with female friends. So for my own sake and that of my relationship, how can I stop being so insecure.. ?
I used to watch porn around three or four times a day but now I'm just bored with it. I still watch it to masturbate around two or three times a week since I can only cum while watching it. It's a problem I've got. The other problem is that I'm nearly forty years old and can't talk to women, I'm too shy and lack self esteem. I'm afraid of women and the emotional and sexual frustration is killing me. The thing is that I'm just not good with people and relationships. My ex friends are a good example, I treated them like shit constantly when I had ptsd from doing chemo. I've repressed all the revolt because I had the disease and eventually snapped. I'm ranting. Sorry for the long confession.
I've been unreasonably horny a lot lately, like really frequently, and it's pissing me off because I can't satisfy myself. I need a partner's help and I don't have one. Physical needs aside, I'm also craving the emotional connection... Damn I hate being single.
I like my best friend's sister,i still don't know if i love her or if she likes me or not but hate myself for getting too close with her. I have always tried to keep my distance by not flirting not sharing and not being too involved with her. But last year i don't know what happened we became friends. I still don't flirt or act on how i feel,and probably i never will . But everyday it is getting harder for me to act normal around her. I Instinctively prioritise her over everyone else like saving her a seat, making sure that she gets the last bite and so on. It's breaks my heart thinking about how nothing will happen between us,and even if by chance anything happens she deserves someone better, someone with a better job, better personality , someone who is better than me.
had to act like a complete jackass to get my ex to leave me alone. long story short she blocked me and I'm happy and content now. not proud of how I had to act but what's done is done.
I just want to sleep next to someone on this twilight cold weather.. i never realized how much that kind of feeling meant to me a lot. I spent my whole life alone and occupied with my work and research. Most of my life I live to study reality yet I cant live in reality. Im stuck in the lab then i go home alone. Heck i dont have close friends to talk to. Just colleagues about work. Sometimes they invite me for a drinking night but its still makes me feel empty though. Its so weird im already 24 years old. i never expect much but a real friend i never have. And now someone to be with which is harder to come by. I never dated men since 8 years ago when i was completely different person
My ex sent me a YouTube link to a song called "Breaking Up Is Hard To Do" and he followed it with a text saying "overdub yourself". The song is a dude singing about wanting to try again and begging his partner not to leave him. I think my ex thinks that's how I feel about him. So in response, I sent him a YouTube link to Taylor Swift's "White Horse", which is her saying she waited so long to be appreciated by her partner, but now that he finally sees what he's lost, it's too late for him and his white horse to come around, because the damage has already been done. Maybe my ex will finally catch my drift.
Why do guys like to go to strip clubs? My boyfriend as been talking about going to one and I'm feeling self conscious. I've already expressed how I would feel about it.
It's very easy to get one-itis as a teenager. It's easy to say, "I'd die for you." When you have nothing to live for yet. I stumbled on the Facebook of my high school crush. She's pretty lame now. She has massive student debt from a useless photography degree. She spams anti-vaxx stuff all over her facebook, and she named her kid after a really lame discount romance novel author. 10 years is a very long time in life.